My sister keepers

Really really great book by jodi picoult.. made me tear, though i didn't cry.. it is about a parents with a daughter with leukemia when she was 3. hence they decided to go through artificial insemination to have another daughter who is thus able to provide bone marrow for her dying sister. anyway it is about the youngest daughter, when she grew up and had to give a kidney to her sister decided to sue her parents for rights of her own body. shall not say too much or else it is gonna be a spoiler.. finished it in 2 days...

it is really touching, about sibling rivalry for attention, the love for each other.. i think sisters knows how's having a sister like. i think sisters and brothers relationship r really diff.. sis is like ur best fren and yet ur worst enemy.. hee.. seriously having a sis is like having a lover! u have e worst fights but yet e most fun and happiness tgth.. ok i wouldn't go to e extent of saying my sis is my best fren, but well at least we do confide in each other...

today get bullied by my tuition kids again!!!! they keep poking my ribs and tickling me.. ai yo i m really lousy.. somemore 2 of them tgth one stay guard e other attack.. hahahahhaha... gosh i m so easy to bully..

feel so frustrated! so many things to do so little time... shall not complain abt e postman today hee..

Shopping shopping and shopping

gosh... haven't blog for quite awhile.. last fri went shopping with buddy.. hee.. a buddy tagged along.. guess i m too used to it.. no feeling being lightbulb.. so funny la.. go shopping with them for boxers for her bf.. then e both of us stupidly wonder if it is female boxer or male boxer when her bf already knew... gosh then know there was so much knowledge in shopping for that.. anyway didn't manage to buy anything.. jus heard buddy complained abt sam all day long.. hee.. really don't know wat to react to do or say.. anyway quite fun.. her bf really nice always drive me home after shopping if he is driving.. they look really sweet together.. hope they can be together for long...

last sat went to causeway after jap class to look at tvb artiste.. really lot of ppl.. got bosco, kevin, myolie, shermaine and ou yang zheng hua (bobby) and wang xi.. hahhahaha.. bobby really funny e host asked him if how many times has he been to sg.. he said been here since black and white tv.. zheng jia yin looked really weird in person.. his face really v tight.. then his eyebrow super thick.. he looks like he had on a lot of makeup.. but he is still good looking la.. bosco looks so small in person.. but really cuter and more handsome. myolie looks thinner in person and she is super tall lor.. really pretty... wang xi was a bit scary with moustach.. cos e host announced bosco bobby and wang xi on stage, then i told my fren e host anyhow announce don't c wang xi at all.. ahhahhaha.. anyway it was fun la..

last mon went shopping with elin.. e two gluttons ate a lot again.. ahhahaha.. i think e reason y we eat so much is cos we r born in e yr of e cow.. so got 4 intestine.. but cow only like to eat grass le.. we eat everything which make us seem more like pigs.. hmm.. hahahhaha... anyway elin bought a nice dress v her style.. i bought a top and sth else i can't rmb wat though. oh and a pair of shoes.. hahahah.. everytime supposed to pei her go shopping in e end buy more than her.. but really nice shopping with her.. we went bugis street but didn't get anything in e end again.

recently been watching a few shows.. ye man nai nai II is quite nice.. v funny.. But i strongly reccommend this jap drama the one pound gospel! really funny! ok it is kind of cheesy.. but i like it.. about a glutton boxer who is always trying to lose weight to qualify for e lightweight competition. everytime he faints on e rink jus call out a few food names and he would be awake.. he is in love with a nun, sis angela, and he is trying to trick her to be his gf.. v corny storyline but v entertaining!!! e guy is so kawaii!!!!

