Went to watch "be with u". A jap movie. Really nice! Funny and touching. E son in e movie so cute! v touched by his love for his mother and how he misses his mother.. Really sweet.

This whole wk lp not working. Cos she says she xin qin bu hao and some other reason. Well all i can say is hope ur mood gets better. So today i had to have lunch by myself and e hawker. Usually ppl will buy food back and we will eat in e canteen, but today they didn't buy have to walk alone to e hawker to eat. Hee.. I jus faster grab some chicken rice. Then find an empty table. Unfortunately there wasn't any empty table so i sat at e table where e cleaning auntie put her plates to clean. Ok la.. At least there weren't any houseflies flying around me!

Without lp around. It is like i m running a one man show. It is not that there is a lot of things to do. Jus that have to do this work half, then help that person do sth else, then jus do lots of things... I m quite busy in a sense, but it is still managable..

Heard e morning radio. Every day e dj will give a quote of e day. Today's jia hui's quote is don't enjoy at other ppl expense(bie ba kui le jian le zai bie ren de tong ku shang). I think that is v impt. All human r selfish. Especially ppl these days growing more and more self centered. So it was a gd reminder for all of us, to think of e ppl around us b4 we do sth. U r not e only person on earth! If u leave this world, the world will not stop moving jus for u.. So Please be more considerate.

Damn pissed! The stupid inconsiderate idiots upstair threw cigaratte butt down. I was at e balcony looking to c if my mom is bad. Then saw cigaratte butt flying down hitting a car downstairs. Got really angry. Wat if someone was downstairs it will burn e person. And more exagerrating wat if there was petrolum on e carpark floor! V pissed off.

Tis isn't e first time they throw cigarette butt down. E last time it burnt my clothes! And when i was young a ciagarette butt burnt me b4. So i scream out e window, tell her to be more considerate. Then she jus threw more ciagarette butt down. Jus wonder how many cigarette she smokes at a time. Felt so angry. If there is a missing body case e next time it may be done by me and it will be her body! Hee.. kidding as if i have e guts to do that. At most will pull her hair in e lift if she dare to scold any vulgarities at me.

Today company shut down for 4 days cos they there is a company trip. Anyway so we decided to go shopping and help zw celebrate her bday.

In e morning, while taking my facial foam, accidentally knock my mom's bottle of eye makeup remover. Goodness! my mom will kill me if she knows. Anyway didn't think much and replaced e makeup remover with water. I was panicking and didn't know wat to do! Anyway later went shopping, went to bought e remover back, but it was a much bigger bottle and more expensive. Don't know when then can finish using!

Anyway there was a mango sales, wa.. those ppl like crazy grab and throw, so scary. Bought a pair of jeans from mango. It was rather ex to me but quite nice when i wear it and it is e colour that i have been wanting to find. My frens all say that it is cheap for a pair of mango jeans, but honestly i m not sure.

that nite we went newton to eat. Newton's food really v ex and not v delicious! Then heard zw say e fried oyster thing, e person take leftover from a table then fry it back with e rest.. Wa.. So disgusted. This will nv happen at pasir panjang lor! cos e food centre at pasir panjang rather small. If they do anything bad to e food, basically e stall will be blacklisted! Pasir panjang's food really much better and less expensive. u know $2 for a cup of diluted sugarcane drinks! My goodness! Pasir panjang's sugarcane much better! Had quite a lot of fun...

Today when i went to the office i didn't tie up my hair. cos rather lazy. Anyway mr ng, so funny. He asked me if i went to perm my hair. cos say my hair looks rather curly. I told him naturally curly one la.

Actually today i wanted to go c e initial D red carpet with my fren. But cos of piano lessons i didn't go. Anyway when i reached my piano teacher's place in e evening, her mom told me that she went on a trip, and forgot to tell me that i don't have lessons this wk! Goodness! Really lor! Guess i m not fated to c e stars from initial D!

When i went hm i slept till my dad wake me up saying that i have a phone call. When i answered e call, this person told me that my sim registration filled in wrongly, saying tat i forgot to fill in my results. I was rather puzzled at that moment. I was wondering how come this person call at 10 at nite, and secondly i remembered that the person helped me fill in the results! Hee.. Then when i heard on e other end of the phone someone laughing. Then realised it was elin playing a prank on me. Ai yo! i jus wake up then play such a prank on me! Anyway had a nice chat with elin. Can't remember abt wat. Hee.. my dad regretted waking me up to ans e call. Cos i talked for 2hours. Hee..

Today had a chat with lp. We talked abt this programme on bad guys being well liked by girls. But i didn't really agree with e programme cos they guys they described r not really bad. As in they r not evil. Maybe they jus have a bad attitude.

I mentioned that really bad guys r those who r unassuming and vicious. My example was 1. the murderer of his ex-wife case, e one where he found sec sch students to kill his wife. 2. The murder case of huang nan. the guy was said to be a mild tempered guy who liked kids 3. The recent case of the murder of e mistress, mistress body was chopped into pieces. neighbours say taht e married couple appears loving, and his family didn't suspect of a 3rd party much less a murder. This case is completely brutal and evil! So u c.. This kind of guys then r classified bad, cos u know u may die in their hands without even knowing y.

