Hair cut, student psle result

So sad.. my student who usually does well didn't do too well for PSLE... gosh don't know wat to say or do.. Don't know how come like that i feel so disappointed...

had a hair cut yest.. my hair is super short. but it looks better than e long hair. e long hair is making me look pale and sick. i kind of like my new hair...

Yea.. my pri 5 student did well getting a pay raise... hope she does well for PSLE

the lousy funeral consultant

basically u have to hire somebody to take care of the funeral procedurals. the guy we hired is super lousy. he gives the wrong advice, poisons the food and argue with the family.

the first day he suggested we jus open a few tables as there won't be a lot of people.. in e end so pai seh.. there were too many ppl and e food was not enough for everyone.

honestly this guy earns a lot of money fr us. i heard he charge ur v ex for e drinks and peanuts and sweets. if u r thick skin enough to charge 10 times e original cost of sth then at least provide some service. if u can't provide service at least don't argue and be rude to the family. haven't seen anyone like him. we paying so much, but he is freaking rude to us and order us around. like wat the fuck. the worst is that he was supposed to serve dinner at 5.30 by 6sth we haven't had dinner so my uncles went to chui him. he still told my uncle don't force him or else he will die like my grandma... like wat the hell. don't have to be disrespectful to my grandma. she is e only reason u r even here.

gosh if u noticed this entry is done 4am in e morning.. seriously i m supposed to get some sleep.. "today" morning goin to chu bing. but my stomach hurt so much i can't sleep. my cousins and i have diahorrea thanks to his food. gosh. my stomach is that bad that i tried sleeping but i get awaken up due to e pain. gosh don't know how i will survive tmr. hopefully e pain will end soon.. gosh... really hate that guy.. ought to complain him to nea or sth providing unhygenic food. wth.. don't know how i m goin to survive tmr!!!

my grandma is gone

gosh. last wed after work i had to rush to granny place. cos they said she was goin to go soon. anyway i was a few min late b4 seeing her gone... gosh my office is really near her place so i was already rushing there running there.. but it was still too late. felt v stunned when i arrived and they told me she was dead.. i was like really shocked. so i went to c her one last time. i didn't want to cry, but it was like naturally the tears jus flow down. it is like i don't even know i m crying till i feel the tears.

honestly i m quite glad she passed away. listen to me first before ur say i m unfillal. cos she actually suffer quite a lot at 80 years old definately u don't want tubes to be stuck to u everywhere. seriously i hate visiting her at hospital cos it looks so painful. and honestly my grandma lived a blessed life.. as in everyone will dote on her have lots of grandchildren, great grandchildren. nth else in her life she needs to fufill anymore. this few days have been helping out at the wake. super tired... grandpa is senile. then it is quite funny. as in when he know his wife is dead he was really sad but after awhile he will forget she is dead. when they were removing granny's bed grandpa keep scolding them asking them who they r y come and steal things. but actually it is good to forget. then he won't have grieve and sorrow.

yest helped to looked after my niece and nephew super tired. my cousin son who is 4 really naughty.. hee.. when he is alone he really guai.. but when he is with his biao jiu.. my cousins.. he get naughty.. keep running around. he is really smart for a 4 yr old. as in when his parents ask him not to play le. he say he is helping to serve guest. hee... then when my cousin ask him to catch them he hug and told one of them i love you so accompany me to catch them. hahahhaa... but really naughty la.. cos there is another nephew younger than him called lucus. then lucus is only 1 half yr old. can't talk much can run. lucus like running hahahaha... he like want to play with them but don't know wat they r playing so he keep running and laughing. anyway shaun the 4 yr old one don't like lucus cos when lucus is around all e attention is on him. then he v bad push lucus down. then all of us went to scold him. then shaun act innocent again. say he is sorry later he still push my niece down. ai yo... he really mischeivous. but one thing good is that when other kids r crying lucus and shaun knows how to console them as in.. though they r young when they c ppl crying they will run and hug them and sayang them and ask them not to cry.. so cute rite?? so adorable...

grey

gosh realised i haven't blog since a mth ago. actually nth much happened.. jus tat life have been getting busy and sucky... v depressed lately.. shall elaborate more..

oh ya my tuition kid was really cute.. as in wat she said really puzzled me.. hahahhah... one day i was in a lift with her then there is this young toddler. maybe 3 or 4 yr old. then my kid was carrying a barbie bag.. then e toddler keep telling her mom jie jie's bag very cute... hahahha.. when we get out e lift i told my kid that toddler very cute.. then she told me she bu xi huan xiao hai zi ( in other words she don't like kids) i was really shocked.. i was like but u r a kid too. btw my tuition kid is 8 and she always tells me childish thing. she really jus a kid. hahahhaha.. so funny she keep telling she me she hate kids.. then she keep pestering me to invite her to my wedding, honestly i m not planning to get married anytime soon ok. hahahha.. then she tell me not to have kids so soon cos i still young.. ai yo! an 8 yr old lecturing a 21 yr old.. i really don't know wat to say...

