Hee.. today at around 10 e guy came back to our side to work. Well lp says that he is a bit taller than us. cos she says that when i went to throw rubbish and stood beside him, he looked taller than me. Hee.. Then today keep trying to peep at that guy to c if his complexion is really that gd, then when he is standing behind me lp asked me to look, but if i turn his direction it would be too obvious la! ok la.. even if his complexion is bad he is gd looking la! Anyway he is a really nice guy, always volunteer to do things for us.

Hee.. today when i c him i jus keep want to laugh, cos it is so ridiculous trying to peep at him! Like peeping tom! Ai yo!!!

Hmm.. when i gt hm today feel kind of depressed. Maybe it is pms. Today i feel so lonely, i don't know y either jus feel like my heart is heavy, can't explain y. Today i feel so out of place, like i don't belong here. Don't belong with this ppl, don't belong to this place. Feel so lonely! Sometimes bonds are too strong to be broken! Memories r too hard to forget! that is the reason y relationship between family and friends and loved ones r so strong. Today I feel like there is nth i can do to break that bond. If only i have known u/them earlier. But unfortunately fate plays a part in relationships too. I can't blame myself, i can only blame fate. Hai.. I want to be loved today! Feel lonely!