recent happenings

last wed went cycling with xin, sl, joyce.. it was quite fun.. hahha.. but we really cycled really fast.. e weather was super nice. we had a v tight schedule.. hahaha.. i don't know y, but we were like cycling really quickly to the takeoff point, then back, cos we don't want to be late to return e bikes.. gosh, my thigh muscles really hurt.. hahahah.. after that we went joo chiat to explore, katong area. seriously i m really a sua ku.. nv been there.. we had tao pok bao.. really cool and nice.. then we had dinner with rita, shuqiang, sy and mh.. it is like e whole day we were eating. we ate when we first reached e place then eat again at mac after cycling, then katong then dinner.. hahahha.. dinner we had a five course korean meal.. really nice! and get to eat a lot pay not that much cos so many ppl were eating.

so funny, we say let's go into that restaurant cos there is a pic of rain outside. if it is good for rain it sld be good enough for us, then xin blurted out which one is rain then she said that guy doesn't look like rain.. then if he doesn't look like rain who he looked like? hahahha.. so funny.. we teased mh who have slimmed down say her frt part oso slim down le. hahahha..

after that we went ah chew for dessert. sl had skim milk papaya. then she say after go hm must massage then someone say mh need it more.. ahhahaha... gosh e whole time we were jus eating la.. which is terrible. ahhahah.. then don't know y our schedule v tight everyone v kan qiong.

Last sat met elin, yik and xw for dinner. me and elin went shopping. yik asked me y i nv run out of things to buy. honestly i don't know either.. v impulsive lately can jus spend money w/o thinking... dinner was fun.. but i was subjected to incessant teasing. no idea y.. hai.. their latest target not here.. so i was targeted! real fun meeting them.. but not a v fulfilling trip cos we usually stay till later.. but well there is always next time. jus don't know when next time will be..

today went out with my colleague daphne and kelly to shop.. i got a pair of shops which i like a lot! hahaha.. it is my fav colour blue! v tired..

v moody lately.. i feel kind of hollow.. don't know how to explain..i really feel happy with them, but i feel so hollow when i get back home... it is like a sad song can jus trigger tears flowing freely.. it is so scary.. i don't like this.. not being able to ctrl my emotions.. maybe it is e new year! i hate new years.. y do they even say happy new year.. it is not even happy. i wish time would stop now.. i don't want all e good times to end. there might be more good things to come.. but i jus feel satisfied with all e good memories i have now.. i don't want time to move...i hate this time of e yr.. u can only relish e past.. ahh.. maybe it is jus pms.. hahhaha..

oh ya i saw a rainbow yest!!! hee.. first time after many yrs.. i remember when i was young i made a wish that i will get a dollhouse on christmas and i got one. that is e only prez i remember having fr my dad.. e memory is pleasant and yet painful. cos it was e first prez and e only prez i remember.. hahaha.. but i believe in e power of the rainbow.. hahhaha.. really pretty.. too bad a camera couldn't really take it down...

merry christmas!!!

hahaha.. had to work half day today.. it was kinda weird.. cos everyone received prez except me today.. honestly i didn't care.. but it feels a bit awkward.. as in my other colleague gave ppl stuff then nv give me.. they were like looking at my expression. c if i were unhappy or watever.. but honestly didn't know wat expression to give.. hahahha..

went out with teresa last sat shu ku with her abt sth.. anyway shopped again! terrible.. i was supposed to accompany her shopping not to go shopping with her! in case ur don't know wat it means. it means i sld have jus watch her spend money not spend money with her.. ahhahahhaha.. Went tcc.. i really like that place ambience really great.. and though it was a sat night it was v empty so can sit as long as u want..

exchanged prez w teresa.. hahaha.. she bought e thing tat i told her i want. elaine bought me a prez too.. this is a surprising christmas.. have more prez than expected..

I m resigning super soon.. next mon last day.. can't wait... don't know if e friendship i have built up with buddy can be maintained.. hopefully it can.. recommending sam there.. oh no hope it goes well..

had a christmas phone call fr sam at 9.45pm.. he really understands me so well. he guessed that i was at home waiting for e 10pm movie, no1 to go out with.. hahahahha.. gosh that's e brutal truth isn't it.. hahahha.. actually really hate goin out on christmas eve.. and ya.. tv is my best fren.. ahhahahahha.. oh no i sound like a pathetic loner.. hahahahha.. got a christmas card fr lp.. quite nice.. don't know where e card is sent by john.. asked for my address abt one mth ago, but e card is nowhere in sight. had a few xmas msg fr close frens! thanks everyone.. merry christmas! may all ur wishes come true! i do hope mine come true too.. hee...

Christmas with minli and sam

met up with minli and sam yesterday... it was quite fun.. we were always eating and talking.. hahahaha...

first we went to ichiban boshi.. stupid sam was super late la.. then me and minli chat.. cos we had a 1 table thing and beside us was a couple, there wasn't place for sam to sit. so when he came he had to sit beside me and e couple.. hahahhaha.. u sld have see the couple's face.. feel so disrupted.. like they were already sitting near to this 2 noisy girls, then sam came and e guy have to sit beside another weird guy, so ruin their ambiance.. hee...

