happy birthday to me!

hee.. shall write abt my bday celebration first then write abt my feelings... hee...

Ok it was on 3feb.. had tuition with the naughty girl in e morning. she v funny. she used to say it always rain when i go her place. then today she say everytime i go her place she will get stomachace... hee..

went hm to prepare the stuff i need to bring to the chalet. then waited for sl to pass me my bday prez. didn't open everything. jus opened e flowers it is beautiful.. but v afraid i can't maintain it. anyone knows if i have to put it in the sunlight??? ah.. really want to plant it well.. but so afraid that i can't do it. so afraid that it will die in my hands...

ok when we reached the chalet, sl helped me to do my hair. though my hair is already v straight i wanted to straighten it more... hahaha.. the hair straightner i won really came in use this time. helped me straighten my hair... then minli came to do my makeup... oh ya.. my mom was still telling her she lost weight. i was quite suprised she remembered minli. cos i really have quite a number of friends. and minli haven't come to my hse in 4 yrs or so...

hee.. while minli was doin my makeup sl chatted with my mom downstairs. the loose powder kept getting into my eyes.. v itchy... haha... my mom's conversation with sl v funny. mom asked how sl is celebrating her 21st bday. volunteered to make some dessert for her... hee.. then they chat abt 5566 haha.. cos tv was showing 56 programme. sl still sad 56 not famous le. fareinheit more famous then they discussed abt that.. haha.. my mom actually quite outdated and forgetful de. soon she will forget abt fareinheit too. oh ya.. then fr their conversation sl told me that my mom mistaken le.. tot mei hui is minli. mei hui is quite plum. whereas minli is meaty. if meihui become minli of course lost a lot of weight. haha... i guess my mom remember meihui cos mei hui love my mom's cooking.

my relatives arrived first... then after that i think yanhua and layping came. after that elin, hou quan, yik. then yew wei, wei jie, poh wai. haha... v funny when yew wei was wishing me happy birthday he was saying oh shit u invited rita. then v funny ( i felt a bit xin xu) then i discussed with sl how he knew i invited rita. he couldn't possibly be in contact with her. then i saw rita fr the corner of my eyes.. haha... when ex lovers meet things get funny. rita brought her bf shu qiang here, they r tgth for v long le.. haha... i asked sl if they felt weird or anything. then sl say yew wei and rita were flirting lo.. haha.. in front of shu qiang. yew wei still wink at rita. this yew wei ah.. really nv change still v flirtateous. haha..

oh ya i was playing mahjong with my relatives. so funny. laura ashley colleague wanted to tricked me that they were not coming already. they called me and told me they r not coming. i suspected sth. but well even if they can't come there is nth i can do. oh ya they called me in the midst of my mahjong match. was concentrating on the game, really wanted to hang up asap. haha.. so didn't really care abt wat they say. then adam msg me, then i realsed he was meeting lynn and cedric so it isn't possible that they r not coming.

oh ya then slowly the rest of the ppl arrived. hee... i was so busy running here and there. seriously can't remember wat i did.. jus remembered that i had fun. haha.. oh ya a funny incident is where my uni fren joyce put some choco on the fried fish. then i was v shocked. i was asking her wat she was doing. y put choco on fish. then she say not goreng pisang meh? haha... really made me laugh. i have such cute friends! i think she ate half of it in the end ba..

oh ya mh and samuel helped me bbq food.. i wanted to bbq but sam didn't allow me. hee.. though they bbq a lot of burnt food, but it seems quite sweet.. i heard they v funny tgth.. oh gosh i m so happy to have the two of them as fren they r so cute. not as a couple la.. jus 2 of my cutest fren tgth. haha..

