v grumpy these days.. i think i pms ba.. hai.. jus don't feel v happy.. jus feel like screaming or shouting or sth to vent all my unhappiness.. it is weird i got nth to be unhappy abt but i jus want to complain la..

yest worked.. then my manager nagged at me say my sales is too low.. hai.. i off 2wks ma wat to do.. but ya la.. i working hard for it.. then that day a clock dropped by itself, then got fire alarm oso. my manager kid say cos i m around so, so many things happened.. then my colleague nickname me thunder. cos i m around sth must break. haha..

today i worked, at first my sales not bad, then after that.. hai.. my colleague so lucky jus stand there got a lot of sales, then sometimes i jus approach e customer a bit slower and then e customer is gone.. hai.. they r ppl who don't need sales le la.. they already not last few. but i can understand la.. they r not obligated to help me and honestly who wants to share sales.. hai.. i jus hope i m not e bottom few and e manager won't nag at me for bad sales.. i really tried my best.. i pray and hope i will be at e top not bottom. hai.. sometimes when it comes to sales it really all come down to luck. now i understand y some sales girl will spot customer, spot e huge buyers. cos seriously some ppl v cheapskate come in here want to get free cataloge when e cataloge is for sales, then want to browse browse, but nv ever buy anything.. then some ppl e stuff v cheap oso keep want more discount. hello if u can't afford it go somewhere else. gosh i used to feel nicer to these ppl. but now i think i m feeling this way cos i can't hit my sales and i m starting to panic. so anyone who don't buy i jus feel v sian.. then waste my time serving them when i can go serve ppl who will buy.pray pray that my sales will be better.. oh ya so happy my cousins came to c me. irene and ah ping sis came by hee.. but was busy at tat time so couldn't serve them. hee.. it is always like tat one when u busy u v busy.. don't know wat game heaven's playing on me.. hee.. hai.. resign to fate