Bad people trying to add bad.

In the past I really thought e ae was concerned about whether i was doing too much work. as in she is concerned of me. Now I jus think she is a really lousy actress, a person with other ulterior motive but jus playing nice because she wants everyone to believe she is nice.

Since we move, maybe because I have been doing things quite effectively, so recently my boss is handling me with quite a number of responsibilities and I think she is unhappy with that. In the first place who was the one who didn't handle the job well and leave me to clear so much shit.

Lately there have been a lot of report which my boss ask me to do and he personally teaches me. Actually he did that last time too, but jus recently she noticed. Today she came to my desk a no of times jus to check wat i was doing. Honestly are you blind, doing report la. And honestly she didn't have to come to my desk to check wat i was doing all she needed to do is to check her email.

Recently, she also keep trying to spot my mistake. Sometimes she is e one who made the mistakes. Honestly, don't keep trying to put ppl in e spot if you r not capable enough. Dumb bitch!

Today she came to tell me she wants to tell boss that she thinks that i m doin too much report. Wat the fuck! After telling her I can cope she still want to do this shit. The one cheating OT in this co is U not me. And honestly, I think I proved that i can cope with me work, I can summit a report within a few hours, even with the number of report i m doin i still leave work at 5.30pm everyday. Don't try to steal away my things jus because you feel jealous or inferior and also because you are not capable enough. Still want to act like a good person, scared i can't cope. Wat the fuck! Be more honest with yourself! Don't try to act like a good person! Say until so nice. Go to hell la.

Honestly she want to take e report go ahead. I don't give a damn! Anyway I m not planning to stay here long. I remember one teacher in jc which i didn't like very much said this, but as this is very true I have to use it. "mian zi(face)" is people give de, respect needs to be earned. I think I gave her enough face, everyone else oso give her enough face. Respect for her, not in this lifetime. Honestly she is such a failure no one in the company respects her. Pathetic loser. And who does she have to blame? Only herself. You want people to respect you do your work well, don't procrastinate. Then still always on the phone. If you want to slack do it discretely. I also slack sometimes, but after i do my work. Can't even finish your work cheat OT still talk on the phone. Honestly you think people are blind ah? And honestly no one is indispensible, don't think you are that great you are nothing. Really can't stand this place anymore! Shall leave after bonus.

The best actors are the people around you!

Hmmm... Today don't feel very happy. Actually today my office is moved. As in we move office. Just one move really saw the true colours of some people. The slackers who were not doing anything, the people whom you nv though would cheat to get OT. Actually today I was so angry that I couldn't act anymore. I kind of displayed my anger. Not a very smart thing to do. But there is definitely a boiling point to everyone. When u reached it, even when you know it is not right you can't really help it. I really think I should get a new job soon. I can't stand working there. This is the first time I feel this way about this job so far.

I seriously think when people are very stressed they will show their true self. And today it was really obvious. In the office you really can't be too righteous. Cos everyone working is not. And it wouldn't do you good if you are. Gosh this society is really pathetic. I think I need to change my nosy character and be more apathetic. Shall tell ur more on this issue tmr too tired now.