Results r coming! good luck!

Feeling kind of nervous that e results r coming. This feeling haven't totally kicked in yet, cos basically they haven't announce when e results will be coming. But feeling v worried and scared. This time i really don't think i can make it. This time the feeling is so strong that i don't know wat to do. The irony of everything is i know this time i would do badly, but i haven't truly believe in my backup plan. Honestly if i fail this time, i really don't know wat to do.

I don't want to cry! I don't want to regret this path i have taken two years ago. I don't want to laugh at myself in the future for crying now. For feeling so sad. This is jus a small step. Even if i fail it would be a small failure. I want myself so much to believe this. But i m afraid i may not be able to do that.

For people who r reading this, please don't ask me my results. Please give me some time alone. When i feel brave enough i will tell u myself. And please don't spread my results if ur know it.

A selfish thought but i really don't want to fail alone. If it is possible i hope everyone can pass together, but honestly if i fail i don't want to fail it alone. I don't want to feel helpless and lonely. This two emotions r strong emotions that i don't want to feel. Feeling helpless is bad enough. But feeling that nobody can understand u that is the worst. Although my mom says it is ok if i fail. But i doubt she really means it. Afterall, i don't think she actually truly believe that i will fail. Hopefully a wk from now ur would hear happy news from me. The hope is little, but i hope a miricle happens.

To those o'level students.. Good luck! Don't aim too high, then ur won't feel too sad.