Today me alone at work. Auntie was not there.. no1 to talk too.. Today e guy argued with e china woman. He looks v scary and angry.. Wa.. Tot he was goin to kill her. But ok la.. at least he was not shouting at her. He was trying to reason with her.. E girl seems rather unreasonable, she didn't give him a chance to explain.

Anyway went to watch mascagadar (can't spell). It was a nice movie really funny! but i had to go to e loo halfway.. Hee.. After the movie saw zheng qi. My fren remembers him as e funny guy cos we told her lots of funny things abt him. Hee.. zq enlisting nxt month! AT LAST!!! Hee.. heard he went to watch that movie too.

Early this morning at 1.30am, there was a scary thing that came in through the balcony window. I saw sth black flying into my house, at first i tot it was a moth, since is seems rather big, once i had a better view i ran into my room. The thing that flew in was not a moth, but a flying cockroach. And this roach really fly v fast! Like a moth! Then ran into my room and told my sis, we were v afraid, cos e roach kind of heading towards our room and i don't have the guts to catch it. Worried that it will fly into my clothes or sth. We went to wake our mom up to catch it, but mom was sick and told us to settle it by ourselves. So we discuss on strategies to kill it. But both of us r not brave enough to kill e roach. luckily at around 2am we heard the door knob sound, our dad came home. So he kind of helped us to catch it. It was a difficult task as our father has fears for cockroaches, especially those that can fly, as he was bitten by a flying cockroach recently. ok we somehow managed to chase e cockroach out the way it came in through the balcony window. Hee.. But don't feel v safe, so b4 sleeping we closed all the windows, and on the fan, but honestly it was rather stuffy, since our house don't have aircon.

Hmm.. someone once ask me how could there be cockroach in my house since i lived on the 12th floor. Well now i think ppl basically understand how e roach come in. It flies in lor... Once me and my mom and sis were at e dining table, making tang yuan. Then i saw a cockroach atempting to fly in through e window near e dining table. I quickly closed the window. And basically e roach jus "bump" on e window.

Actually yesterday was rather bothered by wat someone told me, she told me taht she only in total know her bf for 2mths, and that guy actually asked her if she would have sex with him. Feel rather disgusted.. If a guy do this to me, i would whack him, and break up with him immediately. I mean i don't even know u well enough. Wat do u take me for?! A loose woman who goes around sleeping with man?! WTH!!! U know when it happens to ur fren u will start worrying for urself since, u know, it is like an incident so close to u happening..

Early this morning, when to creative sales... Well i m not buying my mp3 player from there, cos adam's wife shirley can get better stuff discount for me. Really like the design of zen neoon. But it isn't v user friendly and it is beyond my budget. Lp bought the zen micro and matching colour speakers. The speakers r quite nice. When we were carrying the mp3 players yan hua called, as lp was carrying e speaker and couldn't ans e phone i answered e phone, and kind of scolded yh that we r v busy, shouldn't call now. Hee.. But i was kidding with him la. Anyway lp borrowed some money from me to buy e mp3 player, then on e bus to jp to meet liling, yh called again. Then i told lp to pass e phone to me. Then i threatened yh that if lp do not pay me my money, i will sell her. Hee.. Then this yh told me not to sell her, sell him instead then i told him he is not worth much so can't sell him. Hee.. E both of them r really a cute couple, v loving...

Anyway we went to fish and co with liling. Talked abt lots of stuff. This liling have a bf.. Hee.. Well all i can tell liling is if u don't think this relationship is right then don't carry on lor.. Hee..

Then at night i went to west mall with my mom and sis for dinner. Anyway we kind of shopped too. Bought 3 pairs of shoes from noda. We each bought one pair. But ok la.. We can share shoes, and e shoes r not v expensive.

Just now went to have teabreak and dinner with xw, elin and yl at holland v essential brews i think! It was so fun! Really v long nv talk to them le.. At first was rather afraid tat it will be awkward cos so long nv c them. But it was really fun. Can't really explain y... We talked abt "interesting" things. U know i know can le.. We really have to do that more often!

