went out

today went to recruit agency to look for a job with elin. I know i already have a job. but no harm jumping to another one, if it has better prospects...

i want to go shopping, but didn't buy anything in e end.. hahahhaha.. in e end elin bought a dress... which was really suitable for her. it really looks nice on her...

oh i jus found a dunkin donut online site which sells donuts... yea.... e donuts r supposingly fresh. and i love dunkin donuts... polished off abt 4 donuts in one day when my mom bought it back fr malaysia. so happy... must order.. hahahha... maybe will try it when sl comes back cos she love dunkin donuts too.. anyway the site is dunkindonuts.zlhub.com

oh ya sis is at zouk... sometimes it nv fails to amaze me how different we r in characters and the things we like are so different too... gosh... we r really exact opposites... sl sis is like her.. v funny.. like to gossip abt stars and tell each other lame jokes. so envious! i oso want a sis to share stuff with.. ok la.. i do tell her things occationally, but really rarely. and she will tell me abt who likes her and who she likes or the guy who praise her at e club or sth.. hahahaha.. gosh gosh... really different...

dilemma

shucks.. this afternoon after i took a nap, i wake up with a msg fr my assis manager asking me to go back to work. hai.. maybe it is cos i have jus woken up.. so not in the right mind. i agreed to it! shit... now i m seriously having second thoughts... i mean this is e most shitty place with lots of politics...

on one hand, i m telling myself that i have to bear with it for only 2 and a half months. on the other, i don't know if i can handle this. gosh she already sent me a schedule.. i guess i don't really have a choice... i really feel like finding an admin job. but feel so lazy to go find.. i mean this job has drop on my lap. if i don't take it i will have to go through the troubles of finding another job... ahhh... wat should i do???

i don't want to be stressed out by work and go home crying every night. i don't want to deal with some awful ppl. i really want to be apathetic towards everything at work.. but honestly i don't know if i can do so... recently my life have been smooth sailing... (as in no big dramas happening) if i take it up, everything will be like the past again... ahhh........

went to celebrate xiwen's bday last sat.

ok shall update abt some stuff first... haven't written for a long time. basically the exams are over yea!!!! and now i m slacking. i want to say the other day after tuition i was walking home. but my tuition kids place is near those trees and forest. basically it is near those bungalow so it is very near forest. anyway i heard this big swoshing sound. and i was thinking should be a lizard going into hiding since i m walking by. then i got a shock. the lizard is as big as a 3 yr old kid. it kinds of look like a kimono dragon.. i jus wonder if my eyes were playing a trick on me. i was frozen in fear.. then i told myself to walk out of the place quickly.. gosh gosh really scary!

oh ya my tuition kids the pri 2 r really cute!!!! They will tell me some funny things that happened in sch. and well the other day they were telling me that they like someone. then i ask them who they like. they asked me if i watched hua yang shao nian. then i say ya.. then she say she like wu zun!!!! hahahahhaha.... so cute! even an 8 yr old kid is mesmerize by him. then she said sth like her cousin's house got the poster. then they will kiss the poster. hahahaha... gosh i miss my niece too.. must go and play with them one day..

oh ya last sat went to celebrate xiwen's bday! it was quite a nice day... there was elin, me, yik, xw and hq.. hahahah... elin recommended a steamboat restaurant at bugis. the food was really great.. the ma la guo is oso v tasty. actually i was a bit apprehensive to have ma la guo cos the last time we had it with joyce and gang at the chong qing shop. it was really not nice. jus spicy but not tasty. but the place joyce recommended was cheap, so i guess u can't expect much. anyway the restaurant elin recommended was like u order then they will take the food to u. so u don't have to squeeze with other ppl to take food. and oso it is air conditioned. the jiao zi was really nice. it came up to abt $21, which is quite ok. i would say it was value for money. the service, air con and food makes up for the price. next time, we must go there! oh ya i think i saw darren fr project superstar going to eat at the place when we were about to leave. but i didn't tell elin and gang, was afraid that they don't know who he is. actually i don't really know who he is either, jus know that he is one of the contestants or sth.

after that we went to tcc. we took pictures! hahahhaha.. haven't taken pictures for a long time. anyway we chat a lot. it was quite fun. get to catch up on each other's life... hahahaha... we bought xiwen a watch. actually i really can't remember wat we talk abt. jus know that we had fun talking.. hahahhaha...

oh ya i m so bored... have to eat instant noodles tonight. i want to find a job. but m afraid too busy after finding. if i really can't find a job might go back laura ash to work. i m jus considering if i sld wait till sl come back fr hk to work tgth or.. sld i start working soon. actually i haven't finish sl bday's present. but so lazy to do anything.. hahahhaa.. maybe i shall jus wait for sl, u know in case i start work i won't have time to do her present and stuff. i kind of need money to spend want to save up for things. and i m teaching a pri 6, her psle will end in oct, so i will need cash during that period ba... and i want to go travelling next yr... if i find an admin job, i will get more cash. shuck shucks.. so lost on wat i want to do.. so problematic! shall jus enjoy now... hey, ask me out le.. i v bored.. hahahhaha...

