Feeling weird today. Feel a bit depressed, a bit tired, a bit guilty. The guilty part i really don't know cos i didn't do anything wrong recently. Hee.. But jus have this weird feeling. Maybe cos i m planning to pon orientation tmr, and yet not go to work. Seems like they r rather busy at work. Feel a bit bad when i have to tell them i m not goin to work tmr cos of orientation, but now that i m planning to pon orientation i m not goin to work either. Ai ya it is a complicated feeling. A feeling that i can't comprehend.. Hee.. Maybe too tired ba.. I can't be like some ppl who won't even feel a sense of shame when they put themselves above others. Ai ya.. don't know la..