That day on xy and joyce bday we went to essential brews.. e food and drinks were great as always... but somehow w/o mh around sth was missing.. hee when she call it was so funny... we all tok to her like she was around... actually kind of ignore her cos our food was there.. but mh thanks for calling... thanks for caring for the bday girl. your call make me feel touched though it is not my bday. hee... cos u make me feel that e world is not that bad afterall.

Feel so sorry towards my tuition kid cos he can't make it for tuition today but his psle is approaching he kept trying to find a time to get me.. but i m constantly not free, cos working at laura. shit la... laura really sux! got backstab... u know my colleague told me working here i must learn to be more selfish. cos seriously no1 appreciates help around here. i guess it is true... there isn't any care and warmth here. everyone jus try to get out of trouble by getting someone else into trouble. they don't care if e things is e truth or not... they jus join in e crowd to pull a person down. I regretted helping these ppl so much. they don't deserve any of this, they deserve to rot in hell. This world is such a horrible place. there isn't any warmth around. to progress u have to kill ur counterparts, and seriously some ppl don't even feel guilty doin it... don't ur have any conscience? are ur still human? or have ur somehow lost ur heart. i hate this world. ppl jus keep trying to get things out of me, but doesn't do anything appreciative in return. This world sux!

To succeed in this world u have to learn to be unaffected by rumours, unaffected by ppl hurting ur feelings. to succeed u have to learn not to have a conscience a conscience wouldn't do u any good in this world, cos to protect urself u have to hurt others in e process, u either choose urself or choose others, but in this world every1 is selfish. i don't think i will ever succeed in this world. i will nv learn how to be indifferent to wat others do to hurt others. i can nv not help some1, when that person is in trouble. i can't turn my back on this ppl. hai.. jus let me die. i will jus suffer fr more heartbreaks if i continue living in this world

oh ya i passed my piano exam! yea! and i won a hair straightener.. hee.. my hair is rather straight already...