damn emotional lately

actually i m damn upset lately. but i don't really know how to explain... so better off not explaining.. anyway wat the fortune teller say is so true!i will be in kou jiao jiu fen... shit la shit la.. sld have kept my stupid mouth shut. but how come ppl oso open their mouth no trouble but once i open all the trouble..

i hate it when some ppl twist the facts or exaggerate things.. ok i have to admit i like listening to exaggerating things.. but well.. i definately wouldn't go exaggerate things. i jus report the fact. cos actually my memory oso not very good la... so i can't remember the funny things ppl say jus rmb the actual thing. anyway can't understand how some ppl twist their words and put everyone else in it, when they r oso partly to be blamed. shit la... y m oso with ppl like that.. damn then i get blamed. then reputation v bad.. hahaha.. ok i have always been kapo.. but well not as if they r not. i gossip i don't bitch ok. even if i do bitch it is because ppl r already bitching i jus join in. hahhaha.. so don't assume i bitch.

actually who is in the fault doesn't matter already. because no matter wat others say i will somehow be involve in it. even if i didn't say it.. honestly i m a rather frank person. or so i think.. if i want to tell u something i will tell u to ur face. i wouldn't spread it. freaking pissed off... damn really want to confront some ppl. the more i think of it e more angry i get. don't twist my words k?! if u want to say it jus say it don't use my name ok. and don't try to tao套 my hua话 so that u can go tell ppl. cos seriously my hua话 hen很 hao好 tao套. so don't try to make use of me lor.. cos that is despicable.. and don't assume we r gossiping ok.. we talk abt other things too ok.. i know how to do other talking not only gossiping ok?!

on a lighter note... last sat me and elin went to shop for yik prez. hee.. then well it was quite fun, though i can't really remember wat we did... we bought a bag we like a lot... hahaha.. really feel like stealing to use it..

ok tonight we had fun.. haven't seen xw for so long! so happy to c her.. still the same funny person.. yea yea... hee.. so fun and entertaining. well jus updating abt our lifes.. talking abt stuff.. suaning each other.. so funny la... jus like the old days.. hard to describe that feeling la.. jus really enjoy their companionship.. can talk to them abt anything under the sun..

when hq came to cartel to join us for dinner. suaning each other again. took knife and wanted to fight with him hahahaha.. want to tell hq that well the suaning is harmless la.. didn't mean anything.. don't be angry if i went overboard k.. but well .. ai ya i oso don't know wat to say.. oh ya we waited v long for the dessert.. abt 30min.. damn inefficient la.. actually i seems to have a lot to say but can't rmb.. hahaha.. when i rmb then say