Job and stuff

Yesterday went to hilton hotel for buffet actually to bid one of my colleagues farewell. Took his car there. Actually it was quite fun. It was like one family.. Teasing each other and stuff. and can eat a lot. Reminds me of that time dinner that e md treated at no signboard. No signboard e food really so so. i think zhu chao taste similar. hee..

When we in e car there, we were talking abt e girl who came in e afternoon for interview. cos they seem to like her and we guess will hire her. cos they brought her around. so my colleague were asking me if they brought me around for my interview. then i say they even brought me to toilet and canteen. and i thought they were v weird always completing my question when i couldn't answer. Then they said i was very silly. Cos fr their actions i should have guessed they were goin to hire me. actually they searched 4 mths for my post. was quite surprised when i knew that. which means many candidates came but were rejected. Actually i should have guessed but how would i know only my first interview. Yesterday e girl was only e 2nd candidate and they brought her around le still got many candidate so who knows. but e girl was really pretty.

During dinner sa chek was sitting opp me. v stressed. can't lang tun hu yan.. hahaha.. he ate so little. felt so pai sai eating so much! hahah.. i really think i can't understand them sometimes. then everytime e ae will so happen to look at me and translate it for me. He asked me if i have been to japan. then i didn't catch him e first time asked him to repeat instead. so when he repeated and i still couldn't understand i was embarrassed to ask him again. so quickly looked at e ae beside me and she came to my rescue. During e welcome lunch with e md tat was wat happened too. ahhahhah..

after tat sa chek was talking abt e candidate we were teasing him that a guy left now he can hire 2 girls to sit on his lap. ahhahah.. he was involved in e interview. but e interview process is actually v autocratic. in e sense that no matter who interview with e md. only he have e choice to choose who he wants. so they asked him if e girl 100% he said 100% cos he mentioned me.. he say when md asked him to bring me around knew that definately goin to hire me. ahhahah.. now that i think of it maybe he didn't like me that much but cos e md gave e thumbs up he got no choice. cos throughout e interview he didn't smile. but then they say at tat period of time he was v stressed and he said really funny stuff. Actually come to think of it i sld have known e md would hire me cos he keep trying to joke with me. now that i come to e office he jokes less with me. ahhahaha..

after dinner hosoya san drove me hm cos it was on e way. 2nd time sitting e md's car but again e driver isn't him. actually i was quite afraid to go hm with him. cos usually it is with a big grp and i won't have to make conversations with him jus listen. but individually he is v nice! actually i was quite terrible. cos i was afraid he wouldn't know how to go my place then keep trying to give him directions. cos it was night and raining. i couldn't really tell e roads. so at holland v i keep telling him to turn left though it wasn't e turn yet. luckily he didn't heed my advice. ahhahah.. was quite fun talking to him. and he said i must start practicing japanese on thur with him. ahhahah.. but i really don't like not being able to speak in full sentence. i told him when i master e ability to speak in full sentences i would speak to him in japanese. he is really a nice guy whole journey we were laughing and talking. oh ya he said i surprised him eat too much. he said when e jap colleague came fr japan got a shock tat e girls here eat so much. i told him if we have a pms eating competition e girls team jus 4 girls enough to wipe out e whole guys team. ahhaha..

Actually feel very unsettled recently. Like they r hiring new post so feel like i want to change dept cos acct is losing it's novelty. but i realised with me everything loses it's novelty very quickly. i think no matter wat job i do. but i like accts cos it really uses ur knowledge when u do. it is not some job where any tom dick or harry can do. but then w/o interaction with ppl sometimes it gets really boring. actually i kind of hope they hire guys. so tat i can psyco myself into thinking they need guys not girls. hee.. I don't hate my job. I jus hate working. ahhahha.. i think i need challenges but i still hate working. i hate that ur time is not ur time anymore like everything u have is contributed to a co for i don't know wat reason. To me wat's so great abt being a workaholic?! maybe cos i have started working since sec 4 so working has lose it's novelty to me long time ago. tat's y while everyone was praying to graduate i would rather jus study all my life. hai...and i seriously hate it when ppl tell me only if u work u can get money.. like all they think about is money. Y is money so impt! Honestly they r like saying money is equivalent to happiness. so money face for wat? i read tat e world's happiest ppl live in an island. The ppl there nv know wat e internet is, or wat wealth, reputation and status is. Those ppl don't need to work they jus fish and barter trade and yet they r v happy. Having nothing is a form of happiness. Not being greedy is a form of happiness. I really hate becoming a working robot and for wat? money! that's y i hate working cos we will soon become robots who don't know wat happiness is! We will soon think that money, status makes us happy. look at e ppl around u they r definately becoming tat sort of robot. it is honestly disgusting!