I also told lp abt my fren whose bf always threaten her with sucide when she wants to break up with him. I told her that if my bf ever do that i will tell him to go and die. To me a person who doesn't treasure his life does not deserve to live at all! And honestly i hate ppl who threaten me! Lp say i would feel guilty.. well i don't know but i don't think i will be able to think so much at that point. I will be too pissed off after he threaten me!

I told lp that i would be more afraid if this guy says wo men tong gui yu jing (let's go to hell together) Cos then my life will be at risk. I don't want to die so early! To deal with this situation we have a few methods.
Method 1: tell his parents (courtesy of lp)
Reasons (courtesy of me)
1. If his parents tell u that he used this threat on his other gf u r safe, cos it is most likely he won't really carry the thing out, unless all his ex-gf have already passed away due to him. Hee..
2. if his father tells u that he taught his son this method, then run! cos most prob his family is psycotic and it is in his genes

Method 2: Call e police (courtesty of me)
1. At least if anything happens to u they know who to catch. And u won't die a wrongful death u won't become a yuan gui (wandering spirit)

Method 3: Disappear from this earth (ren jian zhen fa, courtesy of lp)
1. Nv let him know where u stay so at least he can't stalk u. I basically think this is e best method

Hmm.. Then lp and i talked abt marriage. Lp said she can't live without love, and she will follow her heart no matter wat. I on e other hand told her that i will follow my head, cos i don't know la.. I have always been that kind of person. And it is basically not easy to make me like u. The number of guys i have liked so far is less than e number of fingers u have on one hand. Anyway i told lp that no matter wat i do there must always be a back door for me to runaway when i want to. So i told have to be careful that i will be a runaway bride. Anyway i once dreamt that i was running away from my marriage. so i don't think if it happens it will surprise anyone.

Today went out with my pri sch fren kathy. Had a gd long chat with her. Really it is like we haven't seens each other in 6 month and still have endless things to talk abt. This r wat true frens r. They will nv drift apart nor change drastically no matter wat. They r comfortable with telling u anything abt them. And they will always be there for u. So thankful to have these true frens!

Went shopping with sl. Really had fun. Bought some stuff. It is e great sg sales and yet i didn't get much things! I only got a bag. Hai.. Really had fun chatting with her. And cos we were chatting too much kind of forgot to go some places to shop. Hee..

Saw mr ling and his family. His daughter really cute. Looks a lot like him! Anyway he says that his daughter will be v active when she is awake. Too bad we only c her when she is sleeping.

Today lp took half day to complete her driving test thing. Anyway she came in e afternoon, but came after taking her lunch. Then so funny.. In e canteen when she came everyone asked her e same thing. Y u not eating, u on diet ah? haha.. They ah! Quite funny when u c everyone asking e same thing..

Later there is this safety check. Anyway e guy upstairs so funny. He keep standing by my side then keep saying.. err..err..err.. Then when i looked at him, he smiled v broadly at me, but he didn't say wat he wanted to say. After awhile points to my shoes. I was sitting crossleg on e office chair at that time, so i tot he wanted to tell me to sit properly. Anyway he said that my shoes r unacceptable, cos they r not leather shoes, then i say should be ok ba, they r covered shoes. But he rebutted taht auntie used to wear sports shoes then get caught on camera (e person in charge of safety will bring a camera everywhere and take photo of ppl's feet if they r not wearing covered shoes, and also take photo of anything that is against the safety rules) Anyway he asked e bangladash worker to reaffirm wat he said, but e bangladash worker said that it is cos auntie wore sandals. Hee.. then he got nth to say.

I remembered i told lp that when u look upclose at that guy he not gd looking. I think is also cos one of his tooth kind of chip off. Hee.. I really observe him clearly lor! Hee..

Today took half day from work. In e morning we had free buffet lunch, cos e company got iso 1440 or sth. Anyway e food was rather delicious. I ate a lot! After that have to go for e uni talk.

Feeling rather stressed.. cos it is like so long nv touch bks le. And it doesn't seem easy to pass, much less get any class honours. I don't want to jus pass. Hopefully can get merit and above. I also want to find a job to support myself, but don't know if i can cope with studying and working. Don't want to be a tutor, cos well e responsibility is rather high, and when he or she is having exams and their exams clash with yours too, it is hard to balance both. I don't want to hai (trouble) people. Honestly i feel that in any job u take u should be responsible. There is a chinese saying zhi ya bu fen gui jie sth like that la. So i feel that though it is jus for pocket money u must do ur best so don't implicate other ppl if u can't promise them anything good.

Today went to imm with sl. We went walk walk and go c fir. We chat a lot too. Really there is nth we can't talk abt. Fir really cool! Like them lots, though they do not have that many fans not like those idol groups, but well, really fun..