gosh com is down again!!! really hightime to buy a new one.. but recently trying to save up for my sis to go aus to study.. can't spend that much.. as in neng shen je shen.. i think my sis laptop is quite old if she goes there i think will need to buy a new one.. so maybe can leave this old one behind for me... hai.. don't really want to worry about money saving here and there.. i always feel e best way is to earn money not save money cos it is impossible to save anything. and saving is honestly too hard for me.. i will feel really pathetic if i save on every little thing, like saving on food. i mean not like i m poor or anything.. y must i live this kind of life.. i want to be richer.. i want to earn more money.. but earning too much is not good too. cos it might mean no time to spend it.. gosh i jus hope i have more money.... won a calvin klein body lotion.. yipee..

shopaholic amanda and elin.. some thoughts..

had jap class.. elin called me during class but i didn't ans.. anyway she tot i was sleeping.. when i got hm and msn then realised she wanted to ask me out shopping..

hahahha.. imagine at 6pm.. then we arrange to go shopping. then girls go shopping v ma fan de.. must makeup, eat dinner(hahaha.. that is me hungry amanda) hahaha.. we actually couldn't have much of shopping but we still went.. bought a pair of jeans, skincare and stuff.. we went to this place at mohammed sultan road this jap restaurant.. food was super good lor! i think we really eat a lot.. had good fun chatting.. hee.. had a souchou with ume.. really great tasting

today heard some bad news.. feel kind of sad.. maybe it is e late nite plus e teary mild cleansing oil.. hahahha.. making me super teary.. don't say i kua zhang i really feeling v emo.. so sad.. anyway i doubt the person will read this, but i jus want to wish e best to him. gosh i can't imagine it.. he must be super sad now and to think a few weeks ago he was so happy.. how can it be! he is supposed to be the one happy in this clique! y is his happiness so short lived.. but i think it is short but good ba.. like william shakesphere said to love before is better than nv to have love at all... don't know wat to say to console him.. jus want him to know that there is lots of fren out there who cares and not jus abt knowing e gossip and stuff.. who will feel sad when he is down.. gosh.. y did he have to write things so sadly!!! idiot! hahahha.. shouldn't scold him since he is down! gosh gosh i really don't know wat to say! good luck seems lame, a better one in e future seems even lamer.. gosh wish u have lots of white blood cells to quickly heal e wound in ur heart! i hope that sounded ok..

out with teresa again.. hee..

today we went central.. nv been there b4 so go look look.. really v big but nth to buy at all. hee.. after that we went to this jap ice cream place.. i saw this bowl of soup looks delicious.. then wanted to have it.. though i jus had pepper lunch and added a bowl of rice fr teresa. hee.. anyway turns out e soup is with udon! i didn't read e menu properly! then cos e pic so nice so order le.. hee.. ahh... was so full la.. but e udon was not bad similar to e one i had at waraku.. so somehow i managed to finish it. then still had a big bowl of ice cream desert.. i really felt like i jus had a buffet.. have 2 bowl of rice then go some jap restaurant wanting to have desert ended up having udon and ice cream.. ai yo..

anyway really many funny things happened when i m out with teresa it was like after i had e udon teresa said don't know whether e person will serve out desert w/o asking.. then e person really came.. teresa mouth v suai.. everytime say sth, e thing will come true.. then she said yest jo asked abt me then after a few seconds i appear in frt of her.. she say i v chang ming.. don't know wat it means.. i supposed some sort of superstition where e person nv dies.. cos everytime someone talk abt them they will appear.. hahahah...

oh ya marina square really not a bad place to shop.. their zara and topshop have things that other places don't have cos more secluded.. then some shops at level 2 have really cheap clothes.. like pasar malam price. saw a pair of shoes at zara.. v good quality at 39.90 which i think is ok, but don't have my size.. a bit tight.. i recently bought a tight shoe and realised loose shoe is better than tight shoe..

teresa was super nice to me.. always giving me nice stuff and she helped me carry my bag today.. cos had tuition after that.. then had 4 assessment bks in my bag.. so she help me carry all e way fr central to marina.. it was super heavy la.. wa.. i really love her.. but i think i bully her too often must treat her nicer.. she is really like my younger sis.. i bet she was e baby who got swop with my sis.. hee.. jus kidding.. i love my sis too..

