Trip to europe

Urgh!! My independent trip to Europe is all ruined!!! My Mum is coming along. Honestly feel a bit irritated and yet a bit relieved. Relieved that at least i will have a companion throughout the journey, irritated that all my plans and imaginings are ruined.. Hahahah.. I wanted to be independent for once!!! Honestly feel a bit stressed goin overseas with her. Actually lately with jus she and me in the house i feel a bit being driven up the wall, i really feel a bit irritated, but no choice... Jus when i tot i could "escape" her for 2 wks.. ahhahahhaha..

Not that i don't love my mum.. I do. But with her constant nagging, sometimes i really feel that i need my space. Especially lately, i jus want to be alone, i got no idea y.. Jus feel that to always console her on her insecurities is making me feel a bit tired. Having to take care of her emotions is a bit overwhelming at times.. Later she gets inferior i have to console her..Travelling with her will make me feel a bit tired, cos i have to constantly look out for her and entertain her i guess. Y m i always the one being stuck to her? hahahha..

But ok la.. with her around can go to more places and also someone to take care of me. Somemoer she old already, my time left with her not a lot also. Sometimes i wish i have more siblings. then my burdan would be lighten. I honestly do not not love her.. It is just i need a break. Honestly is it normal to feel this way? M I being unfillial? I hope not.. Gosh.. I should drive this evil thoughts away! Ahhh.. I m such an unfillial daughter!

I am going to try to be independent.

Gosh... I am so excited, yet very afraid.... Gosh...

I am travelling to europe to look for my sister!!! First time i am taking an aeroplane alone. Gosh feel a bit scared. And on the way back, since e flight is transiting at hk, i will go for a day tour in hk by myself alone. Ahhhhhhh... Very scary!!! Hahahhaha.. But I am 24 already, i want to be independent for once, and i want to do things to get adrenline rushing again! I feel very stagnent at the moment! Gosh.. Really very scared! I super have no sense of directions at all. i hope i don't get lost. I hope i wouldn't cry in the middle of the streets if i get lost. Super useless. Gosh so scary.. hahahah..

Will be gone for most of apr... going from 14 apr-3may.. Yea!!! Can't wait.

Anyway was damn funny cos i have to take 11 and a half days so was thinking wat excuse i would give to my boss if he asks... So the shipping assiss and i were brain storming.

first excuse tell him it is personal reason, then spell P.E.R.S.O.N.A.L to him.. ahhahhaha..

2nd excuse tell him i going for plasic surgery so need a longer break

3rd excuse going for a sex change operation

4th excuse going to look after my sister hahhahaha.. the shipping assistant was like if someone else used this excuse they would believe, but because it is me, a person who isn't even capable of taking care of herself. Shipping assiss was like he would definately think i go there to snatch her food to eat, cos i snatched his food.. hahahaha.. Shall share with you wat i did to my "adorable" boss later.

4th excuse was the best, but in e end he jus approved my leave blindly.. hahahahha.. Anyway at first i tot maybe i purposely submit a 5 day leave first then submit the rest later, so he wouldn't know i take 11 days consecutively, but it was useless. hahahhahah..



Ok now about me stealing his food. We had company dinner on tue night. Well, it was ala-carte buffet.. So order and e food will come. So my boss haven't food yet, but there was food in front of him. I was really hungry and the food looked like something i ordered. So i took it from him and told him it is mine because i ordered it. he looked at me with the don't know what to do with me face. hahahhaha.. I think he was a bit angry. He was sitting 2 seats away from me, basically the sales executive was sitting beside me and he was sitting beside the sales exec. Later throughout the night the sales manager was boring him with work, he looked at me, so the sales exec asked me to entertain him. So we were crap talking to him. When he took a sip of the souju, he told me this souju is made from potato.. Hahhaha.. Anyway it was quite fun.. We crap a lot..

2 funny incidents

Actually not very funny, but ok shall just share wat happened.

There is this song called 小小蟲. Basically the lyrics to the song was rather romantic. It is about how a worm helped a guy to woo a girl. I don't really want to explain the lyrics to the song, because I don't really know how to explain stuff. So the lyrics is as follows:

我從小不會說話 總會說些不該說的話 也沒辦法我知道我是傻瓜 我不是說情話的專家 別怪我我搞不懂 要不是這條小小的蟲 嚇得讓你跳進了我的懷中可不可這樣跟你相擁 我真的很沒用要感謝這小小蟲給我機會 這是我初次嘗到戀愛滋味感覺好奇怪 好像 傷害了誰 或許我太壞 把小蟲摔下來 去換你的愛小蟲也有牠用途 牠用自己摔下來的痛苦 換我幸福也許相愛是這樣 有人快樂就有人受傷 別緊張像我這樣 那麼平凡一張大眾臉從來沒人願意多看我一眼 可是在人來人往隻間 卻有小蟲還我心願要感謝這小小蟲給我機會 這是我初次嘗到戀愛滋味感覺好奇怪 好像 傷害了誰 或許我太壞 把小蟲摔下來 去換你的愛謝謝你心意 我會好好待你 保護著你 帶你看天地下次如果看見女孩子 別再猶豫 你趕快跑到她外衣 讓我表現自己 la la la la要感謝這小小蟲給我機會 這是我初次嘗到戀愛滋味感覺好奇怪 好像 傷害了誰 或許我太壞 把小蟲摔下來 去換你的愛對不起 對不起 對不起 對不起

