Today took half day from work. In e morning we had free buffet lunch, cos e company got iso 1440 or sth. Anyway e food was rather delicious. I ate a lot! After that have to go for e uni talk.

Feeling rather stressed.. cos it is like so long nv touch bks le. And it doesn't seem easy to pass, much less get any class honours. I don't want to jus pass. Hopefully can get merit and above. I also want to find a job to support myself, but don't know if i can cope with studying and working. Don't want to be a tutor, cos well e responsibility is rather high, and when he or she is having exams and their exams clash with yours too, it is hard to balance both. I don't want to hai (trouble) people. Honestly i feel that in any job u take u should be responsible. There is a chinese saying zhi ya bu fen gui jie sth like that la. So i feel that though it is jus for pocket money u must do ur best so don't implicate other ppl if u can't promise them anything good.