Oh ya i think i saw alvin from jin tai. E 4e3 one... That guy who put braces last time. He like become more handsome. Hmm.. is he e guy that used to like sy ah? Last time at PS oso saw him then he always look at me like i know him so should be him ba..

Xw.. i don't think my eng is good la. I think really deteriorating le.. Hee..

Today went for a makeover session with sl. The make-up artiste was from japan. She is really pretty and cute, but can't speak eng well. Anyway after e make over, We looked v pretty! Took some neoprint. Really cover all my pimple. Think i may have to use makeup in e future to cover my acne. Really like wat she did to my eyes, using eyeshadow, mascera and eye liner, really pretty! Hee..

After that went thai express eat. The food ok la. Nothing much to write abt..

Today is sl's last day of work. Will miss her terribly. Hee.. Anyway mr ling treat us to lunch, cos it was her last day. we had fish head curry! Really nice! Then everyone is like will miss her a lot. Hee.. They r really nice ppl.. Really happy to know them.

Today at work was doing sc1232A The part with many problems. Redone it many times. Then auntie and e guy there told mr ng this part really hard to do. Then they agree with me that this part is v troublesome. Then today mr ling was looking for his sample board that i helped him to make. Anyway he so cute. When i walked into e room, he kept following me everywhere. I was wondering y. Then later he asked me if i knew where he kept e sample board. Hee.. as if i m his secretary. Of course i wouldn't know where he kept it. But he is really cute!

Today me and sl went to play badminton after work. When we first reach there 2 ppl ah stole our badminton court. Then nvm, so we went to basketball court to play badminton. So Fun.. E whole basketball court is ours. Then cos both of us not playing competitively. So jus hit e ball over, then we used up e whole court! Hee.. me and her jus keep playing.. we really can play from one end to e other end. Playing with her is so fun. Cos it is jus good fun, no competition no nth. And we won't blame each other when we can't hit e ball. Really glad that i have her as a fren. So thankful to god!

Later one guy came and play basketball, he was playing alone. Then he jus used 1/4 of e court while we continue to use 3/4 of the court. Hee.. Then after that we took a rest and jus keep chatting really chat a lot. Hee.. We always like that one. Go play badminton or do anything end up chatting more than playing. Then we in e end play 20min chat 1hr.. Hee..

Then we feel mosquites there. I told sl not to move so that we can kill e mosquitoes. managed to kill 2. I think those r e only 2 biting us. Hee.. After that some auntie come line-dancing so have to go home. then e baby so cute dance along with the group. Going out with her this sat. Really want to have fun and forget my worries. Feel rather depressed recently. Maybe pms, maybe jus worried abt my future, jus feel so inferior all of a sudden, don't like this feeling at all, feel like hiding, feel like crying, wish that e world will jus stop moving. Hai.. don't worry abt me, i will get over it!

Ok share with ur 3 lame jokes. Wanted to wait till sun to tell them. But can't wait so those who read pls don't tell e ans on that day!

1. when a dog get into 7-11 it was chased out, when a cat get into 7-11 it was chased out too.. But when a sheep gets into 7-11 it was not chased out. Y?

Ans: Cos 7-11 24hrs, bu da yang!

2. y is superman's clothes so tight?

Ans: Cos it is S size

3. Xiao bai, xiao hong, xiao huang went on roller coaster who vomitted and y?

Ans: Xiao Bai, cos Xiao bai tu. Hee..

Oh ya sth else funny happened today. When me and lp was heading to e toilet we saw mr ng. Then mr ng pointed at us and kind of shocked to c us there, then he keep standing there pointing at us, then ya ting, saw him pointing then kaypoh, then turned and look at us while walking then bump into mr ng. Then this mr ng ah.. Like so shy, then reaction rather big, rather scared. Then lp ask me y his reaction so big. Then i gave a stupid ans, say cos he is a vegetarian! Hee.. Ok that is all to share for now!

