Hate it!

I hate it when ppl don't know me too well but pretend they know me very well and make comments about my character or my family. Honestly haven't they heard the silent dog bites?! Hate it when they make comments about my family when they don't know much. honestly family relationship is hard for outsider to understand. Though most of us like complaining about our family occasionally we don't really like it when ppl make unnecessary comments such as gosh ur mum must be sad that u and ur sis relationship is not v gd. Honestly though i fight with her a lot it doesn't mean that our relationship isn't gd. Though our characters differ and we can't stand a certain aspect of each other it doesn't mean that we r not good. i mean blood is thicker than water. No matter how much we dislike each other or can't get along at times we know that fact.

Honestly can't stand ppl who can only make fun of other ppl but can't take a joke on them. it is like wan bu qi jiu bu yao wan. Honestly irritating! Honestly some ppl are jus so bai mu! I realised sometimes i would oso act bai mu. as in cos tat person irritates the hell out of me, so i would purposely say the wrong things to make that person angry. Honestly if we were to play this game i might not lose making u hopping mad.

I think i like being in the accounts line.

hahah.. yest and today there are some visitors in the office. well my colleague kind of introduce them to me and today was called out for lunch with them. Honestly, it was really awkward. Firstly i don't remember their names and i don't know what their position and post are. Somehow the ae and me was being separated. so i sat beside big boss 2 other guys and my jap colleague. was sitting around 5 man. hahah.. was totally depending on my jap colleague keep staring at him to make him talk to them so i don't need to talk. i really don't know how to join into e conversation and don't know how to start. gosh.. having indigestion after the lunch.. ahhaha.. luckily not in sales or marketing. i will jus faint fr thinking of wat to say. Honestly i can't even talk to them about work. cos i don't even know wat they do!!! hahahaha..

Haven't laugh as much as yesterday

Gosh.. really haven't laugh so much for a long time! Gosh maybe it is cos we haven't meet up for a long time so had a lot to catch up on.

Yesterday went to fish and co with my sec sch frens. At first tot mh couldn't join us was a bit disappointed haven't really talked to her since she came back fr aus. hee.. was so happy that she could join us after work! hee.. Evon's hair and makeup was really nice. mh wanted to try. so we were at fish and co helping mh to make up. hahhaha.. quite funny. somehow smudge some makeup. and mh expression during makeup was really v funny. keep pulling her ren zhong and she close both eyes when she want to draw eyeliner for herself. ahhahahha... hmm.. how r u supposed to draw if u can't c at all?! hee. but in e end it really turned out quite nice. hopefully she had picked up e skills fr it and can draw real well!

later went coffee club. really catched up and laugh a lot... hahahha.. actually xin is really funny too always jiang hua mei zhong dian. she will talk for v long then u would be wondering where her main point is. then after u finish listening to her story u get very lost. hahahha.. and xin always said she will nv sit beside me again but sometimes she always turn up beside me. She said tat i talk too loudly will make her go deaf. Her ears will always have a buzzing sound after our gathering. hahahha..

and joyce is goin to hainan her homeland! hahhaha.. then she was learning hainan fr xin. xin's hainan sounds like thai and xin looks like thai! hee.. can go there and practice. Anyway reallly want to go overseas with them!!! but seems a bit hard to gather everyone to go. wkend trip not so fun to me.. must go somewhere far! was planning shanghai. joyce suggested. hopefully we can somehow make it. i don't like to be stuck on an island. don't bring me dere! hee.. i think e purposes of goin overseas is to explore the place. not to be stuck in some beach! hee.. and i really don't like e sun. hahhaha..

Yesterday was the last day of my pri 6 tuition. was kind of sad.. as in bu she.. will miss her in e future.. taught her for 2 yrs le. at first really couldn't stand her cos she is really lazy. and always refuse to do work but she have came a long way.. now she will call and msg me about homework. But i might teach her in sec 1. i told her mum she might not need tuition in sec 1 cos it might be easy to her. Told her mum to let her try to study by herself for one sem first... anyway they gave me a red packet on e last day too. gosh.. so weird.. someone u have been so personal with for 2 yrs will suddenly become a stranger that thought is really scary. hopefully will teach her next yr too.

Job and stuff

Yesterday went to hilton hotel for buffet actually to bid one of my colleagues farewell. Took his car there. Actually it was quite fun. It was like one family.. Teasing each other and stuff. and can eat a lot. Reminds me of that time dinner that e md treated at no signboard. No signboard e food really so so. i think zhu chao taste similar. hee..

