oh ya that day me and sl went out...last wed we went out... we went to c santino of project runway and go shopping at e same time. we were having icecream 1 floor below of kino(cos can't bring icecream in) we had pepper lunch ice cream really delicious as we were eating. we saw this guy that looks like renfu... haha... for meihui's sake we went stalking him!!! wanted to take a pic of him...

at first we went to e chinese bk section w/o e intention of looking for him.. then well we saw him.. haha.. after that kind of fellow him a bit... then after that we decided to stop stalking him. hee.. after that my stomach v pain so i went to e toilet. then when i was telling sl i found a way to (tou pai)take a photo of him without him noticing. i can pretend i m messaging then take photo of him.. haha... when i was about to say out loud wat i jus tot. i saw him, then i was like oh shit.. hope he didn't hear me... then after that when we take my phone out pretending to msg someone we kind of talk v loudly cos purposely want to let him know that we r not (tou pai) him. haha.. then this man came close to us looking at wat we were trying to do... stupid man kapo! didn't manage to get a clear pic..

haha.. it was really fun la.. e adrenaline rush of doin sth stupid... hee.. if i become a serious working woman i can't do this kind of stupid things le...


Damn pissed off! fucking bitches. i m goin to talk abt work again. hee.. as always.. i hit target already.. want to hit more get e tea set i mention in my earlier entries. anyway. today e fucking am and e rest of a shift went for break. well they gave themselves a longer break. at tat period of time we were v busy. then there were a lot of customer. anyway i served this cust who came yest she wanted to refund her rug and buy a new chair.. well so i did a refund for her.. somehow later i sold e chair.. in e end i have to share e chair with a lazy idiot. cos e am says so... fuck la.. wat e hell did he do to deserve e sales. i don't mind sharing, but i don't want to share with ppl who don't deserve it. it is not only e sharing part that i m unhappy abt.

they went for a fuckin long break. and when they came back they didn't even apologize. it is like it is rightful their break should be 1 and a half hour. while they were away we were clearing shit. their shit. when they came back they were like wa shop v messy. fuck! do u know how busy we were. don't abuse ur authority, bitch! they only talked abt sharing e sale when i came back fr break. wat the hell bet they were gossiping abt me while i was away. y sld i share with him lo. i did delivery and everything. fuck! and u were not asking me if i want to share sales with him, u were telling me to share e sales with him. fuck u la bitch!

oh ya then e other day i was kind to this person, i shared sales with her. in e end realise i undercharge her. wat the hell. in e end they tell me i might have to pay. y only i have to pay, u had a share in e sales. not only that y can't u call e customer to ask her to pay. wat the fuck! so regret sharing with her. not only that.. e other day she was like complaining now tat i have hit y don't i jus give her my sales say like i v stingy won't give her any customer. hello y must i give u mine customer. i don't benefit in being generous to u. u will only luo jing xia shi , xin zai le huo when i m in trouble. 2 face bitch. if u have e capability go make sales urself.. stop being lazy and whinning. don't expect me to give u any of my sales. even if they say i m stingy jus let it be. fuck man... this ppl r so undeserving. then u know wat to stop me fr making sales she asked me to steam all e clothes and call cust. wat the fuck. don't even help me call cust while i steam really waiting for me to do everything.

i m goin to tell them i m resigning on tue. want to leave nxt mth.. i don't want to stay in this hell anymore.. don't ever let me b ur superior in e future i will make sure u suffer as if u r leaving in hell. wa... i really v angry!

hai... realised i can be quite competitive sales wise.. last tue i already made 3000, but e person that i dislike served my cust, and now maybe became higher than me... i really don't want to lose to her.. i don't like e feeling of losing.. i haven't lost for a long time le. it is like i don't know.. though god is quite kind to me he is kind of making fun of me too. that day 2 regular came. one of them was my cust, the other was jus a regular. then jus nice when they both came i was busy doin sth so can't serve them so i missed big sale. then after that wed e person that i dislike served my big cust in e end made 2000+ hai.. it is like god is making fun of me... i really want to win this mth. jus let me win this mth and i don't care anymore. after all i m resigning. i want e tea set!

Oh ya yest i wanted yu le bai fen bai, e repeat... i was kind of sad when i watched it.. hee.. cos i really miss meihui. i saw e news after renfu made ji qin pregnant, and she is like pregnant for 3 mths already. gosh when mh hear this news she will be damn sad. i wanted to call u immediately to tell u. but i suddenly rmb that u r in aus. i really miss e times when i call u to watch a show or news... hai.. i really miss u so much! did u heard the news that he is going to have a shotgun marriage! hai.. really want to be e first to tell u! but i suppose i won't have e chance to. miss u so much! take care!

oh gosh my sales really bad recently! hai.. i want good sales luck. i m really desperate.. haven't been last for a long time. starting to panic. i m not used to not being first... hai... maybe this mth will be a great lesson for me...