Hmm.. Want to say this to someone. Sometimes it is better to forget ba. Forgetting that person help u to learn and grow. To have loved is better than nv to have loved b4. I think that is true. If u didn't meet that jerk maybe you wouldn't treasure who u r with that much now. If he didn't break ur heart e way he did, maybe u would not have been able to walk out of it! Jia you! Don't cry for him anymore it is not worth it! And if u need me i will always be there!

Your Birthdate: February 6

A birthday on the 6th of the month adds a tone of responsibility, helpfulness, and understanding to your natural inclinations. Those born on the sixth are more apt to be open and honest with everyone, and more caring about family and friends, too. This is a number associated with responsibility and caring - this birthday lends a degree of concern for others.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Hee.. think this is quite true.. Ok e part abt open and honest to everyone to some extent ba..

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is low. Even if you're tempted, you'd try hard not to do it.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Ok this is rather true. Except e last part abt flirting around. I don't really know how to flirt. I think e marriage part is true too. A bit afraid of marriage. Lp say it is bcos i m afraid that e person i love will not love me as much, afraid that i marry e wrong guy. But true ba. E part abt not needing love is true oso ba.. Though i want to be loved, i don't really need it. Opps better not let someone c this! Hee..

Went to cut my hair. Ok la.. not v short. wanted to cut shorter but e person rather against me cutting shorter, cos say layered too short not nice. It is an ok length, like it quite a bit. E lady cut rather slowly, cut for an hour, hee.. Maybe like they say man gong chu xi huo... So ok la..

Went shopping with sl yesterday! really happy got a few good buys. Spent quite a lot of money. I think i spent 100 plus ba.. not only on clothes but on food!

Oh ya yesterday we met we 3 funny waiter! The first waiter was at e dessert shop. When we first walked into e dessert shop we saw this waiter, and i was waiting 4 him to give me e menu, but he jus kept smiling at me like i know him! Then when i saw him take a menu, I tot at last he is goin to give us e menu! But he took e menu and gave it to e manager instead! Ok so later sl went to gave our order to e manager. When a mango pudding with mango ice cream came i was v shocked then i looked at e waiter then he smiled back, i told him we did not order that, then he saw e recipt on e table and say we did order, but at this pt he was still smiling, anyway we told e manager he took our order wrong, then he checked e printed recipt and realised it. Later our dessert came. Sl ordered watermelon sago, but sth white white came, then i asked e waiter wat is that he said honeydew sago, and asked if we want to change, he was still smiling. then we said nvm. Then he say e manger is a hongkonger so don't really understand chinese that's y keep taking wrong order. Hee.. Was rather angry, but e waiter quite ok looking and he kept smiling so no choice felt more amused than anger. Sl say that e 2nd wrong order may be communication problem cos when e manager pointed at e chinese mi gua xi mi lu, she tot he was pointing at e eng watermelon sago so she nodded her head! Hee..

Ok the 2nd waiter was at ajisen, where we were having our dinner. We went to e taka ajisen e newly opened one, that is a sushi restaurant of ajisen. Anyway i ordered egg with unagi, u know that time when e unagi is cooked in steamed eggs and rice set, sl ordered pork chop in steamed eggs and rice set. Anyway e rice set come with pickles, miso soup and rice. When e waiter served us our food. He introduce e food one by one in jap english, although e waiter looked more like an indonesian! He was saying pickles do, miso soupo, rice so. Sth like that la.. then when i laughed at him, he say that is how e jap say it. Then he seems to want me to repeat after him like a teacher! Ai yo!

The 3rd waiter was from ajisen too. He was refilling our tea, then he jus suddenly took my cup and disappeared! I was so shocked! I almost cried where is my cup! but sl told me maybe there is no more tea in e teapot so he have to go take more tea. Then when he came back he smiled sheeplishly at me. Ok he is forgiven since he seems so pai sai! Maybe cos they were v busy! Hee.. 3 funny waiters!