When we in e car there, we were talking abt e girl who came in e afternoon for interview. cos they seem to like her and we guess will hire her. cos they brought her around. so my colleague were asking me if they brought me around for my interview. then i say they even brought me to toilet and canteen. and i thought they were v weird always completing my question when i couldn't answer. Then they said i was very silly. Cos fr their actions i should have guessed they were goin to hire me. actually they searched 4 mths for my post. was quite surprised when i knew that. which means many candidates came but were rejected. Actually i should have guessed but how would i know only my first interview. Yesterday e girl was only e 2nd candidate and they brought her around le still got many candidate so who knows. but e girl was really pretty.

During dinner sa chek was sitting opp me. v stressed. can't lang tun hu yan.. hahaha.. he ate so little. felt so pai sai eating so much! hahah.. i really think i can't understand them sometimes. then everytime e ae will so happen to look at me and translate it for me. He asked me if i have been to japan. then i didn't catch him e first time asked him to repeat instead. so when he repeated and i still couldn't understand i was embarrassed to ask him again. so quickly looked at e ae beside me and she came to my rescue. During e welcome lunch with e md tat was wat happened too. ahhahhah..

after tat sa chek was talking abt e candidate we were teasing him that a guy left now he can hire 2 girls to sit on his lap. ahhahah.. he was involved in e interview. but e interview process is actually v autocratic. in e sense that no matter who interview with e md. only he have e choice to choose who he wants. so they asked him if e girl 100% he said 100% cos he mentioned me.. he say when md asked him to bring me around knew that definately goin to hire me. ahhahah.. now that i think of it maybe he didn't like me that much but cos e md gave e thumbs up he got no choice. cos throughout e interview he didn't smile. but then they say at tat period of time he was v stressed and he said really funny stuff. Actually come to think of it i sld have known e md would hire me cos he keep trying to joke with me. now that i come to e office he jokes less with me. ahhahaha..

after dinner hosoya san drove me hm cos it was on e way. 2nd time sitting e md's car but again e driver isn't him. actually i was quite afraid to go hm with him. cos usually it is with a big grp and i won't have to make conversations with him jus listen. but individually he is v nice! actually i was quite terrible. cos i was afraid he wouldn't know how to go my place then keep trying to give him directions. cos it was night and raining. i couldn't really tell e roads. so at holland v i keep telling him to turn left though it wasn't e turn yet. luckily he didn't heed my advice. ahhahah.. was quite fun talking to him. and he said i must start practicing japanese on thur with him. ahhahah.. but i really don't like not being able to speak in full sentence. i told him when i master e ability to speak in full sentences i would speak to him in japanese. he is really a nice guy whole journey we were laughing and talking. oh ya he said i surprised him eat too much. he said when e jap colleague came fr japan got a shock tat e girls here eat so much. i told him if we have a pms eating competition e girls team jus 4 girls enough to wipe out e whole guys team. ahhaha..

Actually feel very unsettled recently. Like they r hiring new post so feel like i want to change dept cos acct is losing it's novelty. but i realised with me everything loses it's novelty very quickly. i think no matter wat job i do. but i like accts cos it really uses ur knowledge when u do. it is not some job where any tom dick or harry can do. but then w/o interaction with ppl sometimes it gets really boring. actually i kind of hope they hire guys. so tat i can psyco myself into thinking they need guys not girls. hee.. I don't hate my job. I jus hate working. ahhahha.. i think i need challenges but i still hate working. i hate that ur time is not ur time anymore like everything u have is contributed to a co for i don't know wat reason. To me wat's so great abt being a workaholic?! maybe cos i have started working since sec 4 so working has lose it's novelty to me long time ago. tat's y while everyone was praying to graduate i would rather jus study all my life. hai...and i seriously hate it when ppl tell me only if u work u can get money.. like all they think about is money. Y is money so impt! Honestly they r like saying money is equivalent to happiness. so money face for wat? i read tat e world's happiest ppl live in an island. The ppl there nv know wat e internet is, or wat wealth, reputation and status is. Those ppl don't need to work they jus fish and barter trade and yet they r v happy. Having nothing is a form of happiness. Not being greedy is a form of happiness. I really hate becoming a working robot and for wat? money! that's y i hate working cos we will soon become robots who don't know wat happiness is! We will soon think that money, status makes us happy. look at e ppl around u they r definately becoming tat sort of robot. it is honestly disgusting!