being tagged

Rule of the game: each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own 10 weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

ok ok.. i don't think i have any secrets or weird habits if i do.. i must have told everyone already.. hahahaha.. cos i really can't keep secrets.

1. Secrets makes me go high. hahahha.. gosh i really hate keeping secrets cos i m not good at keeping them. i m kind of afraid someone will catch me sleeptalking telling someone's secret, but i really like secrets.. hahaha.. cos they made me feel included. ok i m really nosy. can't help it... don't try to tao my hua abt secrets ok.. my lips r sealed!

2. As i said above i m nosy. so during sec sch we had this teacher giving all graduating classes' student title. then i got most caring award. hahaha.. i guess to put it in a nice way i m caring but well.. hahahha.. oh ya the male who won this award is someone u all know chua yew wei. yucks! i guess the teachers were not really accurate in this sense.. (hahahha.. yew wei kidding la, u r caring, jus not caring to me so well not accurate to me)

3. I was one of the exco members of the student councillor board in sec sch. i was the head of outreach. seriously till today i don't know wat the dept outreach is even for and i always pon the meetings.. hahahhaa..i hate wasting my time at meetings. listen to ppl talk crap! i got better things to do! i think i will jus sleep in the meeting in the future. the only reason y i think i got elected. is bcos there were a lot of politic with e vice president and some members. i got caught in the middle trying to be a peacemaker. but well it failed and i sort of benefitted fr all this. hahahha..

4. I hate being peacemaker. but somehow i m always in this situation. hahaha.. This is not a good situation to be in because i m a very easily swayed person. when someone say sth i will agree then when someone else say something else i would oso agree to. then i would get caught in a weird situation. sometimes i m a 2 headed snake! ah.. and i hate that.

5. I am very sensitive to how my friends treat me. hmmm.. don't know how to explain it. cos i think i m quite a sincere good fren. so if u r not loyal or don't treat me well, i m kinda get calculating. i will appreciate every small things ppl do.. seriously i think i live for my frens, and maybe my mom and sis. without them i m nothing. that's y they matter a lot to me. so if u treat me like rubbish, i will treat u like garbage.

6. I was quite a big bully during sec 1.. i treated some ppl quite mean. seriously i don't know y and i don't remember wat i did (selective memory) hahaha.. it was a past i don't want to remember. but well must apologize to these ppl once again.

7. Hated J1 life the most. felt like i was being bullied all the time. it was the most depressing memory of all time. seriously wanted to jus die, or wanted everyone in jc to jus die.. hahahahha.. oh no i m evil. i supposed it was retribution, since i was bullying ppl in sec sch naturally got retribution in jc. i realised it is a vicious cycle. hahahha..

8. i hate adapting to new enviro. like mentioned in 7. part of the reason y i hated jc life was bcos really couldn't adapt to it. even when i go overseas i couldn't sleep. cos in a strange bed, even in chalets and well a lot of place.. m an insecure person.

9. i tot i was not my parent's child. hahaha.. u know during sec 3. we had to test blood for ic. tested i was ab+ which is impossible. bcos as we learnt in bio a b+ parent and o+ parent wouldn't give birth to an ab+ hahaha.. i guess the test was wrong. but it kind of bothered me seriously during that time.

10. i have a really bad habit of biting the skin near my nails. well i nv realised how deeply i bit it till i taste blood. gosh. then it is really bloody pain.

11. i really like daydream can daydream anywhere any place. i think my sis kind of get pissed off talking to me at times. cos i m still in my dreamworld, then would jus ignore her.. she would be like oi i talking to u.. then she still told her fren i purposely don't want to talk to her. hahahha.. but it is not la.. by the time i react she is usually already out of the room.. oh ya like yik i will also laugh and smile when i m daydreaming. lp and a few other ppl caught me doin that. gosh.. once in the bus i burst out laughing, ppl must have thought i m nuts..

12. I hate to admit that i can't tell directions. seriously if u ask me orchard i m damn good but other than that i really most likely get lost. but i wouldn't say i m a direction idiot i don't get lose all the time. at least somehow i will always get to my destination.

