I broke sth today again! that time i broke a 300+ painting today i broke a wall light! soon i will not have any pay left! hai..

Today was kind of unhappy, cos someone abused her power and lie to me. she was supposed to be at e shop, then she brought a lot of ppl down with her.. in e end i alone at e shop v hard to cope with everything! Luckily i m on my 2 wks break already. Can't stand them... always creating politics at work. Hello... r u really that bored? u can't even do ur job properly still want to find fault in other ppl. shit u lor. Teresa and yushi fighting.. hee.. they r kind of unhappy with each other. on e surface i m siding yuhi but actually i know yushi is not a simple person and seriously i think she is e one creating all e problem. Hai.. But it seems like e managers trust yushi more.. well.. i jus think they put misplaced trust those ppl there r not trustable. especially those.. and seriously they r already grouping.. hai.. don't care them. jus happily go on my break. hope they don't create problem abt me when i m not around.

v busy lately so no time to blog.. anyway abt e wanting to quit thing. it is cos that day was supposed to punch out. then now there is a new rule have to work 30min extra then considered ot.. so i went to toilet quickly then wanted to punch out le. on my way punching out i saw my colleague. Then she told me that y don't we wait till 6pm then punch out so that we get 30min pay. so i was like ok lor.. anyway we were discovered cos e assis manager suspected sth.. The next working day we were supposed to confess, but well my colleague was kind of sturbborn don't want to tell e truth. Anyway i told e truth le and everything is ok le.. But one thing is i m sick of sth happening every wk lor.. I really can't wait for my 2 wks break!

A few days ago i heard that my ex sakae colleague guo zhong pass away. I was v shock. Now i still kinda don't believe it.. cos he was quite a nice guy. when i first came in i didn't know anything, he was e one who taught me everything. Then i remember he v talkative. last time when he was cashier i was at belt 2, then he would come to belt 2 to talk to me.. Hee.. then got scolded by e manager once. He is really a fun guy to be with. V friendly and approachable. Like to tease and bully him. haha.. i can't believe it lor..

Hai.. V sick of working there! i really feel like quitting. sth v bad happened.. hai... don't know how to say la.. will explain another day.. But i jus feel that maybe it is time i have a change of job again. e only reason y i m putting up with all these is bcos i still haven't find any tuition jobs, and i want to go back there and work during my holi... E fact is i can't take it anymore lor.. E ppl there and everything.. i really cannot guess wat they r thinking.. and seriously i m sick of guessing. I m sick of being accused or bad mouth by ppl. I m sick of ppl suspecting me over small things. I m sick of dealing with all these rubbish. Wat the hell is wrong with these ppl? don't they have anything better to do than playing with politics. hate it lor.. wat the hell. sack me la.. damn it!

Today went to visit lasalle and nafa open house with sl. Hee.. We went bugis then have to search for nafa.. We can't find nafa.. managed to find e old building.. and then we managed to find nafa! hee.. but it was not open yest was e last day to visit e open house.. Hee... After that we went back to bugis to go to lasalle. Ok we got to lasalle safely.. haha.. lasalle open house was ok. The facilities there was not v gd.. but they r moving to a bigger campus. The teachers there all ang mo. Felt a bit intimidated. Then e funny part. All e performing arts students r all caucasians no or maybe jus 1 or 2 singaporean joined performing arts. This shows how practical singaporean really are.

Later we went back to bugis and went to sakae to eat.. Well then we wanted to go walk walk. then wanted to find icon e new building at bugis junction but can't find at all. then we went orchard. after that we went hm. on e bus met joyce then chat. then managed to find out where e building is.. it is opp bread talk. haha.. we that time oso at bugis looking for arab street.. ai yo.. always at bugis finding things.

Oh ya sl also gave me bday present. her bday present v good! got addidas bag, roxy wallet, diary, candy, card, bracelet.. v many.. so coincidence she gave me addidas stuff 2.. haha.. v nice really like everything a lot..

on the 8th e manager suddenly asked abt e colleague i dislike.. Then well we were obligated to tell her wat is happening.. Hee.. so we told her.. then i heard sth bad from fad.. She say yushi said that i was v stupid my parents waste money on my education... Wa.. felt v angry but seriously come to think of it, it is v funny. A 30+ year old person saying sth so childish.. haha.. pri sch level ah??

