day out shopping and yam cha..

we had dim sum at yam cha restaurant.. hahaha.. quite funny... we really do stupid things.. sometimes it is hard to believe we r young adults.. we really fight like little kids... but that is also wat is fun about being together.. hahahhaha.. The "we" r me, yik ling, eileen and hou quan..

firstly, hou quan have not been to chinatown. so it was like excursion u know.. cos we don't exactly know chinatown well. then well managed to find yam cha. the food was ok la.. but there was this really cool thing.. the electronic asking for service thing.. i don't exactly know how to explain wat it is la.. but after u press it there will be a sensor connecting to a place which indicates which table number needs service and stuff... quite cool. we were fighting to press the thing.. ok maybe i was the only one fighting to press e thing.. hahahaha.. bu gan yuan.. i had a press at it during the end, when we called for bill.. hahaha.. so fun..

oh ya elin was the only person not so full. elin is allergic to prawns.. but somehow we ordered 2 long of har gau and siew mai. so in the end, me yik, hq each have to have 2 siew mai and 2 har gao... the prawns swam in our stomachs for really long.. it was quite funny cos we were forcing each other to have food, due to being too full.

after that we took picture near the lift and gong thing. we were still discussing whether the door was fake or real.. then it opened.. really funny.. we asked hq to go into the lift to take pic of us.. hahahaha..

after that had dessert.. it was not bad... yik's steamed milk was nice. headed to city hall afterwards.. it was quite fun... bought lots of things at marina. then we headed for orchard.. surprisingly didn't get anything there.. hahahaha.. but really very funny.. can't really explain wat or why it was funny. but all i can say is i laughed a lot today.. hahahah..

Verbal violence
Well jus some tots abt it.. sometimes it is not wat u do to hurt somebody it is wat u say... somehow they say man suffer fr this more often then women. cos somehow woman r better with language. sometimes man get physical (as in physical violence) when they can't take the verbal abuse. i don't like any sort of abuse physical or verbal. well my thought is that don't hurt anyone with or without the intention to. kiddingly verbally accusing someone is ok... but well, when u r seriously mean and hurtful. then honestly jus go to hell. don't go overboard jus cos u think u can go overboard. u know my self defense tactics is not really good, but don't u feel guilty hurting me? and wat good do u have hurting someone so dear to u? there is only 2 ppl in this world who will care abt u no matter wat u do to us.. when is mom, the other is me.

random stuff:
i think i have a weird temper.. i personally don't think i m weird. but well my family members find me weird.. hahahah.. cos everytime i got pissed off with them i will jus keep quiet and well ignore them. but when i m ignoring them i m actually not in a bad mood or anything.. usually i jus don't have any emotion.. u know jus lazy to talk to them. but they will be really scared when it happens. and sometimes i think they really bai mu.. cos it is like i m keeping quiet for a reason, so jus shut up. don't keep trying to talk to me. seriously i m not angry. i jus don't feel like talking to u... if i m angry i will most likely cry, or yell at u.

something happened last sat, then it turned into sth weird.. hahahha... was rather pissed off with wat my sis say. it was sth stupid la.. cos we were reaching so i told my sis that we were reaching, then i went to press the bell to alight. then she started cursing and swearing at me for not waking my mom up, cos mom was asleep.. i was freaking pissed off. like wat the hell, u can't wake her up ah. then must she scold me for such a small matter.. i was quite pissed. so i jus walk hm at a fast speed ignoring them. then today my mom was saying my sis was complaining abt me. say that i need to see a psychiatrists. cos i have terrible mood swings.. wat the fuck! u pissed me off first.. then i was like ya i still need to go to mental hospital to check up. fuck u la! i know it sounds funny but when u hear ur sis calling u a crazy person u really jus want to go crazy and beat her up like nobody's business. gosh, i think i m going to be driven crazy by her.

Oh ya but sth my mom said jus now really touched me to tears.. recently, i wouldn't say i m depress la.. jus unhappy with the unfairness of this world. well i know there is nth i can do abt it. but i really hate it... y some ppl jus have the luck.. and when they have it they don't know how to appreciate it..y does the good guys always lose and bad guys somehow triumph?! i m satisfied with my life, but i can't help thinking wat did this ppl do to deserve their place now?! i hate resigning myself to this fate. not that i have an unhappy life. but i get angry with ppl who don't appreciate their life and r wasting their lifes away. oh ya recently been thinking abt wat i will do after i graduate. honestly, the tot scares me. i will most likely have a 9-5 boring job.. my life will be jus a routine.. the tot of that makes me really unhappy. oh ya and i m goin back to work. i don't really want to go back. so used to slacking but need to work to earn money. i don't know y i can't live without money.. hahahha... then i was telling my mom all this. then she was like don't need to compare ur life with those ppl whose life r better. no pt in doin that. and don't need to work so hard for the money. as long as u r happy. the way she was saying it was like she jus wants me to be happy, cos she can feel that i m rather unhappy with things. really very touched cos, i really feel like in this world there is someone who loves me a lot and is really concerned about me. if she could, i bet she will do anything to make me happy. and that person is my mother. when i think of my mom, i feel very blessed and yet really sad for her somehow i can't explain.. jus really xin teng her. i always feel that i can nv give her enough love and care.. hahahaha... gosh this is so emotional. don't like this.. hahahha...

ahh.. long long post.. well jus a record to me