Really pissed off over sth and someone. Will say more later! Tell ur how e day progressed first.
Today went to sch, then sl msg me cos we were planning to have dinner tgth. But sl didn't know that i only had morning lesson, so she msg me meet at 12.15 at sim. but i didn't bring my uniform so i changed meeting place and time.. Anyway was planning to go hm slp first. In e end e both of us went to tcc had coffee and chat. Wow we ah, really can chat everyday but haven't saying things we want to say. Hee..
Later we went to work. Kenneth's fren felix was e same belt with only both of us. Don't really like his fren. Exactly like kenneth, bu liang shao nian! Jus that kind of ppl who will irritate ppl, till u feel like slapping him. Anyway was pissed off over sth not he said, but started cos of him. he asked me if i was still studying n levels, then i say no la i not studying anymore, i think at this pt he tot i was younger than him, then i told him i was a lot older than him, but i realise he is 18, cos i tot he was 15. Hee.. anyway then i say no la i not that old. Then i told him we r both 19. Then he started saying i lied abt my age, then keep calling me pian zi, really irritating. Then he asked me if sl is 19 2. then i said ya she is 19 2. Then he say he tot sl is 15, oso partly cos of sl hairstyle, but i think ok la. Then he asked sandy and gz abt our ages, then they agree we look younger, then he telling me we really know how to bao yang. Anyway till this pt of time he still thinks that i m lying to him. So he went to ask vin our age, then vin said that i was 22! Wa lao.. Damn fucking pissed off! I look that old meh?! Ok la.. I know i rather petty abt this matter...
Actually i think it is really weird, when u were young (well at least for me) we wanted to grow up so that we can wear e pretty clothes, those adults wear. But now for me i jus want to stay 18 forever, Under 18 seems too kiddy, 18 is really a good age to stay at. Getting v sensitive when ppl say that i m 20+, but so far other than vin no1 said that b4. Jus don't like that feeling of growing old! Hai.. Really envious of sl, still look 15, i ah.. Look old le, i think my looks changed quite a bit. Now i understand y woman's age is a secret! Feel v upset, but that was nt e reason y i was v upset with him!
Oh ya today i broke a cup, then vin was like u break again make u pay. later i heard him telling gz and lee ping, that i always don't listen to him, then he was like tell her many times but she don't listen. WAt the fuck! He nv even tell me anything. Fucking ass hole! Then after that i treated him rather coldly. Later when sl was topping soyo, this fucking vincent came and tell me y don't help her top, can't c ah. Then it is like e manager will usually asked u to stay at belt to watch out for customer. Damn pissed off lor.. Act only! Really can understand y he is still single though he is so damn old. he is a weird person lor.. Deviate from e norm! Like to baotou ppl but act friendly with ppl. No wonder no1 likes him, but he also v dumb, another one who thinks that talking behind someone's back is literally talking behind's ppl back. U want to gossip abt someone oso have to make sure that e person is not a gd fren of e other.. Damn dumb bastard! he can remain lonely forever ugly bastard.
Oh ya then i read vin's stupid blog. Hee.. He is really pathetic lor.. Go read it lor.. Good laugh! Haha.. Anyway he wrote that someone talked behind his back abt him, hee.. it is most prob me. But u know wat, i m not afraid he heard wat i have to say abt him. My blog is an easy address to ppl who wants to find me, honestly i m not afraid if he read this. Cos i don't know how to pretend i like someone when i honestly hate him to e core. Oh no ppl always say u will be with e ppl u hate, then i rather not hate him, e worst fate anyone could have is to be with a guy like him. That will definately be a fate worst than death, so i better say i like him.. Hee..
Mh was saying that i m too frank sld change! My sim frens say that 2. They say that i m too frank. But honestly i don't know how to lie, and pretend to like someone i obviously hate. I realise i m frank with ppl i dislike, i think it is cos, u dislike him don't plan to befriend him, so u jus don't feel a need to pretend to be nice to him. I really can't hide wat i think or feel, but a lot of ppl say it wouldn't be me, if i hide, and besides i m too lao shi, can't lie.. Ai ya i know la.. I m not a tactful person in e future i will suffer, especially since i m taking business, but really i don't want to keep things inside of me lor..
Oh ya those indian dishwashers v evil lor try to kill me stack 3 rows of cups then ask me to carry out!!! Ai yo!! Hee.. Really feel like quitting since the ppl i like is gone, then left with bastards.. Maybe will quit if i find students to teach. I know i shouldn't let this ppl get to me. But i won't be happy till i c them suffer retribution. Hee.. I know i m evil, but jus don't like that bu gan feeling.. That feeling that u can't do anything to control or deal with him... Hai..
Later went hm with alex and sl. This alex ah.. really bu liang shao nian. Nv go to sch for many days le.. Ai yo.. So naughty!!! Really angry today!!
Oh ya when i got home i saw this guy walking towards me then i walk quickly into e lift then press door close, then he was outside but i didn't open e door for him, then he took e next lift, then later he was kind of following me lor. he stepped out at e same floor, then i heard his footsteps so ran rather quickly. Then he still follow me, i faster open my house door step inside and locked it. Then saw him get into e flat opp mine. hee.. he is my neighbour... hee.. Terrible i don't even recognise my neighbour..
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