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gosh realised i haven't blog since a mth ago. actually nth much happened.. jus tat life have been getting busy and sucky... v depressed lately.. shall elaborate more..

oh ya my tuition kid was really cute.. as in wat she said really puzzled me.. hahahhah... one day i was in a lift with her then there is this young toddler. maybe 3 or 4 yr old. then my kid was carrying a barbie bag.. then e toddler keep telling her mom jie jie's bag very cute... hahahha.. when we get out e lift i told my kid that toddler very cute.. then she told me she bu xi huan xiao hai zi ( in other words she don't like kids) i was really shocked.. i was like but u r a kid too. btw my tuition kid is 8 and she always tells me childish thing. she really jus a kid. hahahhaha.. so funny she keep telling she me she hate kids.. then she keep pestering me to invite her to my wedding, honestly i m not planning to get married anytime soon ok. hahahha.. then she tell me not to have kids so soon cos i still young.. ai yo! an 8 yr old lecturing a 21 yr old.. i really don't know wat to say...

my nephew was really sweet too.. that day he learnt to make pizza cos it was my niece his sis bday. he wanted to make it for his sis.. so sweet.. but my sis say he is giving off gay vibe.. hahaha.. but it is scary to think abt that since he is so young...

oh ya now for the not so happy part.. really feel unhappy lately.. maybe it is cos of e weather.. really feel like i m dragging myself out of bed everyday. then oso cos life have been too boring. sch, work, tuition, sch.. the vicious cycle continues... and oso during yr end i always feel depressed. don't know y.. maybe cos i feel like i have wasted the whole yr.. in short i jus don't like yr end!

very fed up at work lately. it seems that no1 cares abt working. as in they have to close oct acct soon. so we have to prepare. but it seems like i m the only one preparing and bascially i m only a temp staff! like they don't have any sense of urgency towards it at all, only i m feeling the sense of urgency.. the Acct executive (AE) really useless.. i think i have complained abt her in e last few entries, but seriously... ahhh.. it is like i m doing all her work. and i m damn fed up of it! she is not even rushing for closing but i m rushing like siao. she is not even preparing for it. then it is like they jus throw all the things to me lor.. for goodness sake i m jus a temp, but i m completely doin wat the ae is supposed to do.

i realised some report have not been prepared for closing so i told my buddy. she told me not to care must teach the ae a lesson, or else she will think i will always be there to wipe her butt..
then there were some reports which the ae is supposed to do, but apparantly the accountant think that i m capable of doin it so ask me to handle it. seriously, my degree is not in acct, so i don't know nuts abt it, secondly, wat did ur hired an ae for? i didn't know how to do so i called the ae in hq to ask her.. then i ask her y m i learning all these don't ur need to teach the ae since i would be leaving soon. then they jus said they give up teaching her.. ahhh..... i know i m "smart" pick up things faster than her, but ur teach me all her work for wat? I really think that woman is jus an AE in name only cos she have the experience. i was honestly suprised that everything she knows how to do i know too... and learnt it at a faster pace.

Then a simple thing as keying invoice oso can key wrongly. i still told her umpteen times to key that way.. was really fedup le.. the idiotic thing is that she denied anyone teaching her.. then i realised i wrote it down on e "bible" the (mi ji) and she tell me no1 told her. even if u cannot hear u can c right? there write in cap to key liao.. jus cos she keyed one info less i have so much problem contra my acct.

i oso don't like it when u can't meet deadline. i need her to do somethings before i can contra my things.. then she always tell me she will do it later cos she very busy. busy doin wat? answering phone call the whole day.. can't she set a good role model for us. a temp busier than an ae wat is this co turning too. then u r delaying my progress le. jus cos u haven't key that info in i can't do a lot of things. then i have to wait for u.. like ni zi ji si jiu hao le bu yao ba wo tuo xia shuai. jus cos u r not serious don't expect me to be not serious too..

I heard elin mom is an ae then her mom quite zai learn the co acct by herself. ai yo... how come this ae so jia lat de.. need me a temp to teach her wat to do. then the stupid thing is anyone teach her she oso don't listen. ming ming do AR de somehow still can key invoices wrongly to ap.. then cause ap to not tie. when i tell ppl that i m doin the ae work everyone seems a bit surprised, even i m surprised at how incapable this ae is. the accountant was shocked when i told her i was doin schedule. ask me how i know how to do. learn la...

even more angry when i saw her keying in nov inv.. it is like now rushing for oct u doin nov for wat can use ur brain all not? she is doin things like she have all the time in e world. then i c her haven't completed rda and pass journal.. i really want to do it but my buddy dissuaded me ask me to teach her a lesson. gosh i really feel like huang shang bu ji tai jian ji.

The stupid thing is she is always acting busy, complaining that she is busy. when i look at wat she is doin i know she can't be busy. cos the things that she is doin i can do too in a short period of time and furthermore those r not urgent!!!! she apparantly doesn't know the meaning of busy. busy is when u have deadlines in 2 hrs time. i started work at 1.30pm but is expected to hand in some analysis of acct by 3pm. ahh... i don't understand y everyone is stressing me to do those things but not stressing that ae. so funny la.. then call fr hq oso ask for me to analyse the entries.. then when i ask them y don't ask e ae. then say they think i know better and don't want to talk to her. ai yo.. do all e shit lor.. i wish e ex ae was everyone life wasn't tat stressful. that ae super hardworking de everytime ot. then when i want to help her she would refuse my help. treat me so good. then give me things that don't need to use brains to do de. now my brains think too much abt no..

my buddy keep telling me not to care abt work. don't get so agitated and so pia to complete things on time... she said if no1 else is caring y r u caring. then ask y m i doin all e impt work rushing for closing when their ae can't even be bothered! i really don't like this kind of work attitude. i realised i can be quite serious at work for don't know wat reason oso. it is jus that i don't like ppl to wipe my butt.. i don't like to handover incomplete things to ppl. and i like learning new things to do. i don't want to have this attitude though i m jus only a temp. i jus feel that if i can give my best i will give my best. cos only when u give ur best u can learn the most. apparently i m an idiot for thinking this way. seriously i m doin all i can to try not to be rude to that ae.. she is seriously getting on my nerves.