Anyway e manager talked to her on 9th nite.. Then she called fad and e first person she suspected is me.. wat the hell. she say everyone know i hate her and she hate me.. haha..

today ah.. left me and her alone in e shop. have to act blur lor! she was like someone talked bad abt me. I pretended was like wat? who.. haha.. then she say ppl say she bossed rory around then i say true ma.. then she oso admit la.. actually today with her is fine. i think maybe cos e talk is effective. haha.. but i think i will give her a chance. don't face off with her.. try to treat her nice.. it is better to make frens with ur colleagues than make enemies rite?!

oh ya e am(assis manager) gave me a necklace from perlini as a bday prez. my fren say then she was like she felt a bit unhappy cos she didn't receive anything for her bday.. hee.. I oso don't know wat to say. not like i purposely go show off e necklace.. Ai yo.. really creating politics for nth lor! then i was like maybe her bday this yr will receive. maybe i more heng cos i m top of e list. haha.. as in my bday is e earliest. i asked my manger for 2 wks off le she say can quite readily. wa.. i was still preparing to quit.. now cannot quit le.. haha.. cos firstly receive present, and 2ndly break approved. haha.. maybe i will quit in april.. i try my best! really need to jia you to study!

this politics here is ok to me la.. i m not losing any sleep haha.. tat day my mom was talking abt her work politics then she felt v unhappy, then i still have to console her and counsel her.. haha.. so weird lor.. But i think this r gd experiences la.. useful in e future..

Feel so blessed today.. hee.. Who says u have to be in love to experience the feeling of being blessed.

In the past i would anticipate my bday, and i used to care abt my bday a lot. i would get rather upset if my close frens forget. however this year, i don't know y.. Maybe it is because i m too busy, i maybe cos i have grown up i didn't feel any anticipation at all. Didn't feel like my bday matters much. Maybe cause i didn't had any expectation for this bday so i was pleasantly surprised.

This yr i didn't wait up till 12mn for bday messages. Was waiting for my phone to finish charging so that i can set alarm and go to slp. Then well 12mn jus creep by, then saw first bday msg from sl. hee.. Then kathy my pri sch fren. This yr i was quite surprised as i received msg from ppl i didn't expect to receive. Minli my pri sch fren, jeff, liling, lp, cindy. Then teresa my la colleague. hee.. Thanks for bothering to msg me! Mh oso called me and wish me happy bday. Then she still ask me i v unhappy right cos no1 wish me. But where got i got a lot of msg ma.. Hee.. to me it is considered a lot le la..

In the afternoon went walk walk with elin. V fun! talk a lot! saw ben yeo in one shop. At night we went jp walk walk, was there to meet xw and yik for dinner. When we were walking around jp elin went to a florist. The first florist we went to elin say too ex go 2nd one. At first i tot she was asking price to prepare for valentine day, so i didn't bother. In the 2nd shop, she asked me which colour rose is nice, find it amiss, cos ppl who knows elin will know if she wants to buy sth she will already kind of know wat she wants. So ask my opnion a bit weird. Hee.. then she distracted me by asking me to call xw. So i did. Hee.. When she passed me e rose she was like amanda don't jia jia hee.. don't pretend. Then i was like huh?? haha..

Anyway after tat had dinner at crystal jade! The food v nice as always haha.. then while we were eating hou quan msg yik to ask her physics question.. Hee.. E question was abt heat capacity. then yik say E=MC2 which is energry.. Haha.. then i was like no.. it should be mcO then hq asked if c is a constant. Then xw gave e value of speed of light, and i gave e value of speed of sound. haha... Elin then call hq to ka qiao him.. hee.. we v bad suggest her to call and hang then let him call her back so that it will be free as elin got incoming free. Then well elin teased hq. then anyway elin passed e phone to me then hq say happy bday to me. Thanks thanks...