Oh ya some of them were playign a card game upstairs call saboeur. or sth. haha.. samuel's prez to me. quite a fun game, but for ppl who r quite slow not v suitable. cos u might be helping ur enemies. haha...

actually i was kind of busy goin here and there so don't really know wat happened. gossip with some ppl, but well didn't have time to stay to hear much gossip. haha... when i was looking for john, rita and gang told me to find sl. then they asked sl if she finished counting stars with him. haha.. but i think john is like that la.. will always give ppl e wrong impression, cos he is overly friendly, my pri sch fren minli, oso tot he was interested in her, but no la.. oh ya john asked me a funny question. he said he made me cry b4, but can't rmb wat we argue abt. when he mentioned it i had some impression,but can't really remember either. now i still can't rmb. haha.. but i think it was over some small things la. ahaha.. i guess that's wat frens r like though they make each other cry, they can't rmb a single thing abt it, cos we only rmb e good stuff, not the unhappy stuff. seriously i asked a no of ppl and they can't rmb wat me and john argue abt.

oh ya kok meng came late. then e moment he come jus in time to take pic. then left me and him only. wa... cousin still tot he is my bf.. no thank you ok. not that he is not a nice guy. jus that we r not suitable for each other. i treat him like a younger bro. i suppose he treat me like an older sis. this kok meng ah.. still the same v talkative and v kapo. haven't talk to him in 2 yrs. but he still v interested to know wat is happening abt my life. me and sl were talking abt guys. then stupid kok meng butt in. then he keep kapo so loudly. still tell my mom he gossiping abt me and some other guy! idiot la! always get me into trouble. so kapo! haha... i m not angry la.. jus feel that v irritated. then make things so awkward. there is really nth lor.. my love life v empty, not that i m complaining. i m happy this way.

oh ya when it came for the best dressed. asked my cousins to help me. my cousin in law helped me a lot. they suggested choosing 2 ppl instead of one. actually was quite suprised by their choices. cos their choices were not mine. i was quite suprised they choose danial. anyway they chose danial, yew wei. girls minli, kathy. hee... yew wei won. because he knows more ppl. haha... and minli won. actually all my fren felt that kathy should win, but minli put in a lot of effort. she was in red thoroughly. hee.. so my sec sch fren voted for her.... actually don't think minli will be looking at this so i shall say. a lot of ppl tot minli was older than she looked. my sec sch frens, uni fren and jc fren all asked me how old she is and well some not really nice stuff. hee.. all my relatives felt that danial was not bad.. haha... so funny. i guess they like e muscle type. yew wei really shouldn't have won. ghahaha...

oh ya weiming rushed down, but he only stayed awhile. ai ya... should have asked him to stay longer... that poor guy. oso don't know wat he is hurrying for. didn't even take much photo with him. hee... oh ya.. was quite suprised that roxanne, jiayi and nicholas came. hee... i saw roxanne and jiayi, then was serving them. heard nic say that i passed by him twice, but didn't even c him at all.. haha... i intro nic to kok meng, cos find them v similar.. haha.. they even take pic tgth. then sl was saying nic looks like na dou fr 全民大闷锅。haha.. so funny. i asked them to stay. but well only nic stay.. actually i didn't expect him to stay.. jus ask ke qi (polite) only.. hee.. but ok la.. he quite funny oso. he and kok meng got along so well. like he said today all his pay go to me. haha...

oh ya i oso opened elin, hq, xw and yik prez to me. oh gosh so sweet. though i didn't cry but i was really touched... so nice! so sweet! haha.. i heard fr lp that when i was opening it. this yw still said better not give him that for his bday or else he will go crazy. hee.. but really v nice ma... ai ya.. yew wei worry too much, no1 will do that for him oso. hahaha... jus kidding ok. if u happen to be reading this don't get angry. so many nice pic that i didn't even know exist. oh my god really thanks for the effort. everytime i look at it it will put a smile to my face... hee.. jus thinking abt it makes me feel so "warm" thanks thanks. could nv thank ur enough for it. actually really didn't expect hq to help with it oso. cos hq is close to the rest but not me. haha.. so thanks thanks. really didn't expect such a special prez fr ur.. hee... i think i have a lot of pic that i want to destroy with elin. hee.. so many ugly pic of me! hee..

