Woohoo.. Last day of e year.. My cousin's wedding.. Hee.. Really love e food, but was too full. My niece and nephews really cute.. Hee.. imagine ppl calling u gugu and ahyi. haha.. My 2 year old nephew can talk le.. He seems really smart and v intelligent. Really like him. He looks like an ailen though. Haha.. Maybe it's e family genes. hee.. Nth much to post though..

Hmm.. there r some things i want to say. But suddenly i realise e blog is not as private as i tot. hee.. I know some of ur r most probably thinking it is a blog how private could it get. But at least is i didn't know it, i can lie to myself that no1 read it.. Now i can't haha.. so well i guess i have to keep some things to myself. Really feel like venting it out. haha.. Hai heck it la.. I will jus write it out. afterall there is nth i have to hide..

Starting to feel kind of bitter.. Hee.. Hai.. v worried that i will become a bitter person cos of things happening in my life. I hate pretending that we r a happy family. Hate that feeling. I suddenly have a bad tot. I wish they divorce so that i can stop pretending. I hate to smile fakely when we take e family picture. Hate to pretend nth is wrong. Then tension in this family is unbearable, that i don't feel like staying here anymore. But u know wat.. there is nth i can do abt it. Wat if i become a v bitter and unhappy in e future?? Really don't want that to happen. I want to be e forwardlooking person, take things as they come and not be afraid of anything. Hai.. I won't let myself change no matter wat..