Oh ya i saw e ajisen chef making california handroll. Then one chef was standing behind another chef making it. Then they looked like four hand buddha! Hee.. It would be rather romantic if it is a guy and a girl helping each other make sushi, but both r man.. so rather funny! Hee..

Want to buy a creative mp3 player. My mom's collegue wife walking at creative and we can get good discount. So feel like buying. My sis keep saying creative v lousy ipod better. Ai ya, most of my frens say e other way, my fren's bro studying IT still say creative better, anyway these young ppl so materialistic, jus want to buy sth cos they go for e brand. Creative is cheaper and have more functions! Please don't be so blinded by e brand!

Oh ya today also got taka fire drill. Think someone played a prank and hit e fire alarm. Anyway some kiasu ppl were evacuating e building... Quite scary in a sense. If there is a fire there i will die first. Cos always so kaypoh.

haha.. today so funny. Cos lp said e day b4 my neck like v big. Then ask if i was fat when i was young. So i showed her my younger days photo. They had a good laugh at my photos. Cos when i was young like to do stupid things, make stupid poses.. Hee.. I think i haven't change, i still do silly things that ppl will laugh at all e time. Anyway our family v big, so had a lot of candid shots, like ppl digging nose, eating food. And pics that lp say can put into oral converstaion. Then my cousin all wear those big big glasses that covers ur whole face, then got photo my dad acting as girl haha.. then put oranges and pretend those r his breasts. If i have e chance will show ur next time. Anyway it is true when i was young v big neck though v skinny. But when i was young face plummer. Anyway in my nursery photo saw a girl that looks like audrey from e other class. and oso lp saw someone that looks like her sec sch fren. Was trying to find 4 xw, but can't find. Hee.. shall show her e pic next time.

Anyway i oso brought my sec sch pic for sl to c. Cos sl wanted to c wat my class was like. Then we a few wks ago saw zheng qi on e papers then sl say she remember his face. So when we show her e pic ask her to spot zq. Then she pointed to everyone except zq. Then at one point she pointed to wm. Then i ask her y she point at him. Then she say cos he looks fat and zq in e newpaper photo quite fat looking. Haha... So funny! So fun! pic r really important things. They will really make u laugh! Have to take more pic in e future! then c us change!

Ai yo today something v embarrassing happened! me and lp were abt to call it a day. I was packing v quickly cos v urgent want to go toilet. Anyway lp was packing slower than me, so i was there asking her to be quick. Then i think the auntie there heard. Then she was supressing her laughter! After we left the room i saw her laughing loudly. Then when we were in the toilet this lp say don't know whether lp will tell e guy who is working there abt this and they will both laugh at me. Then when we were discussing, i think auntie came into e toilet. We were still in e cubicle. Then i still continue talking cos i didn't realise that auntie was in e toilet too. When i came out of e cubicle so pai sai ah! I smile at auntie, then auntie keep giving me that smile like she knows my secret! Ai yo! y must these stupid things always happen to me!

After that me and sl went to have sushi buffet at funan. It is a new branch so e deco really nice! Anyway we ate a lot! we at least each ate 25plates! The food so delicious. A lot of funny things happened too. I wanted to go to the toilet cos i had a stomachache. Then ramaged my bag for tissue but couldn't find any. So i took the wet napkin from sakae and went to the toilet. Fortunately there is toilet paper in e toilet! Next I wore a rather tight pants on that day. The pants were not that tight e last time i wore it. I think i have grown fatter that's y. Anyway it is a jeans with buttons, as in e zips r made of button instead of a zip. Anyway we ate too full that felt v uncomfortable so sl asked me to unbutton e first button, so that i won't feel that uncomfortable. Anyway i unbuttoned e first button. After that when we were abt to go hm i wanted to button e first button back. Then this sl kind of panicked, sl said that if i unbutton the 2nd button i will zou guang. Haha.. then i told sl that i jus wanted to button it back! Hee.. So funny!

Today swan choo kind of scold me! Cos i brought e goods up. And it takes lot of effort and time to transport it up. So she said next time jus go down and do. But e person who is in charge of me and lp told us to go up and do. Honestly don't really like her. always bossing ppl around.

