So unhappy!!! Hai.. This few times my blog like becoming so unhappy. But i really feel so unhappy now..

Yesterday it was my dad's bday.. Hai.. Though i know i pretended not to know. Seems like no1 cares for him, well at least not 1 of my family member. Hai... Feel a bit sad for him oso.. But everytime i want to be nice to him i will remember how he hurt us, and seriously hai..

Yest talked to elin.. Hee.. V fun talking to her.. Hai.. this is really e most confuse and unhappy time in my life.. ok i know i say tat all e time.. haha.. Hai.. heard my sakae fren they training her to be cashier le.. She came in later than me but they still train her b4 me.. Feel so unfairly treated. Ok i know i m at fault too.. Cos i work so little, they wouldn't train a person who works so little. Hai.. But e reason i work so little there is oso cos of e manager.. hai.. Don't know la.. I know ppl reading this will ask me to quit since i m so unhappy. I really feel like quitting, but not in e mood to handle this stuff now.. I don't really want to deal with quitting..

I feel so fragile now.. Feel like i can start crying over v small things.. Feel like i m dying cos my heart ache so much that i can't breathe... I want to try to forget these things but they jus keep coming back after some time.. hai.. i lost e person who can cheer me up when she accompany me to shopping. hai.. when everything in my world is not fine jus talking to her makes me happy.. I miss her a lot.. jus wonder when she will come back to me..