Reflecting about life and stuff

Today met my buddy. Actually sometimes i really hate her attitude. Actually i hate her attitude most of the time. Well actually i have mentioned her a few times as in how she has a bf but is materialistic and well ur can read e previous entries. Anyway this time i hate her attitude towards work as always. She is actually quite a smart lady. In e sense that she will nv let anyone take advantage of her but somehow she will always benefit fr anything. She is actually a very selfish person, nv giving always taking.

So well this time apparently she is being targeted at work. She told me tat she dislike the ae and not doin e work e ae(accounts executive) gives her. Then i think someone must be badmouthing her say she goes online too often or not doin work or stuff. Which i think should be quite true (since she doesn't have much work she got too much free time on her hand). And e ironic thing is that she say she rather they give her things to do. Got work complain don't want to do, no work complain too bored. It is really she got work but don't want to do ma. Really can't understand her! Now worse still the fc(financial controller) makes her write a daily report about wat she is doin. my fren say worse than attachment one wk once. well she is unhappy abt that and jus mc for 2 days. Honestly this part e fc really a bit unreasonable, picking on her, but on e other hand he is doin this cos she is too free. Well honestly he kind of too free too la. The thing is when a superior ask u to do things you shouldn't defy no matter how unreasonable. Being disrespectful is totally bad. At times like this he can fire u anytime he likes.

Then she is very demanding in looking for jobs too. Of course must look carefully, or else will keep complaining about how people are exploiting you, but please look at your capabilities. What have u done so far, or even learnt so far, and ur qualifications too. Jus cos u r pretty and guys treat you like queen you shouldn't be delusional. Honestly now she is seriously being overpaid for her job, being paid to sit there do nth. she was honestly very lucky can 趁火打劫. as they needed people during that time they jus gave her a pay increment tat was really very high. Don't know y she can't be contented.

Hate it when people are not contented with wat they already have. People who are so dissatisfied with what they have. Could understand that people have different demand but stop complaining for things you already have. And for people who refuse to take advise stop complaining about your own decision. Since you made the decision, stick to it! Hate it when ppl give up on things they intially believe in but everyone else does not. Honestly if you have so much complain jus change your job la. Honestly it is jus work y is everyone being so agitated and unhappy about it. Y is ur work controling you? Honestly who is happy working. Honestly i suffered a lot of shit during my temp jobs, but i didn't jus quit i stick thru it and since it was my decision I didn't give up no matter wat. I think people are always finding excuses about their decision is pathetic, they jus sound like people trying to convince themselves they made the right decision. So i hate finding excuses, if i think i seriously made a wrong decision i will either stick to it or leave it completely. You could stick through it like my previous 2 jobs, or jus leave it like my first job.

Actually i have been putting off saying this for many entries. I m really happy and feel very fortunate about my current job. I really feel happy there, i wouldn't dread goin to work and sometimes i kind of look forward to it. I m starting to like this line a lot. I like being able to reconcile stuff though 6 & 8 looks alike to me. hee. I like able to make magic with excel spread sheet and i like my colleagues a lot. They r really like siblings to me. I got my makan buddies, and my 学姐, and my uncle who teaches me japanese, he would throw a tantrum, in the sense that when i speak to him in english he wouldn't reply me then ask me to repeat what i have said in japanese. hahaha.. very cute. then i v kan qiong will say the wrong things. Honestly feel very blessed there, wondering how long my good luck will run. Kind of afraid that i will run out of luck soon. Actually everytime i go to work i would be afraid something bad will happen cos everything is goin to smoothly le.. 因为太幸福所以害怕失去. Kind of afraid saying this all out will jinx myself. But i jus want to be thankful for now. I realised it is not the pay that matters, it is how you feel about this place. When frens r already thinking of changing jobs, i m thinking how long i can stay there. I m afraid tat i will nv want to leave but if i were to not leave i will not be able to learn or get better pay, but then again i might lose this happiness. Gosh.. At the moment i m really very happy here. Maybe one day when this job cannot give me this level of happiness le then i will leave ba.