exams

hai.. 3 down 2 to go... feel very discouraged today.. took managerial econs. i really think i m goin to fail. managerial is really a tough one. though i understand the theory in class, when it comes to applying... it is rather hard. and the questions r either u understand or u don't. i really didn't understand the questions today... if i fail this i won't take it again. but well the tot of wasting money and 1 yr studying this subject, is really making me upset. really chose the wrong subject...

hai.. i jus want to vent this out. tmr still have ibm. gosh a lot of memorizing to do. i must get out of this emotions asap. hai... ok ok.... that's all for now.

taking public transport and the first paper

Jus complaing again as always.. hahaha.. i really hate taking the train!

first reason, it is always crowded... i tried taking the train in e afternoon, morning and night at all times it is freaking crowded... honestly i don't know.. I don't know why they can't increase the frequency of the trains... in taiwan, the trains r almost nv crowded. in singapore, everyone is packed like sardains in the train. and imagine having to stand fr clementi to expo for an exam. my legs r seriously killing me. by the time i reach the exam venue super tired and stressed out.

2nd in the train, there is no privacy. like the above pt.. as in is too crowded there is no privacy at all. even when u r sitting down. u have 2 ppl sitting beside u...unless u r sitting in a booth seat.
not like the bus where at most (unless you r sitting at the back) 1 person sits beside u.

3rd the stupid idiotic person falling asleep on ur shoulder.. that is wat happened to me today. this stupid fat, short man ( i know he is short cos he alighted the same stop as me, and he was standing in front of me wa lao.. hate short guys!) he keep leaning on my arms la... i keep elbowing him away but somehow his head will be back! some ppl jus can't get the hint. and hello ur head is not very light u know. not embarrassed to put it on my skinny arms is it?!

damn partly in a bad mood cos i don't think i did v well for my mkting exam. hai.. those that i studied didn't come out and those that i did not came out. and i remember some theory wrongly. will lose a lot of marks.. shit la.. i have the worse exam luck! hopefully i don't do too badly. i already worked very hard. thanks to nervousness remember the theory wrongly. hai... u know i can only blame it on my luck since i already did my best. in the sense absorb everything i could. hai... i really hate myself at times.

weird dreams.. and driving

dreams..

I don't know if it is the exam stress or wat.. i have been having weird dreams lately... maybe got infected by elin. cos elin always has weird dream.. hee kidding.. anyway the nite b4, i dreamt that i was having mkting exam, then weird things happened, the next moment i was looking for a job. super weird la.. jus feel v uneasy abt the dream, but i can't rmb wat happened.

then last nite. hahahha.. i dreamt 3 of our class guys drown! they were playing near the drain u know those big big drain (canal). then 3 of them drown in muddy waters! but honestly i don't know who drowned, cos i can't c their faces. i can only c the survivors faces. then after that the dream change scence v fast. me, yik ling, xw and elin go to this toilet under the overhead bridge. then suddenly me and elin were in the canteen, in jjc uniform. then the queue was super long. there was only 1 store. anyway after we bought our food we were talking. then i asked elin was modules she taking then she say same as me. then i was telling her next yr we choose the same modules then can be in the same class. i was rather happy. but that was oso wat woke me up. because i suddenly remembered elin is in nus. so how is it possible to go to the same classes as me. then i got awaken by that fact. hahahha..

Driving
yesterday new paper had an article abt drink driving. how ppl were killed at bus stops. so scary, u stand at the bus stop waiting for bus, then cos someone lose control of his car then u get hit and die... i jus wonder if i m a ghost will i come back to haunt them. if it is purely an accident, i guess i will forgive. but if they were drink driving definately come back to haunt them until they go crazy. hahaha... I think the worse kind of drivers r those who drink and drive. u want to die, go die urself, don't put others' life at risk. the next kind of drivers i hate r those kai kiang (act smart) one. think they v cool then keep speeding. i think if u r on an expressway and u r below the speed limit, that is a disgusting driver. but if u r speeding unnecessarily, that is even worser.

Hee... i m so against dangerous driving cos... u know everyone will think abt the way they die (me and sl discussed this b4) everyone will have a secret death wish. ok not exactly a wish. but predict how they will die. for my mom, she thinks she will die in a car accident. then those old ppl usually think that they will have weird disease. i personally think i will die being knocked down by a car. so i m kind of precautious abt vehicles. that's y during the ghost festival i rarely wear black at nite. in case the car can't c me then knock me down. and i seriously don't like wearing black for that reason. when i told my colleague abt this, he was like if the car want to knock u down u wear any colour oso will be knocked down. choi choi choi.. touchwood touchwood. hope i don't die after saying this.

oh my freakin god

gosh gosh.. i jus realised exams is next wk... i still tot it was the wk after next. well at least it is better to know now than later.. gosh gosh.. i don't feel really prepared yet. and well done revision. trying to sqeeze as much info in as possible.. but with the time nearing starting to panic and well... i can't really do well under examination conditions.. get too stressed up.. shit shit.. so god damn worried... ahhh.. next wk! y didn't anyone remind me. this wk i m still packed with tution. today and fri and sat sun packed with tuition. thur have piano.. gosh gosh.. too many things too little time.