Recent events

last fri kok meng called me. idiot la.. hee.. he asked me to guess who he was. i don't have caller id. and seriously i haven't heard fr him for like 5 years. of course i don't know who he is la.. anyway, he keep asking me to guess, gave me the hint that i msg him a few days ago. hee.. seriously i msg a lot of guys... of course won't know which one. i oso don't want to guess wrongly later bei tao chu hua (accidentally reveal things) not v gd. we talked abt the past. haha.. seems like other than his voice nth else changed much. as always he can read me like a book. i haven't changed one bit. (jus wonder if it is a gd or bad thing) anyway it was nice talking to him after so many yrs...

last sat went to my aunt's house to play with my naughty niece. hee.. really like her a lot. suddenly my cousins started asking me when i graduating. come to think of it, graduating next yr. so scary. then 2 of my cousins pregnant le. one boy one girl. i was telling my mom i must treasure the time i have playing with my niece, cos when she grow older she won't be so fun le. hai.. my mom told me not to worry still got other cousin kids to play with.. hee.. my cousin mentioned that i have to help her look after her kids till they r 6 or 7.. must tutor them, play with them. haha.. by then when they r 7 i already 28. so old le.. hee.. so scary... things start to fly. no wonder they say time past v quickly once u r 21. and technically i m not 21 yet.

recently been reminishing abt the past.. like wat i did with my pri sch frens, my pri sch crush... hee.. the stupid things we did tgth. then tot abt my secondary sch fren. really talk to some of them on the phone till so late. go out cycling, me teaching some of them how to ride bike. the sec 4 camp. and of course my jc frens. the mass dance we had, go jurong mkt eat food, studying tgth.

memories are so precious. somehow we have drifted apart, with my pri sch frens, sec sch frens and jc frens... more of less... things will never be the same again. even if we do the same things together with the same people. as we grow up, we have our own life to live. we will always have a new group of friends, and somehow we will have more common topic to talk about with this new groups of frens. people change, environment changes. at times i don't like this fact. cos no matter how much we changed i feel that i have not changed at all. everyone seems to have move on but i live in e memories of how they were b4. Though i know our friendship will not change, and we may not have time for each other, but i couldn't help feel that i want to go back to the past. hee.. at the point of time that those things happened, i didn't feel exceptionally happy, but now that i think of it, i feel v happy. Don't forget me ok? don't forget the good times that we had together, we might not be best friends now, but ur will always have a place in my heart, so i also hope that i will have a place in ur heart. think of me occationally... because i will think of ur occationally too.. hee.. most importantly try to meet up no matter how busy we r ok?!

Today i had cf with colleen. she and melissa told me that she is goin to attend a fren's wedding on sat. wa.. i was super shocked. hee.. they r like 23 or 24. marry so young for wat. then she was warning me soon i will have a lot of friends getting married too and in the future all the gatherings i have with my friends will be at weddings. hee... wa.. so scary. haha.. i asked her if her fren was pregnant then she say no.. then i say then y does she want to get married so early? siao ah? haha.. the only reason y anyone (i think) will marry early is bcos they r pregnant. then i told her in e future if any of my frens tell my they r getting married so early i will ask them if they r pregnant. those frens who r below 20 and r getting married. don't even need to ask. must be pregnant! or else must be bei nan ren pian ( get cheated by man) haha... so scary! i don't want to have gatherings at wedding dinner so soon! hee..