So tired! Had work in e morning... then well it is yin yin bday and i was invited.. so went. Bought a laura ashley purse for her.. wa.. i really love it! i want to buy it for myself 2...

Today i saw 3 stars. in e morning, i saw wong liling. she was without makeup a lot of freckles i almost can't recognise her... hee.. then after that lynn asked me to post e mailer.. so i went to e postoffice upstairs... then when i was posting saw a member of j3 fr superband. i think he is e lead with his gf... then i actually only saw them from e reflection of e post box. then i m quite sure he was looking at me cos his reflection his face was facing me... wa lao.. i wanted to turn and c him and his girl clearly, but i scared he would know i m looking so i continue to pretend posting e mailers. then after they left i quickly finish posting.. i wanted to stalk them and c how e gf looks like.. haha... but well.. i was working so my curiousity shall die there.. hee.. then after that i saw li teng fr super host... he really look like a comic character. Oh ya tat day i oso saw chen liping and her husband... wa... y can't i c super big stars instead? hee...

yin bday i got lost finding e condo... anyway well.. at first was v scared i would be lonely cos i don't know any of her frens except liling... so i was sticking to liling like crazy. after that san san came. san san is a girl fr jj and oso fr sim.. i only get to know her today. but we hit it off quite well so i wasn't so lonely. we went explore e place together.. then lay ping oso came... san san father drove me back.. thanks him... it was quite fun la.. haha... i didn't really expect to enjoy myself. but i really enjoyed myself. laugh till my stomach burst!

Oh ya did i change a lot? as in, in my apperance.. today wing yan oso attended yin party. wing yan is fr choir. she is oso yin classmate. then well i approached her then asked if she remembered me. then lp and san was beside me... she say san and lp looks more familiar than me... then i was like.. wat?! we r fr choir.. then choir only have 10 members lor... how hard is it for her to remember me.. haha... in e end i made her guess but she couldn't guess so i gave her some names to guess with.. haha.. she still almost guess eileen. to save myself fr e embarassment i told her my name.. haha... that time elin's bday oso... stupid dave didn't recognise me. i suppose i have a forgettable face! so sad!

Oh ya that day one of my colleague tot i m 18, and told me that i m v pretty.. hee... though it is a lie i m v happy to hear that lie... hee... but she really looked shocked when i told her i m 20. hee... ok shall believe in these lies more! hee...

R ur feeling a bit nostalgic? hee... feel kind of weird... Taka is playing christmas songs. hee.. it reminds me of the time of e yr again. wow... 1 yr seems to fly by... last yr this mth, i was working at sakae... not that happy. started work at laura ash in dec... hee.. so many memories to relish. oh ya a customer told my assis manager that she pity us have to hear christmas songs for 2 mths. hee... i was told her to tell e customer, well she haven't heard e chinese new year song yet. haha.... Mei hui r u feeling nostalgic? do u miss home? miss me 2? hee...

Last sun had a meeting at 8am at coffee club express.. yea.. got free breakfast! But well it was a breakfast with a burdan. they told everyone me and teresa r senior parttimer. in other words do more, get paid e same. hee.. well it is a burdan cos we r planning to resign. and well give ur present in front of everyone else. ai yo... realise that a lot of e parttimers r resigning. hai... don't want to leave them in e lurch. but as someone told me (tui ren jia ren ci, shi dui zi ji chan ren) being kind to others is being cruel to urself. well true... hee.. will (chuan dao jiao tou zi ran zhi) will i guess things will be alright.

last mon sl and i went to watch death note and went shopping.. hee.. so funny on e bus at times we completely don't have anything to say. not cos we have nth to say is cos we have too much to say don't know where to start... hee.. talk like crazy. Death note was great! really interesting. though i heard e comic is better e movie is not bad.

Hai.. recently so many celebrities r breaking up... my fav couple reese witherspoon and ryan phillipe has divorce, britney and some other couples too... was talking to sl and my other colleague. my colleague was saying, she and a guy (gao ai mei) for v long, but in e end well it jus ended. hai... then have this colleague, while we were having e event outside she met this younger guy and well, somehow she broke up with her bf for 2 yrs and was with him. she know him for last than a mth, but well. 2 yrs relationship, can't compare to a crush. was quite disappointed with her, cos it sounds like she and e other guy were planning long term. well... it is her choice i can't do anything, and besides it is none of my business.

"love" these days is so fragile. somehow everyone love themselves more than anything else. it so sad. this world is a pathetic place.