Elin, yik and xw bought me an addidas watch. V nice! it is e kind of thing were e more u look at it e more u like it.. haha.. Then somehow they managed to sneak a bday card into my bag.. I kind of saw elin writing then was quite suspicious. Hee.. yik v smart when she is writing she say she is doin hw, then i really believed it lor! Anyway e card is my fav too.. Forever frens!!! hee... V cute card!

When i reached hm asked my mom to help me take pic. Then v funny. She arrange e settings and everything, then by e time she arrange finish e camera time out.. haha.. screen went blank. haha...

Oh ya this make me think of the past. Hee.. I rmb when i met elin in yr 1 was super not close to her. then i was v afraid of her somemore, cos she didn't seem to like me.. At that pt was talking sure cannot make any true frens in jc one. Then jc ppl v diff from my sec sch fren ppl. My sec sch fren ppl r more simple. e ppl here don't know how to say la.. Jus that feeling. During yr 2 everything changed.. Somehow me and elin grew close. Also don't know how and why, jus like that lor.. Then realised she is v nice.. Hee.. i wouldn't say she is not fierce la.. sometimes when u step on her toes, she give u attitude until u v scared. haha.. But she is nice and sincere lor.. u can tell one some ppl nice to u in jc jus cos they need u.. after that ah.. need money or bored then will look for u.. Hee.. actually last time i tot elin is a rich kid, cos she used to talk abt branded stuff and things then i completely don't understand. But when u get to know her u know she is not lor she is jus brand conscious, and she work to get wat she wants lor..it is not like she really needs e branded stuff. I mean i oso got hear she buy v cheap cheap things to wear. unlike ppl who spend their parents money like water. Hee.. Xw from e beginning already i like her.. as in think will click quite well. haha.. yik ah.. first impression always with anlin. haha.. nv expected to be close to her. Then she is a person u will nv get bored talking to.. can jus talk abt anything. v friendly and nice.. so happy to have these frens!

Wa jus now got sabo by someone again.. She is really a backstabber.. I told ur in my earlier entries that she is a backstabber. I will say it again. Hee.. start from the beginning..

Today went to work as usual. With evelyn, teresa and farina.. evelyn is a new girl.. Well anyway gossip with her.. Evelyn looks a bit like Jamie teo. Evelyn told me she don’t like lynn and yushi. Oh lynn is the assistant manager. I heard from mai a newcomer who transferred from isetan that lynn became a lot better. She say in the past lynn used to snatch sales with ppl. Then last time one ex assis manager quit cos she can’t take e stress as e manager is on maternity leave, lynn was jus a supervisor then. I asked fad y didn’t lynn help e ex assis manager so that she won’t be so stress. Then she told me actually lynn went for promotion interview but didn’t get in, so lynn of course won’t help her lor.. cos it went to the ex-am instead. Hmm.. really my opinion of her changed.

This evelyn still sabo me today her bf come to e shop to look look. Then she ask me to go serve him. E moment I greet him he left the shop. Haha.. naughty girl..

Oh abt yushi.. today I was serving this Korean family. Then halfway I was serving them this irritating couple keep asking me abt dressing table. Really felt like slapping them! Then they won’t let me go back serve the Korean customer. Then yushi came she was like who u serving now, then as she was talking to me, e stupid couple still continue asking so no choice have to serve them. Then after that I have a feeling yushi didn’t want to share e Korean customer’s sales with me. Was super disgusted.. anyway she told me off say y didn’t I ask them for help. My first reaction was wa she blind ah can’t c I busy still keep asking me stupid questions. Secondly don’t know where she was slacking when I was busy! Wat the fuck! Anyway she told e manager abt this. At first I didn’t know then well e manager kind of told me. I told e manager my side of the story, e manager can tell I was really angry. Wat I didn’t like was y must she always tell e manager wat happens.. it is like I don’t know la.. then evelyn say she likes to pou e manager, then always backstab ppl.. Wa lao.. completely agree lor.. Actually e customer oso v stupid la.. keep asking, then nv buy anything in e end! Wat the fuck. Then doubt my ability to understand him. Wat the hell. V pissed off lor..