Today at work.. Hai.. e assis manager kind of told me off for writing memo and writing my no. Wa lao.. Hai.. Ya la i derserve to be scolded. everyone seems nice at la.. But they don't seem v real. I think they quite fake one.. But ok La, better than sakae always get told off by e stupid manager. And have to c her almost everyday when working there.

Hai. he is like a time bomb living in our house. Today gamble off 10000+ again and ask for money from my mom again. I wish he is dead! He don't even dare say it straight in her face, ask my aunt to come get money from my mom. Wat the fuck! I told my mom not to give him any money at all. My mom is afraid of e loansharks. U know wat i hope he gets hacked to death by the loansharks! My mom told him she wants a divorce. He say sell e flat then get a divorce. My mom feels that if he doesn't do wat he says my mom will die. She will be stuck in this marriage without any money she will be stuck in this stupid black hole. Such a bastard. For the sake of money he don't want us anymore. I couldn't help thinking about e things in e past. U know wat i wish things were like in e past. Though he was a bastard he didn't hurt any of us. But now we can nv go back to the past. he even tried to make my mom feel guilty, my mom told him she is not dealing with him now cos she don't want our paternal elderly grandparents to know, cos they r old and dying, she wants things to be settled after chinese new year, but he told her ppl know she is not cooking for him and not washing his clothes, my mom was like don't make me feel guilty how wld they know, she nv told them. I personally think she sld tell them. I mean he doesn't even care for his own parents anymore. Let them die of a heart attack from these. They r not my mom's parents y sld she care. Maybe if his parents die due to this then he will wake up. I m so evil right? hope my grandparents die. If they r still alive there won't be a way out of this. How long is my mom goin to suffer. Y must she think of my grandparents let them know. My grandparents have live a good life. So many great grandchildren.. my mom still told me not to work and concentrate on my studies she don't want this to affect me. But how can i spend her hardearned money like wat he is doing. How can i do this to her.. U know wat i jus wish he is dead then everyone would be happy. i m so sick of life now... And u know wat he even thinks he is v smart he told my big aunt his frens praise him that he is v smart can win $1000 and knows how to gamble within his means. Wat the hell. Then he lost 10times e amt now. V smart! Dumbest man in this world. He wants to be a professional gambler. Hello go become a professional idiot more likely. even if he one day make it he would have lost everything! His family and everything.. No1 will support him. y e hell is he so obsessed with money. if u can read then read it if not nvm..