thoughts,random life events

yest went to my pri sch best fren kathy's bday. she really didn't invite a lot of ppl. most of them r her relatives. anyway got lost goin there jus like how i got lost at rita's bday.. gosh gosh. getting lost is becoming a habit. i was quite lonely there there was only another pri sch fren and well she brought her bf. hahahha.. then she asked where was mine. so basically there were two couples and i was alone. but it was ok la.. their bf seem quite nice. at least they laughed at wat i say. y m i always the one entertaining ppl?! hee.. after that my pri sch fren drove me hm. basically i m quite bad at direction so i brought her round and round. it is bad that i m always losing my way now i m bringing ppl along in losing my way. imagine we were fr west coast goin to clementi. but in e end we almost travelled to jurong then go back clementi. then after that fr jurong almost go town. damn terrible.

yest i was trapped in e hse with a cockroach. everyone was out. hee.. somehow i managed to chase e cockroach to the kitchen and spray pesticide to kill it.

today was my grandma bday. all the cousins my age were not there. left with those married ones or children. hai.. felt so sian. still must yin chou those relatives. it was like e moment i walk in i felt like i was in somewhere else the baby cousin have learnt to walk and talk le. so didn't recognise who is whose baby. then some cousin brought their bf and gf. then it was like who the hell r they. i almost couldn't recognise my cousin's husband. this is wat happen to big family. so messy!

one thing i didn't like abt this celebration is that it was super last min. had to turn down things to go there. really jus go there and show face. then my mom have to go early to prepare and she have to stay the latest to pack the things. ai ya.. it is like this kind of celebration in e end everything oso my mom prepare so they celebrate oso no big deal wat. last nite my aunt told my mom not to cook crab today cos my aunt was too lazy to buy the crabs. seriously i was rather pissed i was like wat the hell. ur want my mom to cook food then ur don't prepare the ingredients. my mom wanted to buy crab fr the mkt this morning. i told her don't need to care. it is like they want the celebration but expect my mom to prepare everything. who is my mom anyway it is not like she is celebrating for her mother. she is celebrating for her mother in law. don't always take my mom for granted la. i hate it that they don't appreciate her and don't put in any effort on their part. and furthermore if my mom don't go my grandparents hse to visit some wks they would talk bad abt her. like wat the hell.. she owe ur is it? don't know y so ming ku oso. nv ever marry to a big family. big family like shit. really dislike my family at times. i really think i m quite fillal liao so last min, my sis, my cousins couldn't go, don't expect me to entertain ur lor. treat grandparents good is yin gai de, but i must yin chou this auntie, uncle really tired.

oh ya abt work. shit super afraid to go work. hahahah.. i made a mistake created a double entry. quite ma fan to correct it. and it is mth end soon. they have to do closing... shit... i will be in trouble!!! ahhhhhhh..... and i couldn't escape. they extending my working period will work there part time till dec. ahh..... sure going to get scolded liao...

about my colleague. my buddy and the mkting guy is quite nice la. hahhaha.. at first i really hated the mkting guy find him very irritating. but now, i changed my opinion of him. i think he is quite funny and quite a caring guy la. it took 2 mths to change my opinion. but he still can be very irritating! anyway he v blur that day my colleague ask him did he jus sent his pants for dry cleaning. then he asked my colleague how she knew. hahahha.. my colleague told him he didn't take e dry cleaning tag off his pants.. hahahhaha.. wat an idiot rite?

the other day he walked into my room to talk to me. basically my rm is a very lousy place la. it is really small jus big enough to put a com and a file. it is like a storerm. anyway that day i saw this really big ants in e rm those that u can find in e forest. then i dare not touch it so i took a file and squash it. anyway it was at the back of the door. then tat day my buddy and mkting guy went to my rm to talk to me. e mkting guy leaned on e door. then i think i quite evil la.. i didn't tell him got dead ants.. in e end the ants feelers and juice was on his shirt sleeve. hahahha.. he said normal ppl will tell ppl that it is dirty. then i told him normal ppl will c if it is dirty b4 leaning. then he said normal ppl will wipe the ants off after squashing it. i told him it is too disgusting so i was waiting for him to use his sleeve to clean it away for me.. hahahahha... oh no i m really evil. hopefully the stain can be washed off or else he will be nagging at me liao!

oh ya i received my first teachers day card.. super touched.. hee... ok ok that's all for now.