Work is getting super stressed! everytime i m v worried some customers will call up to complain. as in cos they buy big, so u know discount and stuff might have problems.. today really customer called. then those stupid junior every small thing oso call u for help. then they still like to bad mouth u behind ur back. it is like wat the fuck! havent i done enough for u.. it is not like i m getting a higher pay or anything, but my workload and everything is so much higher. shit la... i hope my customer problem will be solved.. i don't want to seem like i give him bad service! hai... stupid la.. hate working.. feel so stress!

Troubles always come together.. hai.. my mom say my dad wants to go gambling again... well... fine... i already feel so numb by it... didn't cry in front of mom... i want to give her courage so i didn't cry. besides i already feel so numb... but somehow when i m writing this tears can't help falling. shit la... whenever things starts looking better sth bad must happen. i m so tired. so tired of living this shit. it is like wat have i done to deserve all this. everytime ppl come looking for trouble with me. y? oh gosh i can't stop crying.. hai... ppl reading these must be thinking don't watch ur dirty linen in public.. seriously there is nth for me to be ashame of... at least i m living my life properly, i m working hard, living an honest live so wat's there to be ashame of. the only problem i have is that i can't escape fr fate. fate jus catch up with me everytime. well fine. if this is my fate i shall live it this way.