oh ya later played heart attack and snap and sabourteour. v fun.. haha.. scream until i got no voice le. my reaction v slow keep getting hit. stupid kok meng hit so hard.. hand all red le.. hee.. later when he go to slp. we tried our best not to wake him up. he really v talkative.. if he wake up ah... hai.. too much noise. haha... elin and gang left at abt 6 cos anlin got piano lesson to teach. though kok meng told me to wake him up for church i didn't.. cos i want him to pei me.. hee.. when me and sl were clearing the place sl wanted to throw e durian cake fr e fridge. then i say don't throw kok meng wake up first thing he will do is eat the cake. hee.. i really understand him so well.. when he woke up e first thing he did was really to eat the cake. but anyway must really thank him for his help. oh ya me and sl oso went to the park to chat chat. we really talked a lot... guess best fren r such.. even when there is silence is cos we r thinking of wat to say. cos we really have too much to say to each other. hee...

anyway when we left, kok meng help me carry the majhong. me and sl were plannign to go to a flea mkt b4 we go for jap class. so we went for breakfast. then went to the flea mkt. the mahjong set a bit heavy. haha.. ya when we get to the flea mkt. i heard ppl behind us kept sayig that we really bought a lot. but actually we didn't buy a lot.. it is jus that there were a lot of things fr the chalet. saw this guy fr our jap class.. seriously don't like talking to strangers. so when sl talked to him i jus kept quiet... i kinda feel intimdated by ppl like him.. cos they a bit act cool, then a bit over friendly. in simple words. not my type of ppl. hee.. keep dozing off during jap class. then v weird doze off still can dream.

oh ya now abt the prez.. received 5 bags. a lot of accesories. 3 homemade gift.. hee.. i have to say the homemade prez r the best. sorry to say but the gifts that r bought pale in comparison anlin's cookie, elin yik, xw, hq big photo frame and calender really the biggest homemade gift i ever received all my life. and of course sl storybook and photo album. really v nice... sl made me a story books so cute lor! i still remember when we were in sec sch we always make each other bday card. almost like our tradition.. oh ya last but not least sy photo frame... really v nice. ai yo.. got my tan chi photo. oh no so many bags don't know wat to do with it.. guess i will used it one by one. mh and joyce really thanks for e expensive bag. i heard colleen and danial went to buy prez tgth. so sweet.. hahaha... heard colleen can't stand danial he v pou ma.. i will use it oso...

oh ya must really thank my ma.. she really hen teng wo.. (spoil me).. she bought me diamond necklace. i tried to choose e cheapest but it is still 400+ then chalet and everything.. the food she prepared.. really don't know wat i will do without her... really feel v contented... this life really have a lot of ppl who care abt me. who really help me without asking much or complaining. really thank them a lot. i must have done sth right in my last life to have so many kind ppl around me. gosh i m so grateful for that. seriously don't know wat i will do without u guys... living would be without meaning. i seriously feel that i m so happy now that even if i were to leave the world today i wouldn't mind. hahaha... rubbish i talking crap again.

oh ya on mon i didn't go class when lp msg me i told her i will go class, but after replying her msg i feel .back asleep. then i still dreamt that she called me.. haha.. must have dreamt that i took the test too so skip the class

oh ya, on the actual day of my bday i didn't realise it until mh called me and sing happy birthday. taht poor girl still stuck in the office. poor thing... thanks for reminding me it is my bday. ahha.. seriously forgot abt it was chasing some hk drama on youtube.. thanks for all the bday msgs..

actually i heard a v sad news on mon. ching's dad die naturally on mon. hai.. so sad. actually i wasn't v sad at first. cos dying natuarally is a good thing. i want to die naturally oso. but then when i tot of all the pain the family will suffer due to him gone... felt v sad.. seriously i can't imagine my life without my mom. if anything ever happen to my mom i don't know how i will live. i will jus cry and cry and cry. recently there has been a lot of natural death. actually it is kind of spooky le.. like death note. except the difference is ppl who deserve to die didn't die and ppl who did not deserved died. ok it seems a bit mean to say deserve to die. i suppose no1 deserve to die. wat i m trying to say is, ppl who r kind and whom their family need have to be gone and ppl, who might only give trouble to their family still alive. the kind ppl r gone. hai.. if there really is a death note. pls do some justice. hai.. maybe this is jus fate. ok this is really a v long entry... take time to read...