Today went shopping! Was supposed to go steamboat with the gang one, but ah. There were 2 few ppl so it ended up being cancelled. Anyway went shopping with joyce. Hee.. she was supposed to just accompany but in e end she had a few buys 2.

Went we were walking to far east saw huji. Huji ah.. u really attentive haha.. can c me and recognize me with my new hair.. Haha.. anyway glad that u say it is nice. Haha.. I quite terrible bought 2 bags from fun decko, some face mask from the face shop. Eileen and joyce both recommended, so try try. Got money really ah.. Become more vain. Haha.. both a pair of slippers. My stupid slippers la.. Heel broke again, this time it is bad cos I don’t know where I drop it at. Haha.. so can’t super glue it back. I believe I m rather barbaric when I walk, cos all my slippers last barely a mth. Oh I bought a top too.. Hee.. Still planning to change my hp tmr.

Hmm.. My mom volunteer to buy me e new hp as my bday present, but I refused. Cos e phone is not cheap. 300+. Then my mom told me to repay her when she is old. Haha.. As if I m not planning to support her when she is old.

Hmm.. v weird. When u have e capability to earn u will stop wanting to spend ur parents money. At least for me la.. Eileen once say it is because we got e ability to earn so we will feel ashamed to ask money from our parent. Ya v true. I think it is oso bcos when we work we understand how much hard work we have to put in, and can understand our parents and so feel that we shouldn’t spend their hard earned money. Nowadays when I hear someone spending their parents’ money overly, I will kind of despise e person. Haha.. ok la not really. But u know will feel a bit, jus a little proud of myself for being able to support myself. I can understand how some of my frens who fully support their sch fees feel when they c me. Hee.. no wonder I can detect some despise when they talk to me. Hee.. Oh ya another trend I noticed. I realized that I spend money like water. I think I used to be quite stingy with money, I try not to go out in e past to save money, I can rmb in jc always run hm after sch. Partly cos don’t really like jc life and want to watch tv and slp, but oso cos no money. Always go jp have fast food sure spend a lot of money one! And my pocket money at that time super little. Anyway ya. I rmb that time sl (apr) and sy earn money then spend so much I was thinking ai yo terrible. Hee.. now I understand how they feel.. I mean my hard earned money of course spend as much as I want as long as I don’t spend more than I earn it is ok ma. Hee..

Oh ya another I noticed. I really hate crowds then wkends at orchard is super busy. when u walk down the street u will accidentally make eye contact with strangers. Whether it is female or male, ugly or good looking I will feel v awkward. Also don’t know y… It is not like u r checking them out or anything. Haha.. then some even diao u back. It is like wt.. haha.. it is like as if u v good looking pls lor didn’t want to make eye contact with u at all..

Oh ya oh ya me and j go pluck eyebrow at Hollywood secrets.. not bad! But v pain! Haha.. I was like breathing heavily when she pluck. Ouch! Hee.. then my eyebrow super red after that. This is my first experience. Hee.. but I think looks quite nice! But my eyebrow super bare now.. haha.. ok experience la.. Luckily my eyebrows not bushy or else ah.. sure pluck until cry. Haha..

Things at my family goin better now. They had a meeting the other day. Family meeting.. E contract kind of funny. anyway states that if he gamble again we r goin to disown him. and he have to go for councelling. He doesn't seems to keen on that idea. He went for one session then he felt that it is a waste of time. I can understand how he feels. It is e pride thing. But if he really wants to change i think he sld go all e way. He is kind of like on probation now. As in, in my heart, i don't trust him completely still, so he better prove to me that he deserved to be trusted. Actually when we had e meeting he told my family that he jus want to earn money cos he was sick a few times then can't pay e rent. But seriously the ends doesn't justify the means. His intentions r good but the way he chooses to do things is really bad. Now our family always have to watch this show on channel 8 abt gambling one. E councellor in e show was right. often e family of e person facing e addiction is more seriously affected emotionally than e dang shi ren( e person with e addiction). Hmm.. But i will jus take things a step at the time. c how la.. since promise to give him a chance le.. oso cannot don't trust him.