Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Really damn sick of this world.. Really hate this world. i really hate working and e ppl's working attitude here.... sux!

some ppl r jus so 2 faced. say things but actions completely potray another side. And some ppl jus boss u around to do shit even when u r more senior than them. slacking using e com, throwing her work to other ppl. when there is any trouble nv fail to hold me responsible for it. Bitch! Fucking Bitch! Fortunately she is resigning.. i don't know how much i can take fr this bitch!

This world is so unfair i m so freaking tired of living in this world. everyone working is so freaking selfish and irresponsible. somehow u will always take e blame for things. it was like that bitch is a "junior" but well she get me to finish her task for her.. cos she knows e manager will blame e senior if everything is not well. hello it is not like i m getting more pay. don't u feel that u r a bit useless.. u r getting pay but u r not doin any work. wat a useless lazy bum. maybe i m stupid for being hardworkingl, afterall i won't land in heaven jus cos i m hardworking rite? well c u in hell then.

I can't stand it that wat they r doing is so wrong. but somehow they can make u seem stupid for being hardworking. i jus wonder how many ppl r laughing at my stupidity now. this world is so unfair. wrong things r right and right things r actually wrong. wat values r we teaching our children, y r we even teaching them these values when eventually they will jus become like us selfish and irresponsible. Adults r really e world's greatest liars! i don't want to become a liar! ya i m naive rite? stupid rite? that's y i hate myself!

i hate this world i hate myself. i wish i could become more apathetic to the ppl around me, more apathetic to my job. jus give a bo chap attitude. but i can't... i don't want to become the person i hate when i was young. that person who is selfish, who is irresponsible... i really have a weak character... i will nv succeed in life.... i will continue to be hurt by this world, and there is nth i can do abt it...i hate myself..

People where r ur conscience?! u know kindness begets kindness, treat ur enemies as friends. there is this 2 sayings.. but again there is this saying a tooth for a tooth an eye for an eye. this world is really conflicting.human beings will jus keep finding excuses for his behaviour. we r always rite. that's y there is a saying all mans r selfish well that's y i have to be selfish too rite? Again there is another chinese saying ren zhi zhu xin ben shan ( ppl r born kind) that's y we evolve into selfish adults rite? cos we r only born kind later we will do evil. i hate this world i don't want live in it anymore! i always live and try my best not to take any "revenge" try my best not to hate, but seriously it so hard. i believe in retribution that's y i don't believe in revenge, but well... all this r jus lies to make me feel that e world is still a nice place to live in. hee.. i m e world greatest liar! and dumbest person.

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