Work

a few days ago i was still complaining abt not much work to do. today a small mountain is building up at the side of my desk. hahahah.. then b4 i left the lady told me she already have wat i will be going to do next wk planned out. ai yo.. good la.. but well there is also a lot of things that i have not finish doin. though she keep telling me i can do those later. there r at least 3-4 things i m going to do later.

hahahah.. it is like i realised i do things really slowly. as in i will really take my time to do it. then when she say must finish this b4 goin hm... suddenly my fingers become faster.. hahahahha.. but well i like taking my time, though a mountain is building up.

oh ya yest v funny. cos the pregnant lady everyone dislike her. as in she is the head or sth. then anyway yest they say they were goin to go out with Christian for lunch. then the lady asked me if i want to go with her. so i said yes. then after that she keep asking me if i want to c if Christian's car got space for me. hahahha... but well actually i don't mind eating with her. it is jus lunch. honestly i m used to eating lunch alone during laura ash, so i don't feel weird eating alone. then like i previously said everyone dislike her as in the other 2 girls don't really like her. so they keep asking me how was lunch with her. whether she got talk to me. i was like ai yo.. of course we got talk la. abt sch and laura ash and stuff..

I suddenly realised if u r at the top u r really lonely. the ppl u r in charge off wouldn't like u, wouldn't like to lunch with u. cos they like gossiping abt u and the company. so when u r around they can't gossip. then also i can go out for lunch with the lady and not feel awkward cos i m new. so she can ask abt sch and stuff. but i jus wonder how fast our topic would run out. hahahah.. i suppose very soon.

I realised a lot of ppl at the top know how to cope with ppl disliking them or having to be alone. i guess that is the bad part about having a high position. when i m working i really feel that i m here to work not here to make friends. so i can be super fake to those ppl at times.


oh ya i think i mentioned b4. there r 2 ppl in e mkting dept. a lady and a guy. the lady is the guy's superior. anyway, the guy was disturbing me. keep saying hi amanda, hi amanda whenever i walk pass him. then that day during lunch his manager told him not to disturb me... hahahah.. then he dare not disturb me anymore. then today i was in e photocopy rm printing things. then i was signing. then the guy was there, then he asked me if i need help. then he keep reinforcing that he jus wants to help not to disturb me.. hahahahha.. i really scared him i guess. hahahhahah... but i seriously don't like to talk to guys. especially ppl who r a nuisance.