reservation road, piano

Went to pay exam fees.. super costly.. anyway met guan hui minli's fren. anyway after that since we r in town decided to watch a movie. we watched reservation road.. good storyline but well.. shall elaborate on e experience..

when we got into e cinema it is like quite empty.. then there were lots of old ppl.. a bald old man stared at me cos i was talking during e ads.. hello uncle it is jus e ads. then in e middle of e movie a man was snoring.. hahahha.. he was snoring so loudly that e person in frt of him told him to shut up in a subtle manner.. i think their conversation was like can u keep ur sound down.. u r snoring too loudly.. hee..

gosh really artistic movie.. abt a hit and run accident. a 10yr old boy get killed and his father is looking for e murderer turns out e murderer is someone he knows. as he can't contain his anger and grief, he seeks for vengeance and tried killing e murderer. e murderer is full of guilt, and so e guy decided to forgive him.

sl sis goin to aus to study.. i think sl seems a bit sad.. as in she will be lonely when her sis is gone. gosh.. lucky her.. i oso want to go overseas to study.. it is like life is so monotonous now.. it is so scary la.. like when i m doin my math assignment don't even need to think de.. like a robot writing down entries automatically.. don't even need to count jus use calculator.. it is like ok la.. shall not complain... i mean boring is a good thing in some sense rite? my sis want to go overseas to study too.. but mum doesn't seem keen on that idea.. too expensive.. hai.. it is always abt e money.. hate being tied down bcos of money..

v sad.. today get scolded by my piano teacher.. she says i m improving too slowly.. which is very true. cos i practice little and started comparing me with her other student.. gosh... m i supposed to be motivated to improve.. anyway there is this thing abt e flexibility of my hand e weight i m not using right.. she teach me for so long until she say she don't know how to teach liao.. but i seriously don't know how to exert e right weight.. as in fr e right place.. no matter how hard i try.. it is not that i don't want to do it it is jus that i can't do it.. gosh i want to do it more than anyone else! so sad la.. don't know how i can improve e condition... it is like learn piano for so long liao but still can't exert e right force..

oh ya.. this is a gd yr to keep in contact with ppl.. sl in contact with her pri sch fren.. while i m in contact with strangers.. hahaha.. not really strangers la.. a person i heard a lot abt but know nth abt.. sounds a bit contradictory but well

vivo is too big. got lost there..

went to vivo today with teresa. didn't buy a lot of things. just that watson having 20percent so i bought a bottle of sunblock and a moisturiser.. damn.. i already have 4 bottles of moisturisers.. but really can't help buying skincare. went daiso and bought lots of food. hahahahha.. bought lots of candy at candy empire.. i realised yik is right.. i will nv run out of things to buy.. gosh.. though i have everything liao.. it is seriously scary.. i didn't use to be like that.. wat is happening to me?? maybe e wallet monster.. shit.. someone sld jus lock me at hm. oh no.. then i will go online to buy things. i think someone sld jus lock me up in e toilet or sth.

oh ya vivo's toilet really stinks.. hahahah... anyway e place really too big keep getting lost.. i like e 3rd level outside thing though.. kids can play water but a bit scary walking there at night.. almost stepped into a pool by accident cos too dark i can't differentiate whether it is floor or water.. maybe i m jus blind la. went marche to have dinner.. e crepe was not as nice as e one i had a few years back.. really fufilling dinner.. hee..

was quite fun chatting with her.. it is amazing that i have known her for like 2 yrs liao.. we started out as colleagues who would guess we would still be this close.. i mean now that we r not working tgth nth in common to talk abt.. furthermore she is e quiet kind.. i guess it is fate ba.. like some ppl r jus fated to be ur fren. i m quite glad to have a fren out of a colleague..

last nite me and elin a bit siao.. we started planning for our old age.. hahahahha.. really funny.. i can jus imagine it.. seriously so happy to have them as frens.. at least when i m old i will have someone to talk to..