13. I couldn't understand wat love is.. seriously.. don't understand how some ppl can like some ppl. and well don't understand y some ppl can't forget some ppl even after they get hurt or know it is impossible. if it was me i wouldn't waste my time. sometimes i really feel like slapping these love lorne ppl. i really feel like shaking them and say r u blind?! i don't know.. i suppose i m a very practical person. that's y i don't think i will ever be in love. i will most probably marry cos u know i need to not cos i want to or cos i m in love.

14. at times i don't know if i m practical or romantic. cos seriously when i watch those tv dramas or movie or read books abt romantic things i will get touched and cry easily. but then realistically i don't know la.. i don't seem that kind.

15. c above. i cry v easily. i would only cry in e pillow. would try my best nv to let anyone c me cry. but it is kinda hard at times. i hate being weak i being caught crying!!! that's y i rarely talk abt bad emotions. hahaha..

16. I have a fear of rejection. shucks.. always have been careful since young. would try my best to nv let anyone or anything hurt me. i don't think i m a born "strong" person, but have grown to become a "strong" person.

17. i m really superstitious. as in i really believe in fate. i believe 是福不是祸，是祸躲不过。if it is destined don't try running, cos it will still hit u. jus like final destination. so hai.. don't i want to try escape fr fate i know i couldn't

18. I m really cheapo. hahahha.. like to get the best value for money. i really very auntie at times.

19. I m a glutton. hahaha.. when i c food my eyes light up yum yum.. hahhaha..

20. i would rather die than go sdu or matchmaking! hahahha.. gosh hate it! meihui dad so cute always suggest we go sdu when we complain on the phone abt not having a boyfriend. hahahhaa.. so it reminds me i nv want to go sdu!!!

21. I hate being so trusting. even after someone hurt me emotionally, like betraying me, or backstabbing me. somehow i will forgive and forget abt it. not thoroughly but well. sometimes i m that forgetful that i get hurt over and over again. hai.. guess it is fate. oh ya i hate it when ppl betray my trust.

22. i hate being apathetic about the world. but somehow i think i seem like a apathetic person. gosh...

23. I secretely bit off the ken doll's nose and my sis bear's nose when i was in pri sch. hahahha.. i guess i have a thing for noses...

24. even till today, i would use my sis bear as a form of communication. hahahha.. i would take him in my hand and pretend that i m him and talk to my sis.. hahahha.. cos my sis is rather fierce at times. so if i dare not ask somethings, bear can do it for me. at least when she get angry at wat bear asked (i asked) she would abuse bear by beating him and knocking his head and i would be save. hahahhaha.. bear bear is really dirty and old seriously i m afraid it's head will break one day. it is a forever friend but doen't look like one. oh ya bear's nose is pink cos of the above pt 23. hahaha.. so now u know if u bite a forever friend bear brown nose off it will have a pink nose. oh ya got caught talking in bear voice by sis fren hahahhaha...damn embarrassing

25. oh ya when we were in pri sch, bear was already with us. made frens smell dirty bear. hahaha.. come to think of it bear haven't bathe in 3 yrs. growing piece of bacteria. hahahah.. don't want to bathe him cos really afraid his head fall off.. bear is 10 yr old this year. oh ya don't ask me y don't we buy a new bear. cos the smell of the bear need a lot of years of salivating (i know it is gross hahhaha) to have the smell.. hahahaha..

26. the first time i watch a porn show was last yr at taiwan.. hahhaha... i was so dumb la.. got a shock don't know wat the woman was doing. then kind of wanted to c wat she will do. then my fren scream at me that it is porn. oh my gosh.. i panicked and faster switched chn. wa v scary.. almost watch porn. to think that i almost c wat the woman was goin to do. yucks!!!! hee.. ok ok come to think of it.. i didn't watch any porn. cos i didn't c wat the woman did. i deny watching porn!

27. I have never drank alchoholic drink in my life. even if i did it was only a few sips.

28. hahahha.. fr this post u can c i m a self centered person. hahaha.. in the sense that i like talking abt myself a lot.. gosh i think i m a narcisst (自恋狂) hahaha.. though i won't admit it. ok la.. if i think of more i shall post.

now ppl whom i tag: liling, jeff, ziwei, meihui, joyce, xinyi.