my nephew was really sweet too.. that day he learnt to make pizza cos it was my niece his sis bday. he wanted to make it for his sis.. so sweet.. but my sis say he is giving off gay vibe.. hahaha.. but it is scary to think abt that since he is so young...

oh ya now for the not so happy part.. really feel unhappy lately.. maybe it is cos of e weather.. really feel like i m dragging myself out of bed everyday. then oso cos life have been too boring. sch, work, tuition, sch.. the vicious cycle continues... and oso during yr end i always feel depressed. don't know y.. maybe cos i feel like i have wasted the whole yr.. in short i jus don't like yr end!

very fed up at work lately. it seems that no1 cares abt working. as in they have to close oct acct soon. so we have to prepare. but it seems like i m the only one preparing and bascially i m only a temp staff! like they don't have any sense of urgency towards it at all, only i m feeling the sense of urgency.. the Acct executive (AE) really useless.. i think i have complained abt her in e last few entries, but seriously... ahhh.. it is like i m doing all her work. and i m damn fed up of it! she is not even rushing for closing but i m rushing like siao. she is not even preparing for it. then it is like they jus throw all the things to me lor.. for goodness sake i m jus a temp, but i m completely doin wat the ae is supposed to do.

i realised some report have not been prepared for closing so i told my buddy. she told me not to care must teach the ae a lesson, or else she will think i will always be there to wipe her butt..
then there were some reports which the ae is supposed to do, but apparantly the accountant think that i m capable of doin it so ask me to handle it. seriously, my degree is not in acct, so i don't know nuts abt it, secondly, wat did ur hired an ae for? i didn't know how to do so i called the ae in hq to ask her.. then i ask her y m i learning all these don't ur need to teach the ae since i would be leaving soon. then they jus said they give up teaching her.. ahhh..... i know i m "smart" pick up things faster than her, but ur teach me all her work for wat? I really think that woman is jus an AE in name only cos she have the experience. i was honestly suprised that everything she knows how to do i know too... and learnt it at a faster pace.

Then a simple thing as keying invoice oso can key wrongly. i still told her umpteen times to key that way.. was really fedup le.. the idiotic thing is that she denied anyone teaching her.. then i realised i wrote it down on e "bible" the (mi ji) and she tell me no1 told her. even if u cannot hear u can c right? there write in cap to key liao.. jus cos she keyed one info less i have so much problem contra my acct.

i oso don't like it when u can't meet deadline. i need her to do somethings before i can contra my things.. then she always tell me she will do it later cos she very busy. busy doin wat? answering phone call the whole day.. can't she set a good role model for us. a temp busier than an ae wat is this co turning too. then u r delaying my progress le. jus cos u haven't key that info in i can't do a lot of things. then i have to wait for u.. like ni zi ji si jiu hao le bu yao ba wo tuo xia shuai. jus cos u r not serious don't expect me to be not serious too..

I heard elin mom is an ae then her mom quite zai learn the co acct by herself. ai yo... how come this ae so jia lat de.. need me a temp to teach her wat to do. then the stupid thing is anyone teach her she oso don't listen. ming ming do AR de somehow still can key invoices wrongly to ap.. then cause ap to not tie. when i tell ppl that i m doin the ae work everyone seems a bit surprised, even i m surprised at how incapable this ae is. the accountant was shocked when i told her i was doin schedule. ask me how i know how to do. learn la...

even more angry when i saw her keying in nov inv.. it is like now rushing for oct u doin nov for wat can use ur brain all not? she is doin things like she have all the time in e world. then i c her haven't completed rda and pass journal.. i really want to do it but my buddy dissuaded me ask me to teach her a lesson. gosh i really feel like huang shang bu ji tai jian ji.

The stupid thing is she is always acting busy, complaining that she is busy. when i look at wat she is doin i know she can't be busy. cos the things that she is doin i can do too in a short period of time and furthermore those r not urgent!!!! she apparantly doesn't know the meaning of busy. busy is when u have deadlines in 2 hrs time. i started work at 1.30pm but is expected to hand in some analysis of acct by 3pm. ahh... i don't understand y everyone is stressing me to do those things but not stressing that ae. so funny la.. then call fr hq oso ask for me to analyse the entries.. then when i ask them y don't ask e ae. then say they think i know better and don't want to talk to her. ai yo.. do all e shit lor.. i wish e ex ae was everyone life wasn't tat stressful. that ae super hardworking de everytime ot. then when i want to help her she would refuse my help. treat me so good. then give me things that don't need to use brains to do de. now my brains think too much abt no..

my buddy keep telling me not to care abt work. don't get so agitated and so pia to complete things on time... she said if no1 else is caring y r u caring. then ask y m i doin all e impt work rushing for closing when their ae can't even be bothered! i really don't like this kind of work attitude. i realised i can be quite serious at work for don't know wat reason oso. it is jus that i don't like ppl to wipe my butt.. i don't like to handover incomplete things to ppl. and i like learning new things to do. i don't want to have this attitude though i m jus only a temp. i jus feel that if i can give my best i will give my best. cos only when u give ur best u can learn the most. apparently i m an idiot for thinking this way. seriously i m doin all i can to try not to be rude to that ae.. she is seriously getting on my nerves.