life at the moments/ feelings about things

last tue after work went to tuition my 2 pri 2 girls... ai yo... although they r really cute, sometimes i really will lose my patience tutoring them. i don't know whether it is due to being too tired. it is like one of them jus refuses to try. she jus look at the question and say i don't know.. then when i explain to her without even thinking for a second she kept saying she don't know. honestly i was really angry though i didn't scold her. cos i really hate it that u r giving up before even trying. and here i m trying my best to explain to u, but u refuse to listen. i was seriously angry. the other one while i was trying to teach this one she keep asking me questions... ai yo.. teacher only have one mouth and one brain. i can't explain 2 diff questions to 2 diff ppl at the same time...

i realised.. when we were young, we don't really care about the process of learning, we jus care about the answers. it is jus like the two of them. don't even think or listen to me carefully, jus wanting to get the answers correct. i honestly don't like ppl who have nv learnt to listen. to me, these people are not caring enough, more self centered, more impatient. when i m saying this i m not referring to the 2 little girls. cos the girls r still young.. i m sure they will grow to listen when they are older.

second thing. i m going to quit la and go somewhere else to work. i don't know whether it is me or the ppl. i m quitting so i feel that everyone is so nice to me. hahahaha.. i jus feel that my burdan has lighten. really like talking to the manager and designer. they r very interesting and sincere people. frankly, i don't like the way some new comers work, but i suppose cos they r new so they don't do things too well. i heard that the newcomers were a bit upset that the managers like us more than they like them, but well. u can't change the fact that at the moment we do things better than ur. and the managers don't like ppl who complain. that's wat i have learnt very well so i jus keep my mouth shut though i feel like complaining. actually other than the schedule the reason i want to leave might be a change of environment. seriously v bored with the things here already. and ya.. i seriously hate the assis manager. really feel like slapping her recently. the most fake and awful person i have known!!!

recently things happened at our shop. then she die die must know wat happened. it is like ppl don't want to tell u have their reasons. then y u die die must know. not like it is about u. then she went to ask the girl. when the girl refused to tell her she keep bugging the girl. keep asking her are u ready to tell me now. fuck u la.. i will never be ready to tell u till u land in the coffin. then she keep saying i m concerned about you. ya right! more like u want to know for gossip sake. i seriously think she got a mental problem. jus bcos she is the assis manager she feels that she have to know all the gossip of the part timers then try to bribe us to tell her by giving us presents. shit la.. i would rather tell the manager myself than tell u and let u spread rubbish about me!!! really can't stand her. i jus feel like rolling my eyes when she is around recently. super angry... hopes she get into trouble. oh no, i m so evil!!! but watever la!