Sam was late for a reason he baked us cookies.. was quite touched! so he is forgiven. he made e box of e cookies himself too!!! then inside was a picture of us. hahahha.. but e stupid thing is he wrote on our faces merry christmas.. hahahahah... i didn't even notice that it was a pic of us.. until that nite when minli's sis jiamin came.. jiamin was like y u write on them.. hahahahha...

after that we accompany sam shopping.. hahahah.. he modeled for us.. and managed to buy nice clothes.. hee.. we later went coffee club where we talked a lot.. again.. it was really fun and funny.. i m always squabbling with sam.. hahahha.. we talked abt how we started becoming close frens in pri sch. u know wat sam used to be ostracize and everybody hated him. then we tried escaping him.. hahahah.. but in e end we got sick of escaping him.. so we became good frens! hahahahha.. ya he has been weird since young.. gosh but too used to his weirdness.. i really feel that he is like my little bro.. whom i want to protect fr e bullies.. i love him for his eccentrics. it is really hard to understand la... i know definately not in love with him and no possibility at all.. but well he is jus family to me.. introducing him to work at mini.. gosh so afraid he will be bullied and can't take it.. but well he has to grow up one day...

realised minli's bf is alan... felt kind of happy and yet weird.. hahahha.. cos they got together real recent. and it is her first bf! congrats. me and sam ought to buck up, but definately not together.. hahahahah..

oh i dreamt of elin last nite. i dreamt i was talking to her guess i have a lot to say to her.. hope she comes back fr china and contact me soon!!! gosh gosh really kind of miss her..

Christmas time is the time for fun!

Gosh haven't updated for so long.. too busy meeting up with ppl...



Anyway last sun, mh was back fr aus.. so we went holland v together.. we went settlers.. anyway before that we had ipoh hor fun... gosh our outings r always so much fun.. chat like crazy.. i think i really have a too loud voice.. everyone was complaining i was too loud..



after that we went settlers... The last time i went there was with elin yik and hq.. hahahah.. we played some of e same games like taboo.. i realised elin yik r really good at taboo.. cos my sec sch fren and i like in a min only 3 cards.. then we played games like smack... this time is it got same card must ring the bell.. then it was like girls really know how to snatch then everyone reaction really fast.. my hand had a blueblack got the bell mark!!! e last time we played with hq and yik and elin, only elin and i were in e game. yik was sleepy body and hq is a guy so don't know how to snatch things.. hahahahha...

we exchanged prez.. it was a surprise cos no1 know who is goin to get wat fr who.. hahahah.. anyway really happy cos i got sth i like.. i knew it! i knew sl was buying for me.. had e feeling.. hahahhaha..

last tue, me sl and huji went for dinner and a movie.. huji brought us prez.. it was so unexpected.. anyway was plesantly surprised.. but we didn't get anything for her so we treated her to dinner and e movie.. we went to watch mr magorium wonder emporium.. super nice.. v cute and funny, though a little childish. actually huji is our ex colleague fr sakae.. honestly didn't have much to say to her.. hmmm... diff environment liao.. and she is oso not a talkative person..

Last wed, mini had a bbq.. anyway e lucky draw was v lame.. e top prize is wine then e rest chocolate.. ai yo.. but better than nth.. the food was ok la.. saw the super big boss.. my gosh his wife super younger.. imagine he is a lot older than my father but his wife is a lot younger than my mom.. then her daughter look like a pri sch kid.. gosh gosh.. rich ppl really can have young wife.. hee.. anyway his daughter was carrying a lv bag!!! i couldn't even afford one! gosh... hahhaha.. actually sth funny happened during the photo taking session.. hahahah.. me being the glutton as always was eating when they wanted to take a picture.. anyway i was eating beef and beef as u know is a tough meat.. when they were goin to take e pic i hid behind this santa clus looking colleague, so that they wouldn't photo me eating anyway i had trouble tearing e meat.. i tried with all my strength but it was impossible to tear it.. then i couldn't possibly spit it out now.. so i stuff e whole piece of beef in my mouth.. hahahha.. i tot nobody see me tearing the beef cos i was hiding my colleague, but apparantly someone saw hahahah.. and told everyone.. not my fault ma beef hard to bite!

yest went out with teresa... quite fun shopping.. i bought more things that i predicted.. gosh.. don't ask me how much i spent.. it is a terrible month! i can't stop spending money!!! hee.. anyway quite fun to be with her..

events

last last tue went to watch se jie with minli and her fren. it was quite a nice movie intriguing storyline, nice background music, pretty actresses. first r21 movie i watched.. but it was ok la.. v artistic. i was not as high as minli abt e sex scenes. as in it was jus art to me, not much feelings apart fr that. it was nice being with her.. though i got lots more to talk abt to her.

