Really couldn't control my emotions today. Cried at work! Hee.. let me tell ur wat happened.

Today one stupid customer told me to help her check her order. I went to kitchen and check her order, when e kitchen say don't have her order, or course i went back to her and told her her order was misplaced and ask if she would like to order again! Then she got really angry and asked to c alex, cos alex was the one who took her order, then later she asked to c my manager.

Later alex told me to go to e kitchen e manager wants to c me! When i get to e kitchen e manager was scolding me. Say that i shouldn't tell them e truth, should have ask kitchen to faster make e food then tell them that e food is coming. At this pt felt a bit pissed off le. Later after they left the manager keep scolding me, then when i say sorry, she say sorry no use now they want to complain! Wat the hell it was a technical error complain for wat! And honestly y must she be afraid of their complain, the fact is it is not e service crew fault it was jus a technical error! Damn them la!

Felt rather upset, not bcos of e customer and not cos of e manager. It is jus that i don't feel i have did anything wrong, felt rather wei qu. The fact is that i told e truth, if u don't like it, that's ur business! And honestly do u think e customer will stop complaining after u tell them 5min later their food is coming. They will complain for e slow service, in other words lousy service! And do ur think it is right to always put e blame of e kitchen ppl, even if they didn't do anything wrong. And jus to save ur ass, u have to let other ppl be e scapegoat. Wat the hell! Fuck this world! Actually i have done this a lot of time to other customer, but they were quite nice abt it, nv complain at all. Hee.. so naturally didn't think that there would have been any problem this time.

I wouldn't say i hate this manager, she is quite nice if she is not working, but honestly i despise their way of working. And honestly i despise that customer too. Cos she didn't know how to be understanding. I believe that to be considered a human being e least u have to be is undestanding, ok i can understand, she is a woman, woman r made unreasonable!

When we did closing, we stole food yesterday hee.. really funny sight. Really like e ppl there..

Still feel v upset. V upset that this world is like that, there isn't any fairness in this world. Ppl will step on each other's head jus to get on top. I know ppl will say grow up, get real! But honestly do u feel happy hearing of this ugly truth! I m not goin to change for this world, even if i have to be a lowly cleck all my life, i will not change. I know my effort, will not make e world a better place, cos one person's effort is not enough. But it is lonely at e top. When u get to e top but lose all ur conscience, ur integrity i don't think e top is worth it, i will have lose much more if i were at e top. Adults r such hypocrite! They tell kids nv to lie, nv do anything that will hurt others and yet that is wat they do. I don't want to become such an adult, i don't want e kids to despise me! Seriously i despise this ppl.

Hee.. i know wat some ppl may think after reading this, they may think i deserve to get scolded, afterall i don't have to work, lots of ppl r discouraging me from working. Well now i will justify y i have to work. Cos i need the money! Although my mom say that she will pay my piano and sch fees for me. I don't want to be a burdan to her, if i can repay her my money i want to repay her as soon as possible. I don't like e feeling of owing ppl anything. Oh ya xw i still owe u money! i remembered. Hee.