my grandma is gone

gosh. last wed after work i had to rush to granny place. cos they said she was goin to go soon. anyway i was a few min late b4 seeing her gone... gosh my office is really near her place so i was already rushing there running there.. but it was still too late. felt v stunned when i arrived and they told me she was dead.. i was like really shocked. so i went to c her one last time. i didn't want to cry, but it was like naturally the tears jus flow down. it is like i don't even know i m crying till i feel the tears.

honestly i m quite glad she passed away. listen to me first before ur say i m unfillal. cos she actually suffer quite a lot at 80 years old definately u don't want tubes to be stuck to u everywhere. seriously i hate visiting her at hospital cos it looks so painful. and honestly my grandma lived a blessed life.. as in everyone will dote on her have lots of grandchildren, great grandchildren. nth else in her life she needs to fufill anymore. this few days have been helping out at the wake. super tired... grandpa is senile. then it is quite funny. as in when he know his wife is dead he was really sad but after awhile he will forget she is dead. when they were removing granny's bed grandpa keep scolding them asking them who they r y come and steal things. but actually it is good to forget. then he won't have grieve and sorrow.

yest helped to looked after my niece and nephew super tired. my cousin son who is 4 really naughty.. hee.. when he is alone he really guai.. but when he is with his biao jiu.. my cousins.. he get naughty.. keep running around. he is really smart for a 4 yr old. as in when his parents ask him not to play le. he say he is helping to serve guest. hee... then when my cousin ask him to catch them he hug and told one of them i love you so accompany me to catch them. hahahhaa... but really naughty la.. cos there is another nephew younger than him called lucus. then lucus is only 1 half yr old. can't talk much can run. lucus like running hahahaha... he like want to play with them but don't know wat they r playing so he keep running and laughing. anyway shaun the 4 yr old one don't like lucus cos when lucus is around all e attention is on him. then he v bad push lucus down. then all of us went to scold him. then shaun act innocent again. say he is sorry later he still push my niece down. ai yo... he really mischeivous. but one thing good is that when other kids r crying lucus and shaun knows how to console them as in.. though they r young when they c ppl crying they will run and hug them and sayang them and ask them not to cry.. so cute rite?? so adorable...