Anyway next day mr ling ask me to go up to do again. But i did not dare to tell him that swan choo told me the day b4 to go down to do. Don't want to sow discord btn them cos they already don't like each other so didn't say. I told my mom if i were boss i would fire swan choo, cos she always so free one.. But ai ya forget it la.. This kind of ppl sure suffer retribution in e future.

Went sing ktv. 3rd time in a row this wk! Went to sing ktv to celebrate sl belated bday. It was raining so didn't manage to go cycling! I really want to cycle! Went to sing with mh, sl, sy, xy.

In the ktv was v high. My sec sch frens r the best! They really r not afraid of embarrassing themselves. Jus dance and sing to the music. We sang cao meng song, yu tian song, and even shan liang san jie mei song! Haha... Really fun! Really like the feeling of doing crazy things together with them! So happy!

Went sing ktv with lp, zw, yh. This zw keep falling asleep due to insufficient sleep last nite. Quite fun!

After that saw horses at lot 1 there. horses really nice! I want to ride one!

Went sing Ktv with sl today. It was really fun. We sang a lot of songs together. Really get high together. Jus wonder how it is possible with jus 2 ppl. but we do that all the time! Hee..

We wanted to sneak drinks in cos kbox e drinks really ex. Anyway we played rock, paper, scissors to c who will buy. In e end sl lose, so sl had to buy. I told sl to wear her jacket out and after that put her drinks in and sneak back. Later she wore her jacket with 2 drinks stuffed inside! hee.. so funny. then e kbox ppl still didn't realise! Really like clementi kbox best. E facilities r e best there!

Recently saw xin hui's msn nick. It says her sis is pregnant. Upon hearing that feel happy for her and yet, depressed over the fact that things change so quickly. Ok her sis is not v young. But i still remember sec sch days when she said that her sis and mel's bro ever dated b4. It makes me reminished the past, and think that things change so fast. I wish i can go back to my sec sch days, where everythings seems less complicated, seems more innocent.

Today met pamela, she is working as a marketer, she is doing something completely unrelated to wat she have studied IT. Well it was really nice talking to her, we gossiped a lot and chat a lot in the library. hee.. I really terrible can gossip with anyone. Anyway she only re-enforced my feeling that i m getting old.

Hee. Rather worried abt my future. I most probably can't get admitted into a local uni. And even if i do i will have to study something i don't like. If i go SIM and study my degree may not be that recognised, and that will be a big problem to my future. Hee.. haven't study already worried for my future. But i realise a lot of ppl r not doin job related to their degree, and not earning much either. This is e consolation to myself. Hee.. Regret not working hard for a'levels now i wished i can turn back time. But unfortunately i can't so i can only move on, in denial as my frens would say ( well to me moving on in a more optimistic view ba...) I believe if u want to study anything u like u can study anywhere. But please! don't let ur pride get in the way of ur future. I mean wat u do in the future may not got anything to do with wat u studied. And honestly be realistic in watever u do. Don't always think that u r so great and everyone wants a piece of u. Have a backup plan, cos in life u can't always get wat u want jus by wishing or dreaming. Dream occationally, but at least be able to tell e difference between ur dream and wat u really can do. Honestly if u do well in the future no1 will care where u got ur degree from. Don't say anything unreasonable jus to win a fight. U know deep down inside, y u r saying such things.

Anyway abt the point where i feel i m growing old. I seriously feel that way. feel so worried. Soon relative will irritate me abt having a boyfriend. Honestly i have been single too long, quite scared of having a boyfriend! Hee.. And then irritate me to get married! Wa.. i used to had a nightmare that i was a runaway bride! Then later irritate me to have children. After watching a woman gave birth to a child during bio lessons 4 years ago, i m rather afraid of giving birth, giving birth seems like a scary thing. Ok i m terrified of my future. Haha... Hopefully i will be a successful person in the future. Good wife and good career woman, ya i m greedy i want the best of both worlds!