Anyway this is not the point. The point a similar situation happened, but it was totally not romantic and ended a bit ghastly. A worm was on my male colleague's collar. Then I totally panicked. Was carrying my bulky wallet with me, so i attacked his collar with the bulky wallet. He got he a shock when he see me wanting to hit him with my bulky wallet, and he stopped me. I was shouting "worm", "worm" the worm was crawling toward his neck which looks a bit dangerous. He was like use ur hand la! So in the end, i used my finger to "tan"(the action where you hit someone ear?) the worm off his collar. In the end I "tan" the worm into his collar instead. When I stopped, he asked me where the worm now and i replied "it died on ur collar" hahahha.. In the end there was a huge stain on his collar. When he reached home and saw the stain, he told me he can imagine how brutally i killed the worm. Gosh!!! I swear I didn't mean to kill it, but it was too fragile!

With the same colleague, we went hawker centre to have lunch. Then when we finished eating the cleaning lady was asking him whether i m his gf. Honestly the aunty very kapo!!! The same thing happened to my sis in netherlands. She was with a guy fren then suddenly an ang mo told her that the guy is very good she should not let him go or sth. My conclusion is worldwide aunty and uncle all very kapo. Hahahha..

Bai Nian with our "ancestors"

I went to the zoo on the fourth day of CNY as i was not working! Hee.. Went to bai nian with the orang utans. The baboons really remind me of us. They were helping each other pick lice from their hair, and well all i can say is that their actions really remind me of really people. hahaha.. I read once that the baboons mimick human being's movement the most. Maybe that's y among the many breed of monkey they are most like us.

Actually it is quite scary that the animals behave like humans. They are so trained that they know how to perform when they see people. Like the polar bear kept swimming in the same motion when he saw ppl observing him from the observsation area. The leopard and most of the other animal were also doing the same thing, "catwalk" literally because they keep walking to and fro. ahhahah..

It was really hot and there were a lot of people. Actually it was quite interesting to visit the zoo. I honestly haven't been there since i was in pri sch. hahaha.. the elephant show was also nice, i really like the elephants they are really intelligent and strong.

6 Personality traits to admire and acquire

Found this article on yahoo. Gosh.. I really want to be a better person, but all this traits, seem a bit hard to "practice" Always striving to be a better person, but so far not succeeding much!! Hai.. Anyway just to share with all. I need to surround myself with saints. Honestly envious of ppl who could commit to the below.


Selflessness: In a world where many people don’t have the time or the interest in others, selflessness is a quality that seems to be less and less common. People can be selfless in the time they give, the ability to listen, their level of patience and the love that they give. Those who are giving and generous in nature have the power to make others feel loved, appreciated and special. While those who are self-absorbed tend to do the exact opposite.
Tolerance: Those people who are tolerant make us feel comfortable with who we are and special as individuals. All of us are different, and many of us have quirks and idiosyncrasies. After all, these differences make the world go round. Having the ability to accept people for who they are and not expect them to be who we want them to be is important in life, happiness and in the health of our relationships.
Genuineness: Having the ability to be real, authentic and honest is unique in a world where we put so much emphasis on the superficial. Feeling comfortable in one’s skin and being true to one’s self is one of the most beautiful traits one can possess. To have a REAL relationship with someone requires honesty…it requires hearing and giving input or feedback that may not always be popular…it means having the strength to tell it like it is and to not be afraid to face the consequences for doing so…it means loving people for who they really are…deep down…and not for what they appear to be.
Sensitivity: So often we are focused on what is important to ourselves that we can forget about those around us. Those who are sensitive are often thoughtful, appreciative and loving, in a way that makes you feel understood, valued and respected. Often, sensitive people are also self-aware, making them mindful of how they impact others with what they do and say.
Integrity: Call me cynical, but I think this characteristic is especially difficult to find. In a time when people will do things that are underhanded to make an extra buck (Bernie Madoff…can you hear me?), expose their personal lives to the public so they can be famous (balloon boy’s dad and any other reality TV mongers) and do what feels good in the moment without necessarily thinking of the consequences (Tiger Woods), integrity is a characteristic that is especially unique today.
Humility: Whether someone is super-smart, extremely talented or drop-dead gorgeous, there is something extra special about them if they don’t come across as though they know it all the time. Humility in those that possess extraordinary traits make others feel special too.