Today is my grandpa's 83 bday. It was basically a catching up session with my cousins. My nieces r so cute. Both of them r left handed. They r v active and one of them rather naughty.

When it was time to blow off e candles grandpa and grandma kind of cried. I think cos they r happy, and cos they know they don't have much time left either. They looked so happy looking at their great grandchildren. But not bad la.. They have at least 5 great grandchildren le.. And e oldest great grand children already 8 year old.

Hee.. today at around 10 e guy came back to our side to work. Well lp says that he is a bit taller than us. cos she says that when i went to throw rubbish and stood beside him, he looked taller than me. Hee.. Then today keep trying to peep at that guy to c if his complexion is really that gd, then when he is standing behind me lp asked me to look, but if i turn his direction it would be too obvious la! ok la.. even if his complexion is bad he is gd looking la! Anyway he is a really nice guy, always volunteer to do things for us.

Hee.. today when i c him i jus keep want to laugh, cos it is so ridiculous trying to peep at him! Like peeping tom! Ai yo!!!

Hmm.. when i gt hm today feel kind of depressed. Maybe it is pms. Today i feel so lonely, i don't know y either jus feel like my heart is heavy, can't explain y. Today i feel so out of place, like i don't belong here. Don't belong with this ppl, don't belong to this place. Feel so lonely! Sometimes bonds are too strong to be broken! Memories r too hard to forget! that is the reason y relationship between family and friends and loved ones r so strong. Today I feel like there is nth i can do to break that bond. If only i have known u/them earlier. But unfortunately fate plays a part in relationships too. I can't blame myself, i can only blame fate. Hai.. I want to be loved today! Feel lonely!

Today me and lp were talking abt handsome guys. Hee.. today auntie and e guy is not here so e room is all to us. Well we talked a lot. Lp mentioned that e guy who is usually in that room is rather gd looking. Ok i have to agree. Then she say his complexion v gd. I disagree to that, cos i rmb his face seems rather improportionate. Sth like he looks better on one side not e other side. And i think i rmb seeing a hole in his face a small one. Hee..i told lp that, that guy's teeth also rather yellow, i think maybe he smokes.

We also guess that guy's age. I don't think he is v old. Maybe older than us 1-2 years only. I told lp if we tell ppl he is e same age as us, they will most prob believe. Then lp v bu yan lian, say won't la. cos lp have baby face. Well i have to agree tat lp's pic from pri sch nv change, but i wouldn't go to e extent to say she has baby face ba. Hee.. (lp don't be angry ah! Hee..) Well one bad thing though that guy is not v tall. Lp says that he is shorter than us. I disagree la. I think he is at least that dave's ht ba.. Anyway our theory will be proved tmr.

Went to watch monsters in laws today. Well it was a nice show... Better than mascagadar. I didn't thought that it would be gd, since j.lo is in it, but it suprised me! Really funny! The movie also shows how habits can be passed down to e future generation. So sometimes they say it is true that u will live ur live like ur mom, if u r a female. Great movie...

Went to sl house today to teach her maths. Wa.. It was like integration at a'level standards. And honestly i can't do e questions! I jus stare blankly at them. Fortunately i didn't sign up to retake the examinations, it would be terrible. I think i have already forgotten 90% of wat i have learnt ba..

Anyway when i reached her house i saw her bro's ntu letter. Then i say so late receive must be rejection letter. Hee.. Then to my horror he was standing behind.. Don't know if he heard wat i said. Anyway sl bro later watch tv with her younger sis. E bro so cute! watch watever e younger sis watch. He was watching nu ren wo zui da. Then they were teaching abt makeup. Then as he watch he laugh too.. Haha.. Their family seems so happy. Whole family watch tv together. Maybe cos he is surrounded by girls as in, in his family he is surrounded by girls. So he becomes more accomadating to his sis. Their family's siblings relationship seems rather good. Quite happy for them!

Hee.. Today i was v urgent so i rushed to e toilet. As i was listening to my mp3 player i forgot to close e cubicle door when i rushed inside.

Hee.. Actually i don't really have e habit of closing the door when i pee or poo at hm. Maybe cos no1 will actually want to c me pee or poo, so i won't close e door. Usually i will tolerate till i m v urgent b4 goin to pee or poo. So i will forget to close e door. Luckily no1 was in e office toilet or else will be so pai sai. And no1 came in throughout me doin my business hee.. Lp ask if e door is ajar.. I told her e door wasn't even ajar. Next time if i go to e toilet pls remind me to close e door.. Hee..

Today i worked in e QA office.. Hee.. sometimes e QA ppl r really funny and they like to do childish stuff.. Today kenny sticked a rejection sticker on mr ong's back. Then I saw it as mr ong was helping me giving me a file to get e flashes off. Anyway i helped mr ong to take off e sticker. Then later he went to stick e sticker on kenny. Haha.. so childish!

Later a guy a worker from e production side.. came to ask for kenny's help in measuring e parts. Then raymond talked and talked and nagged and nagged till e guy jus left e room without asking for kenny's help.. The people there r really nice la..