jus now went to have steamboat with elin, xw, hq and yik. me and elin went shopping b4 meeting them.. gosh spent lots of money!!! my pocket got hole liao. actually i really wish now wouldn't end... cos it is like now student and working can buy a lot of things i want, can pon work whenever i want and not feel burdan. i can't imagine when i go out to work. work everyday.. my life will jus be grey. even if i have money to spend i won't have fun cos my frens might not have e time to spend with me in e future.. gosh... really feel my life getting more and more grey. but watever la.. jus life well know. watever e future will bring jus let it come.

anyway v fun at e steamboat.. we were teasing each other.. ok more like i was being teased.. but the happy entity beside me is too strong. make me so high la! feel so happy for it(it because i don't want to say whether it is a he or she. later he she scold me for broadcasting news, though it is unlikely that he/she would read this since he/she is too busy dating) gosh really feeling happy for it.. it is like bubbling with happiness and e happiness is drowning everybody.. jus want to say congrats.. really happy for u. u r a good person and deserve someone good. not that i m a bad person, jus that my good person haven't appear yet.. gosh self praising again.. hahahhaha.. anyway, a little envious. but envy takes only 1 percent, happiness takes 79percent and kaponess takes up 20percent.. hahahahahahaha... ok ok too delirious with happiness that i m starting to say weird things

activities lately

last sat i went for a ipsa makeup workshop... oh it was quite dramatic.. as in before that... I woke up that early morning around 6 cos my head was spinning.. then i had sudden stomach cramps then i went to take medicine. then i started vomitting e medicine out.. it was like v scary my head keep spinning keep having double vision then vomit medicine and stomach cramp.. i tot i was goin to faint or sth. then after that i had milo and i felt much better.. hee.. milo is miracle drink. cos after drinking it i was so energetic and my head stopped spinning... i think my period was coming so i felt super unwell not enough blood so after milo had blood.. hahahaha...

oh about e makeup workshop it is at carlton hotel. then basically all e ppl were quite elderly. elderly as in not senior citizens. but well jus working career ladies. then we were like kids.. anyway i was quite terrible at makeup e lady keep having to help me touch up.. hahahha.. actually didn't learn much.. it was more like they were there to sell their products.. but ok la.. i think their products not bad. after that i went shopping with sl.. bought quite a lot of stuff..

last fri went out shopping with my buddy.. didn't get much though.. gosh in e end her bf drove us to have prata then drove me home. i think i m quite terrible v used to being gooseberry e thing is i don't really feel uncomfortable playing gooseberry.. hahahahah..

then yest minli had her bday celebration at raffles hotel. had buffet.. e food was great! anyway got lost finding e place.. as usual, i got lost.. ahhahahaha.. met minli's sec sch and poly frens.. it was quite fun as in e food was great. hahahah.. i got lost at e toilet though. i couldn't find e toilet.. then after i did i went to e male toilet by accident. upon entering it i realised sth was wrong.. hee.. it was too dark there!!! and i couldn't c e signs not my fault! hee.. in this life have accidentally stepped into e male toilet far too many times.. ahhahahha

after that, me, minli, guan hui, and alan went out to watch a movie. sam as always abandoned me for his other frens.. we watched enchanted.. it was quite fun knowing new ppl. guan hui is minli's sec sch fren, but i found her really familiar. it turns out that she is fr e same jc and is fr sim too. no wonder she looks familiar. realised that we have common frens too.. singapore is so small. we watched enchanted which was a super great movie. v fairy tale and funny.. hee... after that me, alan and minli went to e balcony for drinks. they checked our id at e door. ordered a non alcoholic drink cos i seriously can't drink. had jus a sip of minli's mango martini and started feeling hot and dizzy.. hahahahah v terrible.. get drunk super easily. thank godness i didn't ordered a whole glass full of alcoholic drinks. anyway hahahha e 3 of us were really bored don't know where to go we jus didn't want to go home but got no place to go either.. so we went to coffee bean... saw zheng qi!!!! hee... i didn't notice he was dare was super shocked to c him.. don't ask me y.. anyway he was with some hot babes again. hahahah... and ya.. his first question was really funny asked me wat i was doin here.. then i really didn't know how to reply i said goin out with my frens la.. ai yo.. such a weird question. isn't it obvious. he said i changed a lot and haven't seen me in a yr.. then i told him not so kua zhang like we met each other on cindy's bday ma.. fr then till now only half a yr not possible for me to change much. i think maybe it is my new hair la... that zq asked me if there is a christmas party this yr then i say don't know. then he ask me to go say i will get best dressed again. so pai seh!!! y mention it in frt of my frens!!!! ok la.. ai yo.. don't know la..

i think everyone v xiao ti da zuo abt my hair. as in everyone keep asking me if i m in love or sth then it is like they forcing u to say yes.. when i say no they will ask me again.. ai yo... jus a haircut wat... don't make such a big fuss can? everyone thinks i m in love or sth change a lot... i think i grew older these past few days.. hee... oh ya can't wait to meet up with elin and gang.. haven't seen them for v long.. though actually don't have much to tell them. gosh really miss them lots!!! last met them on hq's bday.. gosh gosh. i can't remember if we celebrated elin's bday.. i think we celebrated it together with hq.. hahahhaha.. gosh gosh.. i m seriously sleep walking these days.. can't rmb anything...